Preety_India

@Raphael oops. But anyway. We both had the same realisation .

It's no longer about me impressing him. Just stop that nonsense. Make the guy step up his trust game. Make him decide. If not then reject and walk away Don't want a guy who doesn't keep my faith/trust.

Be with a man who will keep my trust.

He gives me tons of emotional containment. I felt desperate because nobody made me feel so secure before(him). I wanted him to take me seriously.

Can it sometimes be a sign of deep love ? What if he is just a bit extra needy ?

@Hulia that vid was too funny.

I feel a lot of peace in art, music and dance.

I think of this song whenever I think of this guy.

That was good. Maybe I think too much about him. I really don't know.

If I remember it was where he expressed his sentiment telling me that he never felt the way he felt with me. He was emotional during the conversation and he told me that he felt like he had found a very loving person in me. That's when I told him that. And then he said I was being crazy and stupid to risk so much. He laughed it off but I took his words to heart. I felt deeply insecure, scared , as though I made a big mistake/blew up my chances of winning him. I felt like I acted crazy in a moment of emotional weakness. If he takes it seriously, he might not want me and that insecurity is bugging me. I'm not sure if he said it in a playful way but he wasn't angry/serious. He was laughing/mocking (attitude). Maybe he didn't believe what I said or thought I was being too naive or stupid. But I actually really meant it seriously because I really felt deep emotions for him. I literally felt I could do anything for him. I can't explain why I felt like that. But I developed deep feeling of selfless affection for him. I wasn't trying to impress him through. I was just being sincere and Frank with him Now I'm asking myself if it was rational to feel that way or if it was absurdity. Although my emotions were quite raw and real and I said whatever I felt. Maybe I'm too trusting of him ? Or I think way more about him than how he might actually be. He on the other hand has constantly been praising me and showing a lot of appreciation. He says that he cares a lot about me and that he has feelings for me.

I have all these tender emotions for him.

I feel strong emotions for him after having conversations with him over the past few days. I don't know how to exactly show my feelings to him or should I try to hide my feelings? I'm kinda head over heels for him every time he talks to me and it's like he almost swept me off my feet.

I have never fallen so hard for an Indian guy from my own country. Never thought I would fall in love again .. with an Indian guy.

I'm mad about this guy. My goodness. What's happening to me ? I didn't want to fall in love again. I had promised myself. And now this is happening again. Silliness

Go watch some porn. You seem to be in that mood.

This song makes me happy

@Heart of Space ta ta.

Vit D

I like this song

Emotions = logic. Only a Pisces will/can understand that. Yep.

Ab mera dil us par nahin hai. Aur nahin Main bhool gayee tumhe. Chale jaao tum Mujhe dhoka nahin chahiye Bahut ho chuka Ja

Ab mera dil us par nahin hai. Aur nahin Main bhool gayee tumhe. Chale jaao tum

Mujhe sirh usse pyaar hi nahin karna hai Mujhe toh uske saath har cheez , har waqt, har lamha, bas usi ke saath beetaana hai Use mujhe kehna chahiye " Yeh dil teri aankhon mein dooba, ban jaa meri tu Mehbooba."