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@StarStruck For men it could be a set of factors Like, sex is no longer new for them in their 30s, if they have already experienced enough of it. So the novelty wears off. Second can be job stress. Third can be mid life crisis approaching and family and marriage stress. I think when a man becomes a daddy things change a bit sexually for him. But of course I can't say for sure.

@Keyhole but you would agree that in general men are still hornier than women.

@Dutch guy @Dutch guy Social conditioning is a totally different subject. Social conditioning can cause a woman to repress her sexual freedom. But her biology already does a good job at it.

@Dutch guy You know what. Biology never gets old. Biology is not like fashion. It does not follow fashion trends of spring and autumn Breathing doesn't go out of fashion, does it? Biology is hardcore. And it survives through a lot of evolutionary shit

Nature works in a delicate way and things are the way they're for a reason. The universe intuitively supports biology. In matters of sex, the odds are in favor of men and not so much in the favor of women. Consider this. Women do the raising and the birthing. Yes men are dads but much of the raising is done by the woman. And being pregnant isn't easy on women. It automatically puts a strain on her sexual desires. It would be a disadvantage for a woman survival-wise to be extremely horny. Her normal levels are enough to get her pregnant. Meanwhile for men, they are not biologically restricted, they don't have to carry a child or bear consequences of child bearing. And it would benefit a man if he was really horny all the time because it maximizes his chances to get a woman pregnant. Sex does not necessarily lead to a pregnancy every time. So the chances of a pregnancy are further reduced. I order to balance this error of nature, men will need to be horny to get some success. And not all offspring are going to be perfect. So mating with different partners would make sense to have a variety of offspring, again this is just biologically efficient. So it makes perfect sense for men to be hornier than women. It's advantageous to them How hard is it to accept this.

Businesses are brutal. Business is brutal. They are predatory. That's how they survive and make their billions. They have to be cut throat. Does it mean it's justified? Of course not. Almost every company tries to monopolize the market. A company only acts nice till it becomes a big player. It's something similar to actors or stars. Once they get big, they charge more and get arrogant. That's the rule of law for people who want quick success, quick money. The solution? We need more green businesses to outdo these businesses. This power lies in the hands of the people. They can create their little businesses and if everyone funds them, they can eventually grow and turn into cooperative societies to feed local people with their needs. This creates a symbiotic relationship between local communities and the business owners. They don't need to clamber for funds. I understand the problem of corporate lobbying and distribution interference and monopolizing distribution by the predatory companies like Amazon but this can change if honest politicians are elected, money and campaign money is removed from politics, constitutional amendments made to stop corporations from funding political campaigns or anything political, government restraint on corporations and their trails of money, even distribution for all companies. This is an endemic issue. Boycotting might help signal awareness to the public but big changes will need DRAINING THE SWAMP and not just a Boycott. These issues need a systemic upheaval, from grassroots to the top, eliminating corruption, people participation, making elites powerless, hijacking the power mafia, getting rid of influencers, and supporting honest leaders, and a complete transparency between government and people. Such things will need constitutional amends and government force. The government itself is corrupt. Too many lobbyists. It's like trying to solve the problem using what is causing the problem. Trying to fix a broken system using the system.

That's about every corporate company since the beginning of time.

@TrynaBeTurquoise Why Boycott Amazon?

Your inability to accept your mistakes turns them into shadows.. Your shadows haunt you.... Your shadows turn into mistakes Your karma finds you.....

Got interested in makeup recently. Came across some quads that I absolutely fell in love with. Nice colors. I love the names even more than the colors.

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Today is Saturday. And I'm just chilling. Nice cool breeze... Can't complain

How to keep thy neighbor away!!

A little bit of comic relief during stressful times.

April 25 Mini updates Cooked some veggie today. Potatoes and corn and bell peppers. It tastes yumm. After many days finally I made something I can eat with happiness.

I will include mini updates on this journal. This journal was for work related and professional side of my life. But it's ok. I will use this for mini updates in between. This journal is more about concentrating my energy into my life and reshaping my life from the cinders and starting a fresh new start with goals and ventures..

