Preety_India

Be careful. That statement alone could give me a heart attack!

My second ex used to do that to me Very irritating. Third is secret, bahhh. I broke off with him because he would do these mental gymnastics to keep attracting me. And he was a Taurus like you. Chatty. If you or any guy had sent like that text to me, next day I wouldn't meet him as punishment. Not impressed.

Find constructive ways of deconstructing something. My frustration has measurably subsided over the past 2 days When my frustration subsides, I am more in my element, I get to be more of myself.

Also I'll be scheduling my amount of time on the forum so I get maximum benefit in minimum time. Also I need to reduce or cut down forum distraction.

I'll be reading books on social mastery skills. I'll learn a few social mastery suggestions and then apply them on the forum. Also write forum insights and to do lists and share wit friends. . Document forum work carefully.

Also the forum social method is better than pm conversations. I found that talking to large groups of people gives heightened social boost versus pm

Interacting in the forum is like " sweating it out mentally" just like you sweat it out physically in the gym.. When you get a good mental workout on the forum you get a good mental exercise, especially with friendly conversations, it creates endorphins and helps with keeping mind vigilant and happy. In other words it's healthy social stimulation like a social boost. For a social anxiety ridden person like me, the forum can be very good to feel euphoric around people and practice social skills that I'll keep improving on as time goes by. Also focus on how to build Harmony. Act like a fast running brand that doesn't have time for anything. Nothing beats that right?

I'll be reducing my forum interaction because it cuts down my journaling time and eats into it. So I'll need to balance both.

Changes that I'm observing in myself everyday. Today I solely wish to focus on beauty and I'll be doing this everyday. Also my dating life is making me feel better once again Plus I need to do Rituals of Personal and Universal Prayer everyday I also found suitable solutions for the distress I was experiencing on the forum 3 days ago. All of this in a matter of just 48 hours. Quick progress I must say. Having healthy interactions on the forum quickly healed me Another important insight I obtained during this process was to always surround myself with sweet people.

I want to focus more and more on beauty that exists in this world. I feel like Leo is encouraging me to do that.

Also send journals.

I watched something about Jordan Peterson that I liked Will include the link.

Today my forum performance was 60%.

I'll keep some forum goals as well where I'm using my consciousness wisely. Also write Peony conversations to friends.

Today I had good interactions on the forum.

@tatsumaru I'm still very submissive even if I remove the trauma part. I will never really know. It's sort of a mystery.

@Shin lol that's a he.

I don't like judgemental type of guys. Ew. Gross. .... I like this guy. I find him cute and romantic. I don't why I always feel like someone is always watching me.

I have a couple of guys that I'll be dating in the next few months. I don't want a relationship so I'll just be dating and going out with them. Dinners and everything. Of course I like to split the bill, it's a nice gesture if he pays, but I don't want my stuff to be paid for, so I'll pay for my own orders and things. He can pay his. If he takes me out, I'll let him know already that I'll be paying for my own things so I don't want his favors. I can be pretty egotistical when it comes to paying money for food or other things. I have never taken a single dime from my past boyfriends ever. I just don't want to. I don't want the whole "boyfriend paying for me" thing. I have never done it and will never do it. It goes against my pride. But I want to spend good time with guys and their company especially sweet guys. And in the past few months after my breakup, some guys approached me who were my old friends. One guy approached me at a coffee shop a month ago and he was a stranger and I gave him my number. He called me and texted me and I did not reply. I decided to reply yesterday and he instantly responded. Looks like he doesn't have a girlfriend. So I can be free to date him. I don't want a relationship yet. Because I am over it all for good. Yet I have still have attraction for men. And I would like to go out and spend time with different interested men. I don't even like to call them men, it sounds archaic, I will call them guys. I have an experience of 4 relationships under my belt. So i will use this experience to gauge men who are a proper fit with my mentality. I'm a sweet person so when it comes to chilling together, I'm no alien. I like guys a lot. I feel intense sexual attraction towards men that is guys.

You need to work on self esteem. You're exhibiting codependency traits I used to have that whereby I wouldn't see any problem if a guy bossed me. But I worked on my self esteem in the past 6 months and I'm over it. Now I want to be with men who care about me. (since I don't know much about your past dating history or dating psyche, I'm throwing shots in the dark. I could easily be wrong)

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This is a huge faux pas. Sure they will be intelligent if they're able to visit another planet and have the technology for it. However it's not necessary that they are conscious. Remember technology was also used to create nuclear wars. There was intelligence but not consciousness. The aliens might possibly possess greater abilities than us, but they could easily have destructive intent in mind Without knowing who they are, to make a blind conjecture that they will be highly conscious is a very distorted wrong perception. Very flawed judgment.

Be highly selective when it comes to topics.

This one.