Preety_India

This is the journal to record my lucid dreaming and to have better control on my dreams. I have suffered a lot with nightmares, dreams, excessive dreaming and sleep paralysis. These make me very anxious when I wake up. But lucid dreaming does help to put some control on it.

My boyfriend believes that the earth is flat. I argued with him but of no use. He just doesn't agree. I am beginning to think he is just ridiculous and I'm thinking if I should take him seriously lol. He is usually logical about a lot of stuff but I just don't know what to think. It's not that it matters a lot. But still.... He talks like this

Self investment is the key I want to focus on extreme survival Survival in toughest situations. I will start a new segment in my journal and I will call it survival cues to situations These are going to be tricky For example if someone bullies One survival cue is Ignore How to withstand and thrive even in bad circumstances. Using predatory behavior.

The other words are Rise and shine.

This is causing me a bit of frustration. Not remembering what I wanted to write and what I had been thinking about Ok the third word has to be one of these Survival Enrich Freedom Self ( me me me me me ) Self focus Unconditional love Self care Empower Vital Healing Context

I still can't remember that third word Out of the 3 keywords I only remember 2 And those are nurture and wellbeing I forgot the third. I hate when this happens..

Wellbeing can be Physical Mental Emotional Social Financial Psychological Spiritual

@Raptorsin7 cool

Self interest Self gain Self attention Self compassion Self preservation

@Raptorsin7 nope

I will describe a bunch of actions as emotionally protective. I will call them EMOTIONALLY PROTECTIVE ACTIONS. Self compassion Now well being means everything Stop caring to think This can even mean family How others think How others judge How others respond How others react

Vital. Enrich. Nurture. Wellbeing. Flourish

Vital.. . Nurture... Wellbeing Flourish.... In a plural sense Self interest Self gain Self attention

Is this really vital to me or is this just a distraction

Some more keywords Combat Cope Resist Thrive Grow Defy Overcome Struggle Withstand Guard Vigil Fortify Build Prepare Secure Charge Independence Compassion empathy benevolence welfare

It's a mortal fear that grips the person who is still in the stage orange womb. They need a lot of growing up to develop unconditional acceptance Welcome to the world of bias and prejudice. And also... Self righteousness

Self care synonyms personal care exp., n. self support exp. self help exp., n. self supporting exp. self handling exp. independence n. self service exp., n. self government exp. self sufficiency exp. self reliance exp. autonomy n. empowerment n. independent n. self governance exp. self-service n. autonomous self-care n. thinking about yourself exp. nursing carer's self-help n. self-servicing n. self-treatment n. personal custody exp. self-aid n. looking after oneself n., exp. caring for themselves exp. self management exp. grooming n. selfcare n. self handlers exp. care of oneself exp. help themselves exp. care of themselves exp. self-accounting self aid n., exp. attention to yourself exp. care for oneself exp. self love care of yourself exp. care of ourselves exp. pamper yourself exp. autoprocessing n. self medication exp. help oneself exp. self-serve n. self-maintaining n. caring for yourself exp. self-initiated care exp. self appreciation Parts of speechTags synonyms page 2 ratinga-zz-ashort firstlong first 50100200 self-protective n. self-preservation self sufficient exp. self sustainment exp. promotion n. facilitating encouraging promoting conducive help himself exp. help itself exp. help yourself exp. employ v. operate v. wait on exp. use v. work v. handle v. service v. operating serve v. get along exp. selfservice n. personal hygiene exp. personal cleansing exp. body-care body treatment exp. personal attention exp. body care agent exp. toiletries n. personal care composition exp. personal care product exp. personal care products exp. body care products exp. personal care articles exp. personal care article exp. personal care item exp. self accounting exp. self-accounting unit exp. self accounting units exp. stand-alone self-employment self-contained devolved

MGTOW is like emotional independence

Well being Enrichment Nurture (helping to grow, encouraging to grow) Fortify

Keywords Nurture Well being Self love Self care Self growth. Freedom Healing Unconditional love Acceptance Guarding The art of well being

Well being Total self focus... Me me me me. Self love self care Bring your focus back to yourself < how can I benefit myself right now > ( Internal locus of control.. Will talk about this later) Be an opportunist Talk to them not emotionally but tactfully so that it benefits your cause and purpose Look at everything from the survival context perspective The self card Point by point Just look after yourself Like you can calibrate your effort in points In self investment All of the kind stuff is just bhoolbhulaiya Well being Nurture Care Survival Self care Unconditional love (from God) Freedom Look at everything in terms of context and survival. Whatever helps you is survival. Rest everything is context. Everything beside survival is context. Ask the question Is he cooperative or not? Men acting like assholes. Nothing new

I don't like how Deepak Chopra gets all wishy washy about things rather than coming straight to the point. I don't like how Sam Harris has this huge condescending ego, an all knowing messiah attitude and how he always wants to win every discussion and make crass statements just to look appealing to the audience, more like a show than substance. I have gladly dumped both in the garbage bin. At least Deepak chopra offers some information on meditation, not that Sam Harris doesn't, it's only that Sam Harris has this business approach to everything as if meditation is like doing bench presses. How many you did today.

@Key Elements we have a great chemistry overall. Plus I'm working on my own emotional skills. I don't want to invest too much emotion into him like I did last time. I'll take it slow with him. He seems like a really nice person. You're right about the attachment part. I'm letting go of too much attachment. It can bring unnecessary misery in the end. I focus more on end stage thinking now. My intellectual growth so far has afforded me some protection. But obviously I have more to learn.

I always thought that bossiness was a bad quality. But now I can see how it helps in survival As a survival combat weapon.

@Anna1 hahaha yep. Or they will say climate change is a fabrication. Or the moon landing never happened. The one making the rounds on the internet now is that Jeffrey Epstein is not dead. They should all be wearing a tin foil hat to protect themselves from radioactive waves coming out of alien spaceships. Or they might get MK ultra programmed by their governments.