Preety_India

@Happy Lizard what I'm trying to explain you is that politics is inherently disingenuous. It's only mud everywhere, no lotus. Politics exists not simply because of different conflicting perspectives, if it were that simple, then it would have been a child's game and much easier to find a common platform by simply bringing the other side to you, the way a marriage counselor does to a sparring couple. However politics is deeply rooted in selfish agendas, almost violent agendas driven by personal biases that arise from greed and survival. Survival is brutal and so is greed. As long as survival exists on planet earth politics will exist. And just as survival is brutal, politics will continue to mirror that brutality till eternity. It's a never ending dystopian loop.

The Taskmaster is of great use. And these cards that I printed. I have to collect both journals. Let me see how many journals I'll need to keep in one place connected.

Within 2 weeks I got 3 classes to attend. Psychology, art and language learning. Before that I got to make myself mentally ready for my different projects. This is like trying to integrate stage orange in me strictly. Leo was right about certain things

What is the next thing I have in mind? First is to make a whole collection of assessment cards. I'm getting there Next is to write on these cards, all goals and projects. Yesterday I completed 10 % of my 15 day project. Happy. Trying to take baby steps

@Marcel dankeschon. Dankeschon... Dankeschon.... Dankeschon...

I'll brush up a little more on hermetic principles.

I found Joseph Murphy very useful - my personal favorite.

Politics exists because of lack of consciousness.

I wanted to eat something sweet. I was feeling really tired.

I think Leo's videos on Spiral Dynamics were probably the best resource I found. He is quite clear and detailed about each stage.

Nelson Mandela.

Unhealthy Attachment to people usually arises from codependency issues and from neediness. Heal your neediness first. Explore your emotions in depth. Explore the causes behind this neediness.

Every mistake is a road to new learning. Don't beat yourself up for making mistakes. The more positive you are, the better are your decisions.

I had a bad dream. It was too weird. I still don't remember the details. Anyway. I feel like today is a good day.

I'm still feeling a bit anxious.

God I need to order something. I'm feeling so cold. I might want to have some soup and sauce. It's that time of the year when I want hot chocolate, tea, soup. I just want to keep warm. *places myself on a couch with a book and hot/cold coffee.

I'm working for a psychology degree. Probably I will get it by next year. I mean is not exactly a degree but a course. I think a masters degree is really great if you're looking for a full time job. It definitely improves credibility and hiring prospects.

I think shadow work does help in exploring one's blind spots. I did shadow work in 2017/2018. And it revealed a lot of my inner trauma and also refined some of my perspectives.

This is probably because you hate discipline. Start exploring the advantages of the things your mind is alienating. Then you will automatically embrace them

Yea the black pill mentality is pretty toxic. It prevents a lot of guys from approaching. I personally find the whole height thing particularly inhibiting. I saw many men complain about height. Whenever I was interested in a guy, the thought of his height did not even occur to me. Not saying that every woman thinks this way. But I still think that these superficial determinants aren't very important. If someone is too strict with their preferences then they are themselves creating barriers. I don't think too much about height. It doesn't matter if a guy is tall or short. So a lot of guys who are too worried about height aren't casting a wider net because there are many many who don't care too much about height. My second ex bf was slightly shorter than me. So Yea inner game reflects how the world responds to us.

@Marcel hun I discovered a website where I can order vegan products. Now I'm gonna drink 100 soy milkshakes haha!!!!!!! Don't worry. I'm just kidding lolol.

Seventh hermetic principle The seventh principle states that all things have masculine and feminine qualities. Yes, the two sexes can be thought of as a physical manifestation of this principle, but as we're all coming to understand, on an internal level, all of us hold both energies. (Think the left and right brain.)

Sixth hermetic principle

Fifth hermetic principle The principle of rhythm. Closely related to the principle of polarity, the fifth principle states that between the opposing poles, there exists an inherent rhythm. The tides move in and out. We inhale and exhale. Everything is in motion I'm trying to rapidly process through these.

Fourth hermetic principle The fourth principle embodies the truth that 'everything has its pair of opposites,' 'everything has two poles,' and exists in a state of 'duality. ' But the true nature of this principle is that 'opposites are the same, only varying in degree. '