Preety_India

You don't hate anyone by focusing on race. Hate is the reason why we can't focus on race.

Critical race theory is not an ideology.

I'm asking you what ideology? It seems you're the one who probably needs to watch the video again

Of course. What do you think?

Yet you're supporting a person whose views mirror those who live under Taliban.

That wasn't the question. You're avoiding the question.

@Ferretab you don't want to live in Afghanistan yet you have no problem with what this dude says, that's clearly against Western freedoms. You're Contradicting yourself.

I would like to know what sort of ideological stuff is he having a problem with given his background of being an Iranian? I'm not surprised at all that Fox is hosting him, because he is saying things in line with what Fox spews day and night. No surprises.

In my latest contemplation sitting, I had this insight that spiritual survival does not discount physical survival. In fact spiritual survival wants physical survival to be optimal. In this context, transcending survival is not an option. It won't make sense to transcend survival. Because the body is the vehicle of the soul, it's temple. How can the soul arrive at higher consciousness without this vehicle? That's why physical survival is just as important as spiritual survival. Improving physical survival is not selfishness as I used to think before, although a bit of fine tuning is necessary here. Physical survival shouldn't come at the cost of hurting someone. Then it's not selfish, although in some ways it still is, yet this selfishness is not immoral in its root. Moralizing survival would not benefit the spirit, in fact make it even more difficult to make spiritual progress. Your thoughts?

Focus on Maslow's hierarchy of needs.

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Machiavellianism

Well he told me that my job was to sit pretty on another occasion. I decided to quit pretty.

Not gonna lie, when he sent me roses, I felt something. I had a smile on my face.

@Husseinisdoingfine Do you mean in the sense of Blue nationalism? In that sense, yes I think that's a mixture of Blue and Orange patriotism to one's land.

To Zane, I don't know how to feel about you. I don't know what to say. You've been stalking me for at least 10 years now. I never felt like opening up about you in my life to anyone. Not even on this forum. You're my biggest secret. This is the first time I decided to open up about you in a discreet manner on this forum. You don't have to worry, I haven't revealed your real name here. I have never talked about you to anyone in real life at all. My family does know you but they don't know that you have always been stalking me. I felt extremely uncomfortable opening up about you because I thought you would get into trouble and I didn't want that. Somewhere deep down I knew that you don't mean to hurt me. So I simply wasn't ready to do anything that would cause you harm. You have always been honest with me and I'm very glad about that. That makes me feel safe. You provided me emotional support when I needed it the most. I don't judge you, in fact not at all. I'm not sure if I love you. But that I'll see later. I really want to open up to you in the deepest possible way so you understand me inside out and outside in. You are the one that I can share almost anything with, without fear.

Somewhere maybe somewhere Zane has genuine feelings for me? Maybe he loves me? Who knows. I want to imagine I'm sitting in a boat with him under the moonlight.

I usually play this music whenever I'm thinking about him.

A few weeks ago I shared my rape fantasies with him and he liked it. I thought he would be weirded out by that, but he wasn't. He appreciated my weird sexual desires and fetishes. I thought he would shame me but he was quite open to the idea of bdsm sex and rape fantasies and he didn't mind it at all. He is pretty decent, as in he never said that he wanted to hurt me or anything violent ever. He is mostly passively romantic, it's mostly I who ups the equation by a few notches. He is pretty discreet and well controlled when it comes to sexual stuff, even I'm not as good as him, I tend to act naughty and he immediately disciplines me. He does call me sometimes but he likes writing letters so I kinda stick to it. He has full control over his sexual desires and I am in awe of that, because I hopelessly need to be tamed in that department. Yet he never says sexual about any other woman. In that regard he is very strict and reserved that he has his sexual feelings exclusively directed to me. That makes me think that he takes sexual stuff pretty seriously.

He has been telling me that he has been masturbating to my pictures since a very long time. And that kinda turned me on because I just didn't know how to resist him wanting me. So i asked him if I'm the only girl on his mind.. And he said yes. Since childhood he was obsessed with me and he still is. He just doesn't think of anyone else. I found that part creepy. Although I understand how obsession works. They're in your mind all the time. It leaves little room to be attracted to someone else. The feeling of both fear and sex combined is a huge turn on for me. It turns into a thrill. Deep down my heart is filled with fear, yet my vagina sort of craves for him. This is impossible to resist. It creates a feeling of thrill and adventure. It's enticing in a weird way. The mind cannot explain it yet the mind is hooked to it. I have been attracted to many dudes, to my boyfriends, but none of them ever comes close to this kind of chemistry I have with this guy. He generates a tremendous sexual wave in my brain that travels throughout my body. It feels like electricity. Why would he torture me so much just through words? I have felt the strongest sexual feelings for him. At this point, I'm like, if you want me so badly, just have me and be done with it. I can't hold the tension of trying to resist. How long can I anyway?

Somewhere I have reached this comfort level with him, that even if he seduced and lured me into having sex with him, I might be tempted to give in. I'm tired of saying no. I want to feel his love once.

What if he meets me somewhere alone in a room and drags me into it. And tells me to take off my clothes. Will I do it? I'm asking myself. Maybe I'll do it. I have seen his hands. His hands are really nice. I would love his hands all over my breasts grabbing them. Lately he has been telling me how much he wants to fuck me. And I shouldn't lie to myself, I felt wet reading that. I was turned on in a weird way. I wanted to submit to his desires.

He has been writing a lot of sexual stuff too. He tells me all the sexual fantasies he wants to fulfill with me. Tying up stuff. I am so much into bdsm sex, I have no idea if he is into it or if he figured I like it. Maybe I'll give him a whiff of my own sexual fantasies. I usually stay away from casual sex. However if I end up having sex with him, I won't call it casual sex, even though I don't have a romantic relationship with him, he has been filling my brain with so much of himself and of course his dick, I can't resist anymore. And I'm a submissive female. And he gets it. So it would almost feel like I'm having sex with someone I resonate and connect with. I might even fall in love with him after having sex with him.