Preety_India

The self destructive. Drama creators. Egotistical. Selfish and self serving. Takes a toll on your self worth The gossiper The envious . The whiner The criticizer. •⊱⊱⊱⊱✸⊰⊰⊰⊰•

There are only 2 things that you can do. Either grow or cope and do both simultaneously.

Back to my nerd self. This definitely suits me better than being social. The social aspect of my SELF literally kills me. I guess introverts have a hard time trying to express what they actually mean.

I want to kind of ground myself in this nerd state forever. I need to relearn my tricks. I have to upgrade myself.

(I don't give 2 fucks what you think of me.) But I just have to do what I need to.

What really matters?

Yesterday I was thinking about mastering a craft, any craft. And how a master knows everything inside out, you can't fool a master because they not only are adept at a major skill but they're good at the minor skills as well.. They literally are the kings and they simply know everything so well, you just can't beat them at their game.

Make as many friends and acquaintances as possible. Communicate a lot with different types of people and see who you resonate with most. Most likely people who want you will come to you automatically and stay by your side. You don't have to do much other than socialization. I found a few close buddies after talking to a 100 over 8 months. Good luck.

You cannot be prepared for a breakup. You have to force stop a breakup. Meaning you have to do it when you gotta do it, you can't be pussy footing around it forever.

Psychology, music, art.

@Alysssa maybe in a tribal sense, it's useful to them. But that doesn't fit the vision of a high conscious matriarchal society.

Putting women on a pedestal is an abusive tactic. That way, you get to set impossible standards for women and when women can't reach those standards you get to judge and vilify them. Same with beauty standards. Make it so impossible then every woman can be called either average or ugly.

That one is a high functioning sociopath and I could care less.

The point is not defending oneself or proving one's good intent against slanderers. The point is being invisible despite being visible. The "premium price" is always asking me to upgrade to its futuristic level like an annoying telemarketer..

Imagine if I had sociopaths and psychopaths as psychologists? They would have said something like Baby you were born to be a psychopath because you were so genuine and delicate that the only way to have made it into the world was by being a psychopath. Next generation mind fuck

Imagine if I had 10 psychologists on board, each one of them with a different personality? The world is a huge power struggle stage. Everyone wants power directed to them and their flawed issues. The world is more competitive than collaborative.

** intolerance of intolerance **intolerance of tolerance ** tolerance versus fake tolerance

It almost feels like in such a multiverse, it would turn into a total unfuckwithable kind of system. ***(Yea because the world was full of haters, cock suckers, losers and evil doers. So the universe found a perfect solution, see?! Oops not to mention covert bullies )

The universe is so infinite with so many synchronicities that premium price looks like a highly protected system to me.. Just devoid of any kind of filth. Total unreachable high consciousness.

It also reminds me how protected a premium system really is. Is it protected from all kinds of attacks? Yes. Obviously. Because it's premium.

I don't know exactly what kind of a vibe this journal creates for me but it feels good. It can mean a lot of different things. Things that have always been considered premium gold material in history of humanity, things that are standard in everyday life,

These kind of posts and threads are not helpful because they are extreme generalizations and biased views on matters that differ vastly on a collective spectrum. Everyone is going to have their own personal circumstances and experiences and meanwhile each is entitled to express their own, the problem arises when such experiences are converted into standard metrics to be applied across the board as though it's some kind of a principle, when it's simply a conclusion or interpretation arrived at based on experience, it has nothing to do with general perspectives of a majority of people, why should people suffer the fate of believing some false information forced down their throats as the truth, it's obvious that it would be met with extreme resistance since it's self deception 101.

This phenomenon is something that I observed often in this section of the forum. Instead of disagreeing with someone on their views, the focus was too much on discouraging and attacking a person by making a series of personal attacks. I find it very low conscious because to me it signifies personal prejudice and low key ad hominem.

How was that tribal matriarchal system useful? That version looks like an all female version to me. You're not realizing that this is not helpful.

These were standard uses.