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Only if I looked at the whole reality as a major art scene. Then whatever happens to the self wouldn't matter because it's a part of the play baby, even the violence as a part of the art. This is humanity, this is shit, this is damnation!! Sometimes you just shouldn't trust artists for a good reason. A lot of the art can be a rip off. Pay 1000 dollars for some shit art. So much for art.

Andrew called me today. He is so loving.. He will be meeting up with me as soon as this coronavirus thing gets dealt with. Yay I'm excited. Something good finally. I have begun to fall in love with Andrew. He is bright, smart and awesome.

A Sci fi futuristic room What if we decided to clone humans in a laboratory Jurassic Park style. Imagining myself on a surgery table in a sci-fi room Flanked by doctors and nurses. What do they want? Maybe they want my flesh for research But they all look super cool. Very friendly.

I have realized one big thing today during my morning meditation. And this is the realization. Trust is a wonderful beautiful space of emotion. You can always forgive a person. You can always forget the scars. You can forget what they did to you. But you can't get back that trust again. You can never trust that person again like you did before. Trust once broken is broken forever. Trust is like a mirror. Broken then you can't mend it. Like a flower that wilted. You can't get it back. Like the milk that went sour. You can't undo it. I think this applies to all relationships.. Romantic or not. This brings me to another realization. That trustworthiness is the greatest aspect or trait in the universe. Because we can undo grudge and forgive and forget and love again and do good again but we can't trust again.

New healing technique

Oh wow. Didn't know about this. Awesome. Will include this in my journal.

@gswva I'm already aware of it. I won't give up meat even though I know there's torture. My health comes first. So no compromises there. Humanity needs to find better solutions than Guilting people for eating meat. It's kinda lame..

Self love project series Project 1 - preliminary. Mini exercises Project 2 - Emotional love Project 3 - Project 4 -

Pending posts Journey of the heart Wisdom of life. Dealing with the devil Self love project 1. Self love project 2 Power of the positive spirit Beast mode strategies Self love project 3 and 4 Wisdom of the Himalayas Living Naturally, Part1, Part 2,Part 3.

A very important post. Thanks for sharing I need more ayahuasca for my retreats and experiences.

@LaucherJunge I'm not going to deny anything you say because obviously I know you are right about several things that you wrote. But I cannot shake away from my experience. When I eat fruits and vegetables I do feel like I am nourishing my body. I mean all the vitamins and proteins and minerals. I'm not sure about your diet and what you eat. But whenever I eat animal food I see a distinct difference in the way I feel. The nutrition I get from eating a plant fruit based diet is very different from the nutrition I get from eating animal meat. I can easily feel and tell the difference. The plants give me a rich source of vitamins. Meanwhile the animal meat makes me feel energized and strong. The animal protein is distinctly different from the plant protein. I can tell that much. Just being honest. I know there is some judgement associated with eating animals but I was just explaining the mechanics of it. We try to deny animal food only because of the animal cruelty and the environmental aspect or wastage aspect associated with it. If for a second, just forget all the damage it can do to environment and all the cruelty, you actually wouldn't say no to animal food. So the problem does not lie with its benefits but with the damage it's consumption causes . This is more like you're using an important product like wood or cotton which is good for your health or using steel for cooking instead of corrosive metals but at the same time knowing that extracting these metals can cause depletion or damage. Now if scientists are somehow able to find a way to minimize the damage to the environment by animal raising and consumption and also find ways to consume animals without cruelty, that would be great as long as all the nutritional aspect of the meat remains totally intact and natural. I don't think we need to be vegan to save the environment. If we can invent ways to use animals ethically and minimize damage and wastage we will be doing a great job. Sadly we don't have the technology or invention to solve this problem. So we resort to just giving up on animal food. Hopefully in the future we find a way to carefully balance and navigate this issue and we won't have to worry about the problems of meat consumption. It does look impossible and idealistic now but maybe there's a solution to it.. To me the Vegan lifestyle just doesn't seem healthy no matter how much ever you convince me about its nutritional value. I can't agree that we get all the nutrients from the plant sources. Because I have seen a huge difference in my own health by switching between plant based and animal based diet. It's not the same. Also a perfectly healthy person would not be able to tell the difference so there's no point in using him as a Guinea pig. I'm relatively unhealthy. So my sensitivity to nutrients is very strong. I can easily see even a small difference in my nutritional pattern when I switch diets. So after a lot of experimenting with food, I finally realized that I also need animal source in my diet. Those who can sustain and maintain better health with just plant based food must have much better health (genetically) to begin with. I'm not proud of eating animal foods. I do have my guilty moments too. But I have also accepted that we need animal food in our diet.

Wonder what it would look like in 4D animation.