I'm trying to keep a Timeline in order to keep a track on my situation through the past whole month. So I created the thread on the Coronavirus on April 3. This must have been a very tough time for me because this was in the middle of the lockdown and I was physically drained and emotionally stressed out and missing many days of food or sleep.. My situation was very bad up until at least April 13. I starved many days during this period.. I had some relief from April 16 onwards. Let me check the date when I said I would be leaving the forum . So the date of that thread/post is April 12/13. This was also the day I was too frustrated with my circumstances because I hadn't had food in days and my apartment was barricaded and the residents weren't allowed to leave and there were riots on the streets.. Things weren't good on the forum either and I was really triggered by certain things(the shaming part got me) and I decided to leave for good. April 16 is when things started to look better because that was the first day I got the chance to buy groceries and meals once the lockdown was lifted on April 14.. So once my hunger situation was resolved I was beginning to feel some energy. Ok. So here we go.. Now it's April 25. Much much better than the past few days. I've stocked up enough groceries. And I'm also catching up emotionally. Things are looking good. At least for a while?

Implementation Days and No Social Contact Challenge.. April 25, 2020. Day 69 of the Implementation Days. Day 83 of the No social contact challenge. April 2020. There's a problem. I missed too many days of the Implementation Days almost a whole month because of the Coronavirus crazy situation. I completely lost track. However the no social contact challenge has worked well during the coronavirus. March 13 was the most horrible day of my life or at least one of the most. Since then I don't see any progress on my journal for a whole month.. This is also the time when the whole coronavirus thing started and my government announced a 21 day nationwide lockdown starting March 26. March 13 to March 26 were excruciatingly painful 10 days, I hadn't slept for nearly 10 days because of extreme stress arising from my relationship trouble and I took a downturn, a full blow downturn into chaos, and I was suicidal and completely out of myself during this entire time and in the middle of it came the announcement that the coronavirus lockdown for which I was horribly ill prepared. That's when I starved for straight 10 days after which I suffered fainting and weakness and a host of symptoms. I was a mess by April 10..it was very tough. I started to use the forum to feel better. I was using the forum excessively during this time to escape my internal messed up state. I had lost faith in life. And that was a depressing period. But slowly the clouds have gone away.. The sun is coming up again.

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Mini updates ------------------------ Yesterday was very stressful. I had to handle so many things. But got a lot done. Sat all night doing my stuff. Got free only at 5 am.. Thank God today is a free day. So not much today other than basic stuff Trying to focus.. I'll have to import stuff from brain visions.

You are getting attracted to those things because social media makes it look like that, and the obvious agenda is to make money. How else will people be interested in these celebrities if they weren't made to look perfect. Actually it's all fake and illusion and bullshit. Having so much money does not make a person necessarily happy. You won't know for sure if they are really happy or struggling or if they even want their lives to be that way. Is that the reason why so many celebrities turn to drugs, rehab, therapists and helpers. It just looks easy. Because it supposed to look like that. Even if a celebrity has a bad day, they still have to smile for cameras, if they start acting vulnerable and tell the truth, they will lose fans. Because most people want a perfect image. You're less likely to follow a person who you begin to see as a failure or see yourself as better than him These things are also temporary. They make you feel good for some time and then you get bored or not want it anymore. Even sick of it. These are materialistic pleasures, there's nothing wrong with enjoying them, but they are not long lasting and mostly an illusion. They are just a distraction from the real path. That's why some of these celebrities really end up in a horrible place especially when their success is gone because once it's over, they don't know what to rely on anymore. They never built that inner sanctum, that inner foundation,because they're so involved in the materialistic gratification. They got blinded by it and they never thought about spiritual growth so once those things stop to exist their life is just over, their life was just a facade and when it's over they struggle to keep it together. With spirituality you're living an authentic life, you are looking for long term happiness, you're finding deeper happiness because such happiness does not rely on fame, money or social image. So the person is happy when he doesn't have anything and there's nothing to lose. Their happiness is not based on temporary things. You're better off learning and developing a spiritual basis for your happiness. You don't need to help everyone. Don't consider spirituality as an obligation to help others. You are helping yourself more than others and that is already enough. Whatever way you help others is just an extension of your spirituality to others, but you don't have to think like you owe something to others. Once you feel spiritually more aware and advanced, then these other things like hot careers and money will automatically begin to look like an illusion and not worth giving your life too.

When you don't take things seriously, things will get serious. --------------------- I'm so exhausted today.. Today's been a tiring day. I tried so hard. I spent hours. Hopefully things will be better next week and I will have more focus.

@electroBeam that's outrageous considering the blockbuster opening.