Preety_India

Balance and moderation is the key.

Finally peace and relief. I finally cut off people I didn't want to talk to.. If you don't want to talk to me, I don't want to talk to you either. Either talk respectfully to me, or just don't bother being polite. This is a permanent break up with the 6 of you. One of you I'll talk to sometimes. There are additional 3 that are out of my zone forever. I only want to talk to Hulia.

If a woman is not going to talk to Me and her boyfriend is not going to talk to me at the same time same place, I don't need such people in my life. Because there is no loving vibration there

If a woman is not going to talk to Me and her boyfriend is not going to talk to me at the same time same place, I don't need such people in my life.

@Alysssa thank you

Both of you are blocked in my messenger. Got it? Now it's all three of you. Perfect. I have deleted all your messages. You can't reach me in messages. If you mention me or write about me in the future, you won't be getting any response. So you will know it is you.

Both of you are blocked in my messenger. Got it? Now it's all three of you. Perfect. I have deleted all your messages. You can't reach me in messages. If you mention me or write about me in the future, you won't be getting any response. So you will know it is you.

Enough is enough General announcement to whoever cares to read. Am I being isolated again? Why because I have a boyfriend? It's not like I'm dumb and I don't see it.. All the pity shown to me by some people. So nobody wants to talk to me now? All the passive aggressive nonsense. I just want to talk to people who I feel really care about me and get rid of all the stuff that made me feel trapped. Some people who like to feed me bread crumbs. Naaaah.. Sorry. I don't want that and I don't need that. You keep those bread crumbs with you. If you're reading this, you already know what I mean. You get the message! Suddenly everyone wants to talk to their lovers or tell their lovers to talk to them.. Why because I initiated it? Now competition? Who is a better lover? Now suddenly some people just don't wanna talk to me.. Fine Bye in big letters. I don't give a fuck. I know all these games. Now get it straight from my mouth. I'm not going to be talking to anyone and especially to those who don't care about me. Enough with your behind the curtain games. I gave you one last chance to talk to me. And you lost it. You think I'm crazy, really? You come to me for your pity party. But as soon as I am happy or angry or sad, you just don't give a fuck. Why is that? I see through all of your shit. I am Going to play the same game that you play with me. Tit for tat. I'm not to be taken lightly. Is the mutual admiration society back at it again? Why bother talking to me in the first place if you don't have the kindest words behind my back? Does reading this cause you anxiety? One last time. It was my low self esteem and need for acceptance that made me beg for your BREAD CRUMBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I had love, I wouldn't need to care too much about your bread crumbs. Some of the people have been faithful and loyal to me since the time I came. They never turned their backs on me. You know what... The last message that I sent to you, apologizing to you, that was a goodbye message. I wanted to say to you - GOODBYE. NEVER SEE MY FACE AGAIN. I didn't know where to post it so I posted it here so some of the minions can read. Because I took enough of your shit for nearly 7 months. I kept very quiet because I needed those bread crumbs thrown at me to eat. Now no more Love has taught me what love is. And what love feels like. I don't need your shit anymore. So goodbye. Those who are loyal to me can be with me. I'm not going to put up with your constant silent Coldness. The cold shoulder that I'm being given for nearly 8 months. Enough. I'm not here for likes or follows or admiration on my journals. Because people make it a competition of who gets more likes. JUST DUMB. SAYING IT LIKE I MEAN IT. I was made to be the mediator or sandwich between lovers. I was dragged, guilted, gaslighted, made to feel sorry for myself. Now that I have a lover, I did not receive a single congratulatory message. Fuck you. I see through it all now. Who cares? Like I said only those who are truly caring for me. Rest goodbye. I don't need to care about your bread crumbs anymore. My only true friend here was Hulia. She cared for me when nobody would. She stood for ME.... if I had a bad time, she was there for me. Now that I wake up in the morning and I read all the mutual admiration society bullshit. I'm DONE. YOU don't talk the way you talk on the inside. Do you? You talk like a delicate angel on the outside. But I have read some of the inside stuff that you write. That is the real you who talks about jurisdictions and nonsense. All mind games.... I can finally let go what made me feel trapped in this journal section for so long. I can finally be done with your bullshit. You know what should happen with people like you who gossip about me behind my back??! Liberation. Liberation is the word. I should be liberated from you. The way I was liberated from my ex. The way I need to be liberated from every toxic person around me. You are energy vampires. You suck my energy. But no more. Anyone who gets caught up in your darkness, mind games, and fake empathy deserves to be liberated. If you're addicted to drama, then don't come to me. Stay away.. I don't need it.. There are a few people who talk to me in this journal and I find it worthwhile to talk to them. Because you see they aren't jealous. They don't give me a cold shoulder. They don't backstab me. They don't say one thing to my face and something else behind my back. Hulia is the only female who was there for me. She cares. There were others who were interested in doing a lot of nonsense behind my back. Then coming around to gain my favor when I wasn't giving them attention. Especially to show to the general public how bad I am that I don't even bother to reply? How rude and uncaring i must be that I cannot even say a thank you? Ok please do me a last favor. Just leave me the fuck alone and stop your behind the curtain games. I don't need all this emotional turmoil and nonsense. I am not the one to keep rotting in it forever. Learn to keep your stuff with you and don't bring it to me. Do not message me about fake pity. Do not message me your problems Sort it out yourself and keep me out of it. I'm cutting ties with many. I want to feel light around my shoulders. I have the right. I should deserve loyalty and love and proper friendship. I don't need fake stuff. You stay out of my stuff. I stay out of your stuff. No more games

Love you.

