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Minimize the impact. Don't lose focus Keep yourself motivated Work hard. Protest harder. Self care. Task list Be proactive. Even a small thing means a lot. Take baby steps.. Don't give up hope. Pray to God and have tremendous faith

I have decided a 2 to 3 year plan. Like every 2 years is going to be term. Or level Like 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 and 7, 8, 9. Etc. Level 10. To level 15. Visualization technique. A success program at each level.

Today my mood is better. I had my relax tea. And I feel much better Time for me to gain focus and think what more I need to get done. When the demon is trying to win, ask for God's favor.

It's time for me to revamp I haven't tired 5meo Dmt like the direct form but I have tried ayahuasca plenty of times. And the effects lasts for 2 to 3 hours for me. But it's great. Makes me feel more connected to everything..

Today's appointment turned out to be a dud. The doctor left early and it was past the wait time. I had to return home. It was a waste of time. But felt glad that I didn't have to face any drama

Decided to post something that will be found useful. For psychological issues.

Not every man or woman wants short term flings. That's what I meant. A lot of people want long term traditional relationships. I have a traditional mindset. I believe in traditional long term or lifetime relationships. So all my opinions and advice are tailored along that line of thinking.

I have tried dabbling into spirituality for a while and it seems a bit elusive to me. If I have to elaborate I could give this example to explain exactly what I feel about it. If someone told me that I am already living in a glass bubble and that I won't be able to hear what others are saying, I might actually start pretending that I can't hear when someone is speaking to me. This is how I feel about spirituality. This fear sometimes holds me back from exploring spirituality further. Do you think that your spirituality is taking you away from actuality and would that be fair for you to experience? Also I'd like to know how you integrate your spirituality with psyche and general psychology. Does it interfere with your understanding of human nature and human structures and how do you deal with that. Do you go back and forth between the reality and the spiritual perception of things that you hold in your mind.

I just need to learn to be calm. There's a lot of traffic here. It's tough

On my way to the therapist right now. Feeling extremely anxious right now. I just hope that everything goes well. I really don't want to go but I have to. There's like a knot in my stomach. I hope the doctor is okay.

Lmfao. Maybe your witch girlfriend can help. Haha. Funniest thing I read on here.

Woke up early today and I had errands to run. Confirmed with the doctor's office.

Are you sure? You told me that you don't believe in traditional values.

It's not for everyone. Trust me. I am not seeing a lot of people into this wild west dating. As with everything else there are different schools of thought, different upbringing and different approaches to dating as well.

Try doing it intermittently.

You got brains. On point

Totally agree with this.

I need to get out of the emotional mess. I know that something is holding me down. And once I get out of it, I will be free and able to live and not just survive. The silence was deafening and he kept talking to the dead me.

The universe will collude to help you attain your objective if you are persistently at it. If you knock on God's door it will open.

I think that the Grounding that is there in me comes from my faith That feeling of recklessness and Grounding that I feel.

To understand that you can't have control on the ways of life. That things happen the way they happen and you have to just settle down and tone down your reactions and follow the principle of "first understand and then react." A lot of people get angry because of premature judgment or jumping to conclusions. Try to understand and listen to what the other person to saying before reacting based on your pre judgement. Another thing is acceptance. Accept a situation that you cannot change in the now. Not being able to accept makes you feel agitated and angry. So accept. Distraction. If the anger is building up, distract yourself with work till the anger dissipates. You might want to look into dietary aspects. Certain foods trigger emotions more strongly. Like sugary foods make me more emotional. Certain foods that are spicy tend to create feelings of restlessness when eaten too much. Check your health. Having health issues can become a precursor to anger issues. Like bp. Exercise reduces anger big time. Releases endorphinsd

I think both genders tend to do this for giving a socially appropriate and acceptable answer. I'm not sure though. Because I still think that these women are not really lying and maybe It's just a perception in the dating world that women are not aware of what they really want or lie to themselves..

This problem is interrupting my FLOW . Once I'm able to either contain the problem or resolve it, I will get back my flow in life. Since the problem has already robbed and drained so much from me, I'll pledge to myself that I won't allow it to damage or drain or steal my life any further. There is a huge opportunity cost associated with this problem. And I'll always remember that. Finally I'm breaking the grip.

I'm going to be using 2 terms to deal with the "BIGGEST HURDLE OF MY LIFE." These 2 terms are flow and crackdown. So I'll need to be very very very like ultra strict while dealing with the current ongoing problem in my life. So I'm going to call it the CRACKDOWN MISSION of my life. This mission will continue for next 3 months. I anticipate that the problem be at least manageable if not completely solved by the end of next 3 months and if not 3 months then by 6 months. I have kept a deadline of May 2 for the problem to get resolved by. And if not May then by August 25. This is my crackdown year. 2020. If I'm not able to solve this hurdle I will have a serious downspiral in my life. I want to put a FULL STOP to this problem once and for all. Because its stifling my growth big time. Without resolving it all of my spiritual effort will be pointless.

I am thinking about the biggest question in my life that has been bothering me for a long time. And I guess it's time for me to turn over the page of my life and dissolve the past and start over a new leaf. This is going to be very difficult. This chapter of my life has been going on for many years now. So it's finally time to fix it, now or never. Because I have taken too much of the rut. It's time for me to move on. I need to work extra hard this month to solve the hardest most impossible problem of my life. Of course that b is not going to help me. So I'm left on my own to fix things. This hurdle is going to be the hardest. I need lots of inner strength to work out this thing. I have faith in God. So hopefully God will pull me through this curse of my life. This has been the hardest most grueling the worst hurdle of my life. I feel that only a miracle can save me. I do believe in miracles sometimes. Maybe it's a mind in despair that wants to believe in it. I also need a great dose of sunshine and happiness to pull myself out of this huge quagmire that I'm stuck in. But maybe just maybe there is hope for the restless soul. Maybe one day there will be justice. Maybe one day there will be closure. Maybe one day there will be freedom. I'm looking forward to it with lots of hope and faith. Once the ray of light and hope illuminates my darkness, I'll be very grateful and happy to move on. This is how I feel right now.