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Usually experience is the best teacher?

. I want to keep a track on my time so I can always be more aware of how I spend it.

Maybe.

@Hulia in the past, mostly narcissists and love bombers.

I'm just going to be noting down some of the people who are helping me here in this section. @lxlichael @RickyFitts @lastthursday @esilda @gianna @marcel @Hulia

I'm not interested in the cult phenomenon going around on here. So I'm not going to be a part of it.

Sounds cool.

You might want to work on your self esteem.

I hope you get your bag back. Sometimes stuff like that happened to me as well. And I was attributed it to absent mindedness. I have this OCD of checking my bag several times whenever I'm out shopping just to keep checking for my wallet, phone and keys. It can be a headache but when I come back home and everything comes home safe, it's a relief. Just a suggestion. You can take zip ties and tie in the straps of one bag to another, so they remain attached all the time, easy to handle and carry around without having to remember to carry each.

I want to write a ton about him which I'll in here.. But I need to gather my thoughts. I don't know what to say. He feels like sunshine in darkness I want to keep writing. I can go on and on. My heart feels like expressing pure beauty.

You aren't able to understand me fully. Although the quote wasn't mine but I agree with it Let me explain it to you. I dated an American guy who had MDD, that is major depressive disorder, he had NPD and bipolar, he was suicidal if he didn't get his MDD meds. I would say it was extremely emotionally challenging phase of my life, being extremely kind and gentle with him when he would lash out in rage at me. Yet I did not judge him for being suicidal or for his disorder I would say it's a challenge to date such people, but I happily took on the challenge, as long as the person is not abusive, I wouldn't mind dating them, I can let go of their mental disorder or even slowly get them out of it. The guy I was dating back then, when 1 full year had passed, he began to feel happier and better because of all my efforts and support to keep him happy I had almost successfully dragged him out of depression. The relationship didn't work or last because he was abusive as hell. But I never felt disappointed by his mental illness or his suicidal or manic episodes. I was thoroughly patient with him and it bore fruit at least on that front. Too bad he messed it up later after I healed him

Sometimes I just want to ease my anxiety and tell myself everything is alright.

The last 15 hours were very anxious for me Lots of feelings and thoughts and neuroses. Hard to get to the bottom and jot it down. I had a quite shitty conversation with my mother in the morning I'm trying to rebuild my relationship with her. But she started saying nasty things. So i got up and left I cannot stand her absolute disregard for my boundaries. How many times did I remind her that I don't like talking about such things the way she does.

OK. The last 15 hours I had no electricity or power. I was growing very restless. I could not heat the food. I was simply sitting in darkness for a long time. The last few hours I drifted into sleep out of sheer exhaustion. When I woke up, I found that the power came back. It left me feeling anxious.

Sharing pictures and videos.

Pictures and videos journal psycho-emotional-and-spiritual-growth/

I have decided radio silence. Be less and less on the forum and more in my journal from now on.

#learntofilter Every page on my journals is going to carry the hash tag #learntofilter

It is getting to a point where I'm not going to read any journals here any more. Some of the stuff that is being written is seriously depressing. Will focus on my journal.