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Letter 3 To dear Marcel, Today I received this letter from you, I want to write a million love letters to you. My heart is jumping up and down. But all the worlds in the world escape me again. Our love feels so deep and intimate that just experiencing it almost makes me feel paralyzed. I just want you to lay in my arms. I want to stare into your eyes. I want to lose myself in them. I can finally turn my brain of and be in the present moment. The supercomputer that i am is overheating and you are cooling me down. The understanding of the entire universe floats within my thoughts and philosophies. But it is only completed by your love. I feel like i do not understand anything without love anymore. It enshrouds and heals me. I want to let myself fall and float forever for you, flirtatiously fooling around and fucking you for eternity. For the life of me i cannot contain myself. You are so gorgoues and exactly my type that you turn me on instantly every time i just think about you. All of my emotions are turning sweet and cannot handle this much sugar right now. I think i am having constant overdoses. I have instant withdrawal symptoms when you are not around me. My mental state fluctuates between my love for you and the pain i am feeling when you are not in my presence for just 5 minutes. I need you my wife. I want to marry you and become your husband. You are my one and only soulmate. So i decided to write to you, I thought of you today, but that's nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too. For every day, good or bad, you'll always be in my head. I hope you've understood everything I've said. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. I'm sorry if I do something to make you really mad. It only comes back and makes me really sad. I really do love you and everything you are. In fact, I'm thinking of you right about now. You're everything I need and everything to me. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. You always make me smile just by being there. I hope you know how much I really do care. Every time I think of you, my stomach seems to twist. This is why I love you I've made a huge list. The list goes on forever, and never will it end, neither will our relationship. I want to spend my whole life with you. From Preety

Thank you. I'm a lover.

Letter 2 To dear Marcel, Do you know that everytime I listen to this song, it reminds of us and the Cosmic love I feel for you. My face radiates a beautiful shine whenever I have your thoughts. You're special and you deserve all the love and tenderness from my heart. You build me. You make me who I am. What can I say to be thankful to you for the beauty you bring into my life. My heart beats for the one and only and that's you. Can I call honey? Because your sweetness has sweetened my life with every passing moment. When I walk on the beach, my mind is led back to your thoughts. Who am I without you? You complete me. From, Preety

To dear Marcel, You are the light in my world, I can finally realise who I am, you have given me so much peace of mind and love. We're one after all. We are inside of each other all the time. You are my sweet prince who wakes me up gently every morning with his kiss. Whenever I wake up, I miss you. I want to stroke a feather across your face. My body trembles when I feel you're touching me. I want to be together with you and be held by you. And I'm proud to announce that I have taken up all the space in your heart, every inch and centimeter of it I feel a rush of ecstasy just thinking about it, every second without you feels like torture to me. I want to hug you. You are my sweet lover. O' how can I live without you. I always dreamed about meeting my soulmate and being able to share my everything with that person. You are the sun that shines brightly throughout my day. You are the gravity that holds me down in every way. You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night. You are stars that glimmer oh so bright. You are the oxygen that keeps me alive. You are my heart that beats inside. You are the blood that flows through me. You are the only guy I can see. You are my everything. You are my one and only. You stop me from being so lonely. We plan our future as if we have a clue. I never want to lose you. I want you to be my husband, and I want to be your wife. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I feel so shy when you call me your wife. I feel something deep. I burst out in nervous laughter. He owns me simply with his eyes. My heart escapes into a flutter everytime he speaks. From, Preety.

@RickyFitts @lxlichael all I can say is that he has moved me deeply. He has made me more vulnerable. I smile everytime I think of him and I feel emotional.

I burst out in nervous laughter just thinking about him.

Haha you're describing situation with your girlfriend, that's super easy. I was talking about women that you meet at a club or women who you been for the first time. Now that's gonna be a challenge.

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@Johnny Galt I understood a bit about the mommy and daddy issues. But I'm facing difficulty in understanding the last paragraph of your post. I did not understand it at all.

@Johnny Galt I did not understand you at all. You weren't clear enough.