Yea that's too funny.

Enough is enough General announcement to whoever cares to read. Am I being isolated again? Why because I have a boyfriend? It's not like I'm dumb and I don't see it.. All the pity shown to me by some people. So nobody wants to talk to me now? All the passive aggressive nonsense. I just want to talk to people who I feel really care about me and get rid of all the stuff that made me feel trapped. Some people who like to feed me bread crumbs. Naaaah.. Sorry. I don't want that and I don't need that. You keep those bread crumbs with you. If you're reading this, you already know what I mean. You get the message! Suddenly everyone wants to talk to their lovers or tell their lovers to talk to them.. Why because I initiated it? Now competition? Who is a better lover? Now suddenly some people just don't wanna talk to me.. Fine Bye in big letters. I don't give a fuck. I know all these games. Now get it straight from my mouth. I'm not going to be talking to anyone and especially to those who don't care about me. Enough with your behind the curtain games. I gave you one last chance to talk to me. And you lost it. You think I'm crazy, really? You come to me for your pity party. But as soon as I am happy or angry or sad, you just don't give a fuck. Why is that? I see through all of your shit. I am Going to play the same game that you play with me. Tit for tat. I'm not to be taken lightly. Is the mutual admiration society back at it again? Why bother talking to me in the first place if you don't have the kindest words behind my back? Does reading this cause you anxiety? One last time. It was my low self esteem and need for acceptance that made me beg for your BREAD CRUMBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I had love, I wouldn't need to care too much about your bread crumbs. Some of the people have been faithful and loyal to me since the time I came. They never turned their backs on me. You know what... The last message that I sent to you, apologizing to you, that was a goodbye message. I wanted to say to you - GOODBYE. NEVER SEE MY FACE AGAIN. I didn't know where to post it so I posted it here so some of the minions can read. Because I took enough of your shit for nearly 7 months. I kept very quiet because I needed those bread crumbs thrown at me to eat. Now no more Love has taught me what love is. And what love feels like. I don't need your shit anymore. So goodbye. Those who are loyal to me can be with me. I'm not going to put up with your constant silent Coldness. The cold shoulder that I'm being given for nearly 8 months. Enough. I'm not here for likes or follows or admiration on my journals. Because people make it a competition of who gets more likes. JUST DUMB. SAYING IT LIKE I MEAN IT. I was made to be the mediator or sandwich between lovers. I was dragged, guilted, gaslighted, made to feel sorry for myself. Now that I have a lover, I did not receive a single congratulatory message. Fuck you. I see through it all now. Who cares? Like I said only those who are truly caring for me. Rest goodbye. I don't need to care about your bread crumbs anymore. My only true friend here was Hulia. She cared for me when nobody would. She stood for ME.... if I had a bad time, she was there for me. Now that I wake up in the morning and I read all the mutual admiration society bullshit. I'm DONE. YOU don't talk the way you talk on the inside. Do you? You talk like a delicate angel on the outside. But I have read some of the inside stuff that you write. That is the real you who talks about jurisdictions and nonsense. All mind games.... I can finally let go what made me feel trapped in this journal section for so long. I can finally be done with your bullshit. You know what should happen with people like you who gossip about me behind my back??! Liberation. Liberation is the word. I should be liberated from you. The way I was liberated from my ex. The way I need to be liberated from every toxic person around me. You are energy vampires. You suck my energy. But no more. Anyone who gets caught up in your darkness, mind games, and fake empathy deserves to be liberated. If you're addicted to drama, then don't come to me. Stay away.. I don't need it.. There are a few people who talk to me in this journal and I find it worthwhile to talk to them. Because you see they aren't jealous. They don't give me a cold shoulder. They don't backstab me. They don't say one thing to my face and something else behind my back. Hulia is the only female who was there for me. She cares. There were others who were interested in doing a lot of nonsense behind my back. Then coming around to gain my favor when I wasn't giving them attention. Especially to show to the general public how bad I am that I don't even bother to reply? How rude and uncaring i must be that I cannot even say a thank you? Ok please do me a last favor. Just leave me the fuck alone and stop your behind the curtain games. I don't need all this emotional turmoil and nonsense. I am not the one to keep rotting in it forever. Learn to keep your stuff with you and don't bring it to me. Do not message me about fake pity. Do not message me your problems Sort it out yourself and keep me out of it. I'm cutting ties with many. I want to feel light around my shoulders. I have the right. I should deserve loyalty and love and proper friendship. I don't need fake stuff. You stay out of my stuff. I stay out of your stuff. No more games