@LaucherJunge I don't see it as suffering as long as I see it as food for survival I believe that Nature has a food chain and we are all a part of this food chain and man /human is the super predator on this food chain. By controlling our own population we can solve the food problem and we would not need to kill animals in large numbers. We can have enough food.. Animals should not be killed by poaching or in excessive numbers because that will deplete nature But raising and killing animals enough for consumption of a very small balanced human population looks fine in my opinion. Animal products like dairy and meat is important for human health. So I can't be a vegan. I eat animal food, I mean meat and other products and I don't feel guilty for that. I find moralizing people over animal food as taking things too far. Man was born as a hunter gatherer, not because he didn't know better, but that was his most natural form of living. Also humans at the time of hunting gathering were much healthier than the humans today. So overall I have a positive approach towards the whole humans eating animal products thing. I just cannot underestimate the nutritional aspects of animal food. <one question that I wanted to raise is that if morality is what stops a person from eating animals then wouldn't the same problem arise with eating insects because at the end of the day, even insects are animals too>

@Eren Eeager I don't see a problem with the killing of animals for food? Even animals kill other animals in the wild? How do you justify a carnivorous animal like a lion eating a deer?

@DLH Those are some good book recommendations. I will read those.

@Soulbass That looks like a version of you and Leo combined. Face of Leo with your eyes lol

@fridjonk I think people can have the ability to transcend ego even at different stages. But the Ego is more explicit at the lower stages in my opinion and the ego is either implicit or diminished as we grow through the stages. Just my opinion. I wouldn't know because I haven't transcended much.

Higher forms of consciousness will always appear that way. All the rays of the sun will meet at one point. There can be only one point in consciousness. It wouldn't make sense otherwise. Just think

Your post as well as the title suggest along those lines as though he is not going to explore any further. Of course he will explore more with time and experiment on his own. But geez can he have his own freedom without being told what to do or what not to do all the time by others. Sorry but I felt like the post was a bit condescending. Just appeared that way. You could have preferred to title it as a feedback.

When did Leo even suggest that he stopped growing? You are misinterpreting Leo in your post. Leo just said 2 hours ago. His process is not yet complete. He is still working. Why do you expect that he is already done with everything?

@Consept I meant the rat race. Competition. How do you account for the financial success of each and every client/person when you know the market is very competitive? Do you think that everyone can cut it? Just curious

@Consept Do you think statistics is relevant to financial success? Let's say the whole world is a cake. This cake represents money. Now each one of us needs to get a piece of the cake. You catch my drift. Do you ever get those thoughts?

The green with a massive ego is an unhealthy green. with every stage of SD, there is healthy and unhealthy. You can have a healthy Orange who knows how to keep his ego in check and only use his resources for the best purposes without selflessness. Yet you can have a Green who does things only to attract greater fame. But that's like hypocrisy. A true green transcends Ego.

I don't like stage orange. Especially the bragging type of stage orange. They can be successful but they can only go so far. To me a pure stage orange (without green) is like driving a very high efficiency car that gives great performance but completely ruins the environment by exploiting it to the max and using it only for car racing. It has no purpose or direction on a systems level of thinking. It's hollow because it lacks a deeper purpose and substance. But it's only a good resource. Perhaps more like resource wasted. I have seen orange people who want a great successful business but these businesses exploit people, of course they get rich and successful but at the expense of damage to someone in the process or completely redundant with the only value being pure entertainment (race cars?) which I find it very shallow and even unnecessary. Green is someone who combines system based thinking and incorporates a higher purpose and cares about the ecosystem not just individual needs. So it chimes with nature because it's wholesome. A lot of people think that green is lazy. Actually that's not true. Green is not being without strength or vigor.. The vigor of the Orange is superficial and not driven by an inner drive but mostly by raw ambition, obsession and greed. Sometimes vanity. They usually make statements like "i can fly to four star hotels. I make big money. I can make this happen in the quickest time. I am the big fish. I don't need to work a day in my life. I have made millions." To me such people are hollow in their purpose. They rely on society to do something to feel important. If you really dissect their psychology you realize that they live in a Scarcity mindset. So their Scarcity needs to be compensated by an excessive load of power and achievements. Green people operate from an abundance mindset. They don't care what people think. They do what is needed for the universal purpose. They want to incorporate the greater good in their plans. Of course such visions are very extravagant and need a ton of work and motivation and patience so such goals are obviously going to look empty or impossible for a stage Orange person looking for instant gratification, instant achievement . The stage Green person has transcended his Ego and no longer sees the need to satisfy his ego as the ultimate goal of his endeavours. He sees the dream as a vision of the future, a dream not meant to put him on a pedestal but to bring greater good and Flourishing for everyone. The fruits of his success not being a pat on the back, he is not suffering from messianic delusion to want a congratulatory prize or validation of his own Ego but the sharing of the outcome of his labor so that everyone benefits. It's obviously a higher cause that a closed minded Scarcity mentality stage Orange person can never grasp.

I can't ever. Yuck. People have preferences. Some can get weirded out. Don't count me in.