Sorry if my words to Tudo came off as patronizing. I honestly thought that he didn't have much experience with women or didn't know female nature. To your other points. My focus was diverted to women in relationships, it was a bit away from the topic which was probably about on the spot consent. I absolutely agree with you that women have the right to say no. But think of it this way, do women really exercise this right effectively? Having a right and exercising that right are two different things. How do you judge a situation where a woman doesn't use her own good judgement and yet plays a victim. This is complex. It is not about victimizing women (that they were unable to say no) but understanding that they still won't do it, despite given that right and privilege. In that case, exercise your own judgement. A woman can sue a man with sexual harassment even if she said yes to that opportunity of consensual sex. You see now? This is where it gets confusing, it's not about portraying her as a victim. It's about her taking advantage (reasons Can be attributed to anything, some people call it mental illness, I call it manipulation), of the system that doesn't carry self accountability or proper judgement. You need extremely high intelligence to understand women, especially predatory women, basically the intelligence of being able to separate the wheat from the chaff, for this man has to be very developed on his Spiral he himself should have high intelligence, strong values, high integrity and better boundaries. Men who lack high quality, high intelligence, boundaries and high integrity are the ones who fall prey to such women first and foremost, so it's not so much about women giving mixed signals, it's men who haven't grown up emotionally and psycho emotionally in terms of EQ. I'm talking some high level stuff here if you care to read between the lines.

@Thought Art the only thing I can tell you is that women are tough to handle. There's nothing you can do about it. Just deal with it. I don't mean this in a gaslighting /manipulative or condescending way. I mean it in an accepting way. The best advice from my years of growing up around females is that it's always best to stay away from women who cause too drama in your life. If a woman is overly dramatic, best to drop her because she is just a bundle of problems one way or another. Women don't like to say it because they want some sort of fake feminist solidarity. If a woman is not very clear of her intentions with you, don't give her the benefit of the doubt, just drop her and move on You will definitely find women who are clearer and more open and honest if you look hard enough. They won't put you in trouble unnecessarily. They won't be manipulative. They won't treat you badly. They won't play mind games. Hard to find such women because a lot of women are used to drama and almost addicted to it. Important is not whether you understand a woman (or not). Important is to set boundaries as a man. Very strict boundaries that are punishable if broken. Learn to punish a woman if she does wrong to you rather than treating it like some coded mystery. Most men who simply put up with such women are low self worth men even if they pretend to be high value or smart.

You seem to be pretty good at understanding women Which university did you attend? Send other guys to that same university.

@Federico del pueblo @Thought Art @Tudo You guys need to take the chill pill. Chill guys. Chill chill. Don't jump to some evil conclusion right away. Learn to read properly. Women are difficult to read. Even I can't read other women. (*spits her drink, lol spitting facts.) Women can give confusing signals. Women sometimes don't know what they say. They are not sure of what they want. Women themselves are often quite confused. I mean confooozed. So you have to put extra effort to understand exactly what a Woman means Moral of the story Don't jump the gun with a woman. Have patience boys. Have patience. Learn to read between the lines. Ask a woman in different ways. Be smart. But don't rely on her every word. You're not a woman. So you don't understand.. A woman can have mood swings. Learn to deal with it. Now if a woman is too too confusing, I advise to stay away from such women you're dodging a bullet.

You don't know women. It's ok. Happens.

@Thought Art ladies first.

A no is a no. A yes is not always a yes. A no is not always a no. Shit is confusing. Lol. (*feels sorry for men. I understand the struggle )

Reminds me of my childhood days when I used to lick Popsicles Oh I love those ice pops Omg I just remembered. I can make lemon pops at home. And add color to it. Jup Jup Jup

After finding him, my whole world has changed. Now even the food tastes better. Wait a minute, it's time to make some tea again. Off I go....

Today I'm in super trolly mood. I feel excited as fuck.. I feel like a kid..........on steroids.

Omg it's the Caliphate. Run run..

Somewhere in Germany.

Yes. I agree with @Leo Gura. It's about alignment of values.

Good morning my lover. Hope you have a great day.

@Ananta yep.