Preety_India

If everyone decides not to rape, there will be no rape in this world.

The question should really be - how can I stop karma in my life? Your life is the fullest and the happiest when you have the least amount of karma in it. When karma begins to accumulate in your life, it begins to hurt and damage your life and slowly the ship sinks. In this world karma hurts damages, destroys people. It damages life. It destroys the world. It has to be corrected, controlled, nipped, tucked and erased as much as possible. It has to be kept at bay. It's like you have to build the great wall of China around it. A really really big gigantic wall almost like a barrier around the ocean so the water can never reach the houses on the shore. If ever there's a tsunami, this wall will block it. It will completely stop those dangerous waters from ever destroying anything. We are born here to heal. Our life purpose is to heal as one unit. We are here to live and let others live.

This karma and the injury it causes is the root cause of suffering. One is the creator of suffering and the other is the sufferer. Both suffer. The suffering of the sufferer being great and deep. This karma should be stopped. It needs to be nipped in the bud.

When someone does something wrong to you, it's not just the wrong they did/do to you. It's also the pain and injury they cause to you. That pain resides in your body. That pain turns into a repetitive cycle. That pain keeps coming up over and over. And if you really look at planet earth, what do you see? You see only karma and karma and more karma everywhere.

My soul will only find peace when child abuse comes to an end. I can feel the cries and tears of children all around the world. I can feel their pain, their hopelessness, their helplessness and I pray to God that their suffering is heard and felt and they are saved. God, you're needed in this soulless world more than ever. Your presence heals and restores. You're a savior You're a protector You're a healer You're an angel. Send your angels here. Where are you? The world needs healing. The world needs your protection. The world needs saving. Banish evil. Bring happiness. Bring hope. Bring peace. Take away suffering. Heal our bodies, spirits and hearts. Set us free. Let us be children again in your field of reeds!

Motivate yourself again. You have to fight the evil in your life. Only you can do this. Nobody can do it for you.

No no no no. You take this too technically. Too logically. You don't understand my pain. My pain cuts deep. For you it's a spectacle, for me it's life!

The only thing that brings solace and hope to my soul is this feeling that even if I leave this world, the future will be a good place. It will be a good place because good people will win. That's my hope. Those who create karma will no longer make it to the top group, the esteemed group of people. The lower group of people, the nasty mean, low conscious, destructive people, they should go extinct by auto-elimination. They should simply die out. Enough borrowed space and time on earth you megalomaniacs. Time for you to leave this planet for good people.. Your tenancy has expired! Nobody needs your rent. Take your stuff and go out the door, you scum. Take your money and use it to clean your bottoms. My wretched soul at least hopes for this outcome. The day I die I will want all bad to be gone. I will want all Tyranny to come to an end. I will want all megalomaniacs to know that their game is over. Time to pack up and get the hell out you abusers, your game is up. God sees ya!!! Right now I'm getting all Nirvana vibes! Just want to place a gun to my chin to feel the smell of death, oh so sweet! This too shall pass. This planet will only heal the day someone says "I feel what you feel. You're not playing victim. You need nirvana."

At this point I'm just rambling because I have been so emotional in the past 10 hours. Someone said this to me I'll Only take your claims of racism seriously if they are valid. They need to have credibility. This is almost like if I was raped and I went to the judge and he told me "I'll only take your claims of rape seriously if they are valid. They need to have credibility." This comes with the assumption that I'm already lying. How is this fair? Was I proved wrong? Then why was I considered wrong? The problem with such a statement is that it defeats the victim, at least beats them half dead along the way... It's already hard enough to seek justice and most don't even try, so the ones who try are discouraged and disheartened. Because you're already telling the victim - "I AM NOT BELIEVING YOU OR AT LEAST THERE IS A POSSIBILITY THAT I WON'T."

So I was contemplating on my own death. How brutal life can be. How brutally hard life has always been to me. And how evil destroys all the good that was possible. Evil has to be defeated. Good has to win. So get up. Motivate yourself again.

I slept off minutes after writing the post above. I felt so mentally drained and emotionally exhausted

WW3 is never possible because it will most likely be nuclear. That alone will cause countries to back off. I mostly speculate cold wars between pairs of countries.