I'm drifting in and out of sleep. Talking to myself - Can spiritual people be savvy? I like to be savvy but not the stage orange kind of savvy. Spiritually Savvy In other journals I talk about psychic resonance. Today I wanted to talk about psychic vigilance. (I'm also having a slight pain in my stomach below my ribs. I'm not sure why I'm getting this pulsating pain.) But despite feeling that pain, I woke up and I read this, and it was the sweetest thing I read in my entire life. You have fallen asleep again haven’t you? Why should you take care of yourself? I was always careless about myself. Maybe now I want to care for myself because I want to do it for someone. Someone who constantly brings a smile on my face. Everytime I lean towards my tea pot to make tea, I think of him. His thought instantly brightens my face. So Yea, it feels better if I'm caring for myself especially for someone else. There's a saying in our language/culture. It goes like...... What's the point of living for yourself ? If I live for someone, now that's something worthwhile. I wish I could drop some flowers at his door in the morning. He would have opened the door and picked them.

Note to myself I got stuff to do.. Get busy.

I'll. Log out now and come back later and write some more. I have to keep a track of my time. Work on my memory as well Work on my concentration skills. Put the baseball symbol whenever I come to the forum to keep a track. Lot of work to be done. Learn German Write poems. Note to myself - Also please look into productivity journal. And please constant reminders. Also do grounding, mindfulness, meditation and relaxation stuff. Just to be more self aware and grounded. Avoid #blank mind state. Focus issues and mind scatter. How to prevent? Thanks for the reminder, and yeah upon further reflection of my life right now I 100% could benefit from being more mindful, slower paced living, contemplative, with grounding techniques. I hope you can pick up with meditation/centering techniques as well! Keep reminders and centering/grounding techniques.

This is the Crux of the problem. You're constantly thinking it's about attacking men when it's not. This is where you're twisting the narrative.. The narrative is not to attack men The narrative is to bring awareness to issues that plague a woman's survival on this planet and how to help them survive safer and better. Yes many women lose their lives because of men. Gender violence is very high. If saying this truth makes you think that I'm attacking men, then simply your assumption. Condemnation is not bias. Nor is it hate. I never said all men are bad. But I'm not going to ignore women's suffering in this world. It has already been ignored for too long. If you don't understand women's sufferings, please tell me what can I do? Not my obligation if you are going to twist things and make me look like a man hater. You just do not want to objectively look at what I'm pointing. I want women's problems to be handled seriously and not tucked away.. I want greater awareness to how their lives are harmed and in most cases it is men. If you want to take it and twist it as an attack on an entire gender, it's not a fair assessment of what my objective is. I'm calling for protection for women, more protection for women, condemnation of those men who support doing wrong things to women and not the vilification of the male gender. Try not to twist my objective.

@Johnny Galt by more vaccinations. Vaccination is the only way to protect.

@Johnny Galt nope. What you're saying is simply not true. And I'm not going to waste my time reading all that. The whole premise that the vaccine is not good for a small bunch of vulnerable people is not logical at all.. Anti-vaxxers don't even care about that portion of your argument. They're simply against vaccines for the heck of it Just tell me the whole point of your post in just one line. Just one line. And don't run around in circles..

Mandatory vaccination is important. The people impacted by the vaccine would do much worse if they get Covid. If they can't survive a vaccine inflammation, they definitely can't survive Covid Try thinking logically.. a bit.

Women were oppressed since centuries. Patriarchy existed for the most part in human history throughout all cultures Women didn't have voting rights and were considered second class citizens. Sexual violence is much higher against women than against men.. Almost every president and major leader has been a male. Women face tons of sexual harassment and sexual at work daily. A woman's contribution is always considered to be of lesser value. The scale is definitely not tipped in the favor of women. Men have their own issues, but these aren't created by women, maybe some, but most are created by other men. I never said that we shouldn't have empathy for men. But if we're discussing women's issues, why bring it up at all? Can't it be discussed separately without distracting from the issue at hand? When someone has been in the position of a victim for centuries, I think they should be given priority for their issues over the problems of the oppressor. Women's issues definitely need to be given priority over men's because they were the ones oppressed. Didn't men have enough control of the terrain for hundreds of centuries? Empathy should exist for men. But empathy needs to be prioritized for women first because it's the oppressed classes of society that need to be tended first. It's like first take care of the wound on the head and then take care of the injury on the finger. Women face much bigger issues especially with respect to men. men's issues caused by women pale in comparison. There's simply no comparison at all.

The word dir is important in German.

Ok back to German lessons Lesson 2 Good thank you Translated as Gut danke Und dir? And you? Und ihnen And you? These words are very beautiful. I want to keep saying them. It's pronounced as ondh dear And ondhinen --------------- learning observations for today ----------------- Und is like ondh It means and. Die means the. It's pronounced as dee. Good is gut. Thank you is danke. Dir(pronounced as dear) means you.

When I was a kid, I used to get a milk moustache every time I drank milk.

He was just being his usual self, that is all. At least once in a while, he gets to act big.

@Nos7algiK opening up about women's issues should not be conflated as bias against men. Defeats the whole purpose. @Karmadhi you didn't offend me. Don't worry. It's just debate.

Sometimes I would like to be drunk and spew some spiritual stuff. At least that way I'll be taken seriously. There is a saying that when you're drunk you speak the truth.