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@Marcel Oh honey this one, this one, this one, this one, this one, this one..... Look at how incredibly cute

Yea I need to continue my criminal psychology case study on Jodi Arias.

I woke up early actually.

Once again lack of proper sleep has left me feeling glum. But I'm trying to work on this whole discipline thing.

Republicans might win. But if you notice the general trend, almost every US president has served two full terms, that is the maximum they can serve, exception being Trump in recent times.. I expect Biden to serve full unless something drastic happens and people decide to drop democrats. However that's highly unlikely because Biden is not the type of person to cause hugely bigly chaos (giggles) unlike his predecessor Trump.

If you feel the need to visit a club for a relationship, there is already something that says that you aren't very good at finding mates. If you are social enough you'll find someone who you like wherever you are. Also anyone can act cheap in a relationship whether it's a man withholding or being transactional or a woman withholding affection out of selfishness It's not the money that is the turn off, it's the cheapness.

I have dated guys who I perceived as below me. Because I just don't care too much about the value thing. Kinda not embodying love. Eventually whether they are above me or below me, my concern was that the relationship was fundamentally good. What I have generally observed with people is those who talk too much about other's value, don't have much to offer themselves. Kinda ironic. My observations in life have led me to realize that most people, men or women who boast about their own value and keep saying things like "you can be easily replaced," you're disposable "," you are replaceable", "there are better girls/guys than you" are generally people who carry a lot of insecurities and feel the need to one-up to feel better, and it's usually these people end up alone because they don't find anyone/anything satisfying, nothing is ever enough and their own insecurities become the nail in the coffin.

I just read in the dating section this comment. "In what sense above me? Guys typically date someone who is on the same "level" as them, or slightly below them. While girls go for someone above them, but would never date someone below them." In what sense and to what degree is this true? I have dated guys who I perceived as below me. Because I just don't care too much about the value thing. Kinda not embodying love.

I'm planning to get a new job in February 2022. Life is only getting better now. Seems like good things are about to come into my life. I need to brush up my reading skills.

Talking to myself - I can't tell you how much I'm excited to start all these new projects in my life. One is an art class, the other is a psychology one and now I have recently added language classes. I have my plate full I am also going to join a meditation, singing, dance and cooking classes in the future when I'm done with these classes.

Talking to myself - I can't tell you how much I'm excited to start all these new projects in my life. One is an art class, the other is a psychology one and now I have recently added language classes. I have my plate full I am also going to join a meditation, singing, dance and cooking classes in the future when I'm done with these classes.

@Marcel Yea I love making vases.

@Marcel Thank you my apple pie. I'm also taking art classes now. Talked to my art teacher yesterday. I feel better. All because of you.

Don't rely too much on cbd. Go for long walks. Meditate and try to stay calm as much as possible. I have been suicidal all my life. Investing in things that interest me has helped me ward off suicidal thoughts.

My memory gets worse during winter season. That is I get slower and everything looks even more cumbersome. Right now I'm kinda freaking out with anxiety and trying to cool myself. I like winter but my heath suffers a ton during this season.

I also want to read a lot of books depending on my affordability. Plus I have really poor memory. I just read this and this is so helpful. Use these techniques but use them cleverly. Use them to remember a summary of a book that you write rather than using them as you're actually reading. The process looks something like: Read book once with no note taking, memory techniques, anything, just enjoy Read book again, this time with the intent to summarise what you read Filter messy summary down into a bullet point list (or smaller chunks) of the absolute gold from the book Use memory techniques like method of loci to commit these chunks to memory permanently Storing the summary somewhere easily accessible like a note taking app also works, depends on your preference. Some memory techniques are super cool and extremely powerful for committing many small 'chunks' of info to memory, I'd recommend you look into them if that's what you want to achieve

I haven't enrolled in singing classes but I might do it in the future.

For the language class I have opted for 3 languages - English, German and Portuguese. My English is still kinda flimsy and I don't have a good vocabulary so to speak I suck at vocabulary and articulation. I am also a slow learner.

My other fear is that I am not sure how I'll juggle all these multiple activities. It feels difficult already.

My only biggest fear is that I don't miss my classes by sleeping off since my sleep schedule is pretty messed up.

Is this turning into an addiction for you. If I were you, I would step back and explore my need to be so obsessed with it I think this is an unhealthy habit you're forming. Are you generally better at self care. Explore these areas.

Last week I enrolled into an art class. So along with psychology classes I'm also attending art class. It's just for short periods of time everyday. I requested them that I can't devote too much time to it since I also have my psychology classes in the term. So they allotted me short durations. And I'm also going to be joining language learning classes. I already applied for it and it will begin soon.

I got lavender incense sticks earlier. And now I'm planning to get some lavender powder just to lower my overall anxiety I feel blessed.

Thank you hun. You are the sweetest.

Omg I'm shivering right now It's so cold outside. Teeth chattering. This is so cozy. I'm sitting on my sofa under a blanket. Haha this day is probably coldest in months.