This point is valid. I began paying my second ex's bills because he got used to begging money from me and I got used to giving. Good sense never came on me, I didn't even think for a second about it. I felt financially exploited in the relationship. Yea this can be a tricky part. However one could also be too paranoid if one keeps thinking hypothetically about the future. It's almost like if a girl is simply talking to another guy and her date immediately thinks "she is a cheater or she'll cheat on me," a lot of this type of thinking comes from scarcity mindset. A mindset that is hyper protective of self leaving no room for other's concerns and needs. Not everyone is out to financially exploit you or cheat. To constantly speculate especially something bad can be a part of paranoid behavior. The reverse can be possible. If you are a guy and if you told the girl your concerns she might even think "my God this guy thinks so much about the future, he is so paranoid" and yea, to a lot of people it will reflect as an insecurity. I remember the same ex telling me "our relationship is not going to work" and then followed by "you're going to put poison in a drink and give it to my parents, who knows ," I was like "dude gtfo" I was so pissed off because he was making up nonsense, speculating things that I have never done in my life, I felt hurt and blamed for nothing, I liked his parents so his comment hurt like a dagger, how could he think like that about me when i had been paying his bills for almost a year, such people are insanely paranoid and think too far and negative in the future. It's almost like if i came home late because of the traffic, my ex would have said - "I think you're cheating on me, that's why you're late." Stuff like this can do great damage to a relationship.

I ask myself what would I do if I die? If this was my last day on planet earth. What would be my ultimate message? My only hope is this. That I want liberation. That I want the good people in this world to succeed. They can come together to create a high consciousness society. And drop the people who are nothing but a pain in the ass. And I want these people to have kids, and raise those kids with love and not trauma and put an end to child abuse. Beauty will be restored to planet earth. All the bad will be gone, eliminated. I want all the bad gone, obliterated. I want the good to be stronger and win I swear on my blood. This should happen. No child deserves to suffer the way I did. My only true hope is that in the future there will be no child abuse. My miserable soul will always hope for such an outcome, my life a testimony of how painful child trauma can be.... That. Is how future will probably look Till the day I die.

Get up. Get up. Don't be upset there is no point. Nothing will change. I know it's hard. But this is it. This is your life I wanted to put a gun to my head. Because what's the point of living, if you have to live in this prison? How much can you take? The people who care about you, the people who nourish you and the people who nurture you are the ones that matter FUCK ALL MEGALOMANIACS. FUCK THEM..THEY MAKE LIFE HARD. THEY MAKE EVERYTHING HARD..... You have to escape such people.

Get back again Just fucking live. All the evil has to come to an end. Evil can have no place in this world. And for evil to truly go away the good has to become thousand times stronger and proactive and vigilant

Motivate yourself again Evil won't win Only good will win. If evil has to win, then put a gun to your head and leave this world This is the battle. This is the real shit.

Don't be reckless Be careful Be skeptical Don't be stupid Don't be lazy Be proactive Don't be irresponsible Have self ownership Be brave Be confident Be matured Be hardcore Be objective Don't be lonely Don't be passive Don't be miserable Don't be insecure Don't be weak Don't be too empathetic Don't be too sensitive/fragile Don't be too attached Don't be too emotionally invested Don't be victim Don't be lame Don't be vulnerable Don't be hyper emotional

Be tough. Do whatever you can to save your life. Be a tough cookie. Be serious.

A megalomaniac will use little ways to show power. Save your innocent self. Save your life

I LOVE MYSELF in big bold (Why care about people who think you aren't good enough right)

A megalomaniac can never be a good human being. Escape them. A person who wants power and not empathy is going to destroy the planet.

The fear of anything needs to be seriously investigated. It could be another rabbit hole. What starts with fear, ends with disaster. Ask jihadi John.

Why do you think this will be responded to?

I did not understand your God concept. Does your God have any power over me? Can your God decide my life? If he can decide my life then doesn't it mean that he is a power hungry God? (I'm beginning to fear your God's power, not gonna lie)