Preety_India

How do you the big bang is real?

I get a kick out of it. I'm imagining being held captive. And then being enslaved. I don't know how that would feel like.

I also have slavery based sexual fantasies. Like I want to be a slave. I want to be treated like a slave. I feel a sense of satisfaction when I'm treated like a slave. That I want to be kept in captivity and be raped. Yea those rape fantasies Back again. I want to be extremely submissive.

Maybe it's my infantilism and neediness which is at the root of it that needs to be addressed Maybe I want a parental figure. Maybe it's repressed trauma. Maybe it's my inner child that is seeking to be dominated and probably treated badly.

@NoSelfSelf so if I look good and if those guys happen to like good looking girls, it's my fault??????? Seriously?

This happened to me during sleep. Did I want to be dominated by this entity?

Annoying cough that doesn't go away, pain in my ribs Everytime I breathe.

It's hard to explain how it feels. But this entity wanted to be with me. I'm not sure if the entity cared about me. But sometimes it felt nice.

Yea this happened to me at work a couple of times. It brings a lot of unnecessary stress.

@NoSelfSelf no they could be in my environment and just be flirting with me the way they flirt with other girls. I'm not doing anything. You aren't getting my question at all. I'm asking a serious question

Once again I don't know what it was. But I was running through cloud and smoke and it was after me, it was an entity. I felt like this entity wanted to rape me. It wanted to control me. I wake up in sweat and I feel like my whole body was trembling. Feeling cold, naked and scared.

@NoSelfSelf actually this wasn't about boyfriends or men I was attracting. This was about men I was rejecting. Anyone can approach a woman and make a move on a woman right?

It feels like you started a thread and took a straight U turn. The thread kinda lost steam pretty quickly.

. You really think that the guy can't hit me? He will break me into 2 pieces with one arm.

Then why are they so ridiculous? I thought Green could do better!

I don't think the left is partitioned into regressives and progressives, to my knowledge such a distinction is not very clear. Left is more or less uniform. And I think left is simply more into Woke thinking than Green thinking.

If we go by that logic then Christians shouldn't have to feel like an oppressed minority in Muslim majority countries.

I don't think all of left is green though. That's a huge error. They're mostly ignorant. A small portion is green.

That is just an illusion. All left is same.

In short that's what we call wokism.

A couple of points The left are afraid of criticizing Islam because of they are scared of the backlash. They have no spine. They want to prove desperately that they are not racist and Islamophobic so they start pandering to Muslims to make a point They view Islam as an exotic religion or culture so they want to appear welcoming to exotic cultures They are mostly ignorant of Islamic beliefs They view Islamic groups as a weak, oppressed, minority and they go into savior mode to protect this minority. They want to appear woke so being critical of their own religion makes them look modern and woke. They view their own men as "lame ass shit" and view Muslim men as "masculine." They think they are not supposed to meddle with the beliefs and affairs of Muslims so they don't pay much attention to Islamic beliefs as it does not impact them in any way. They think that there are extremist Muslims and moderate Muslims. Muslims defend themselves very actively against any racism or Islamophobia so it is difficult to attack them. Christians don't defend themselves like that. So it's easy to attack a beaten horse.

Marshall Rosenberg (Non-Violent Communication)

Big picture thinking, emotions and creativity reside in the right side of the brain. Characters, numbers in the left side of the brain. Usually people use statements like "not gonna cry, don't cry" Or "I'm not gonna let him get to me, I'm not going to be angry." Coping statements are syntax that we give to our brain. Coping statements have two components. 1.They are in the present. 2. They are positively phrased. Coping statements are formulated to have an effect on our brain. Instead of saying" I'm not gonna cry"say " I'm calm." Example of a power phrase "you should be proud of yourself."

Today was not a good day at all. Lot of frustration and anxiety. I was getting fidgety.