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So my ex had a conversation with me today. And he was distraught because I had broken up with him since November. He felt wronged that I broke up with him. It was natural for me to break up with him since I wasn't happy in the relationship. But today he said something very strange that baffled me? He said to me "stay single forever. I deserve that. Stay single for me." He doesn't want me to have anymore relationships and remain single for the rest of my life as a collateral for having broken up with him. Like a payback. I'm not able to process or understand what he exactly means.. What does he want? Why does he not want me to move on in life with another man? Why would he want me to stay single while he will move on with another woman in his life. I never understood his intention behind saying that. Does he want me back? Is he trying to punish me for breaking his heart? Or is he jealous if I move on? Or he wants me to be someone that only he could have and no other? Which one is it? I'm just baffled by his comment and strange request. Does this mean that he still loves me? I just don't get his logic or feeling or sentiment.

I don't hold any anger. In fact I only have good thoughts about him. I don't feel resentment towards him. Hopefully he will move on soon and live a happy life.

I don't know about this but I did purchase the mask.

This is Some serious conspiracy bullshit.. The problem was the wet market where all sorts of animals were traded and one of those carried the virus. Nothing more. China has nothing to gain but they weren't keen on stopping the illegal wildlife trade but thanks to international pressure they bowed and banned that illegal wildlife treatment. It took a long while for China to actually do what they should have done long ago but maybe China needed something really this big for a wake up call. Well now hopefully the Chinese won't trade those animals again. They seem to have banned wet markets. ________________ You realize that China will have more to lose because if there's a collective Boycott on Chinese products and people, it would cost them big. They don't want international relations to suffer. Racism can increase affecting Chinese immigration and export So no way would China want to create something that will impact their trade relations with all countries. Now they're in a pool of trouble but they are fastly trying to clean up their image as much as they can to restore their relations to normal but that would take some time for the world to forget that it originated in China. Anyways China did a great job containing it and hopefully they will take better action in the future.

@Sizeable Oof I used to support Trump before because I believed he would do something, at least he had the ability to convince people he could with his ornate gestures, but witnessing his trumpanzery during this Corona outbreak, I'm highly disappointed in him, he is the loud boy who likes to boast to no end, meanwhile real action never happens, he has become a caricature, a standard meme of the overbearing pompous football coach who listens nothing and brags more. So no longer supporting that clown. But not supporting others either. The funny part is how a man with a with a backlog of bankruptcies, a career in reality drama, poorly executed shady businesses, bad history with women, a filthy sugar daddy personality, no record or political experience and the poorest vocabulary I've ever seen on an American rose to power and was elected president. His incompetency is beyond embarrassment. He should be voted out this November or else put up with the self aggrandizing joker for another term, gee.

I don't support anyone. I don't support a stupid bipartisan system where people are constantly forced to choose the lesser evil one of the two. That's not a democracy but a helpless weak leadership in my eyes. Time to really drain the swamp all the way up to the constitution and get rid of the bullshit and make it fair satisfying for the common folks. Don't want clown after clown running as presidents. Their parties don't matter. Maybe it's time to renovate from the ground up and have a system of many candidates with some credibility and experience and probably have a probationary trial period for each cartoon that wins. Like we do with software products? We don't buy them unless we give them a try for a week or month. Why to risk an entire presidency on a single man's ambition and buffoonery. Let them prove their worth for a short period of time and chuck out if they don't show enough competence. Half of them wouldn't last a month in any of the jobs the ordinary people do. They are all parasites sitting back on the taxpayers dollars and what they deliver in return is chump change. I guess America as a nation can do way better. They have to at least honor the statue of liberty. If America is truly the land of the brave and the free, then nothing should stop them from reforming the stagnant political sham and bringing major changes to the constitution. They can really do this if they want power back in the hands of the civilians. History can always be recreated.

A song dedicated to my ex

Today is Saturday and I can just take it easy today.

I'd recommend you to give coconut oil a try. It helps a lot with itchiness. It's like a natural disinfectant. And yea it's really the water. But coconut oil doesn't allow those impurities to get in. Itchiness can also happen if there's too much bleach in the water used.

Yup. That could be it.

This is the song I'm listening to non stop during Covid-19 My all time favorite

This Biden is something.. Not in a good way.. Creepy Uncle Joe. He openly grabs breasts and touches them every chance he gets whenever wherever. Like what the heck. He should be called Uncle Gropy.

Use coconut oil

In a way yes, I allowed him to stay in touch with me in an effort to not let him lose himself or create a shadow of vendetta within himself. I feared he would go into a downspiral if I totally cut him off. But I need to really stop him because else he will continue feeding on me. The breakup happened a few months ago so I guess I gave him enough time to throw and vent his anger at me and recover. He needs to move on and stop relying on me like he always did. I think I should really stop letting him talk to me and maybe that way he will finally let go of me and move on.

@Serotoninluv EXACTLY

This is very difficult. But hey good job. You're doing great.

Leave some carbon footprint and you get there.

Do you think the private life of a president matters? I think there's a lot of fodder for thought in that question.

I purchased a mask today.

My choice are the last two. I'm negatively relating. It has affected my work. And my income. It sucks because I used to like traveling. But scared of it now. I'm just waiting for it to end so that I can travel again. I'm also feeling more grumpy and depressed than usual. Also extremely anxious because I have an aging mom. I don't want to lose my parents and grandparents. Or my friends and my rest of the family. Some of them are vulnerable. That causes me heightened anxiety.

It's still understandable that it is at least irresponsible in a bad way to spread the virus and not give a fuck about how someone else suffers. Also it will be okay to guilt people at this time if it helps save some lives. Meta ethics.

You are right. I understand him. I did not break him cruelly. But breakup is always cruel. I let him vent whenever he wanted even if he got really upset and angry. I want to see him grow. I don't hate him but I can't be with him with that kind of a relationship. It will hurt us both. So the best thing for me was to leave and I understand that he finds it hard to accept. But acceptance is something that even I'm doing. I try to calm him when he is in rage or sending me death threats and all. I know that's his inner child screaming at me. But he will eventually get over it. I tried to cut him off in the most loving way but the hurt was done. He felt the pain. He would rather want me get angry than leave him. But I cannot do that. It was too much for me too. So I had to what I had to. The relationship was unhealthy for both of us. So it had to end. I'm trying my best to not make him a hateful person. To give him that assurance. I did not break up with him abruptly. I was very careful. He can get very violent. So I had to be careful with him. The thing is that the very reason of hurting him bad had caused me to not break up earlier with him. But that way I was just dragging on. I had to make it stop. I cannot keep going back to him just because of not wanting to see him hurt. It has to come to a closure. He had tried to hurt his ex in the past. And I don't want him to be that way. So I have taken proper steps so he wouldn't misunderstand anything. I hope only the best for him.

What they do is so wrong?

@Milos Uzelac I feel the same.

Boris Johnson tests positive.