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@Deepak sadhwani Yes it's very good for calming.

@Deepak sadhwani Even I purchase from Amazon if they come with a certificate of Purity and authenticity. Yea I have rose quartz, but I got these gemstones 3 years ago so I exactly don't remember which gemstones I have because I purchased so many.. I will need to open my old box which is not in my room, it's in my garage in lots of furniture, so it will take time for me to search all the stuff I bought, I even forgot wearing the gemstones because it was bought so long ago. The gemstone Amethyst is my birthstone according to a Hindu Astrologer because I'm a Pisces. The amethyst gemstone is extremely useful to me. It's a February birthstone. For Pisces serenity is very important. And amethyst exactly brings peace, calm and serenity in life. It takes away negativity. It reduces stress and anxiety. It will reduce anger. Negative energy gone from the home. Good for soothing headaches. Also keeps your brain calm and strong.

People get put off by excessive praise. It can appear fake. Be authentic and genuine in your expression. You should not say something to please someone a certain way. "should I call her or should I not, what will she think, is this the right time, will she like if I do it this way"....... Questions and thoughts like these in your mind indicate to me that you calculate too much and care too much about pleasing someone and it's more about how you want to present yourself, this to me is an example of self serving behavior, you don't realize it, you're thinking that you are pleasing someone, but indirectly you are doing it to be pleased yourself, you want to prove to yourself that you are the best lover and somehow in your mind she is giving the wrong response by not giving you enough in return, it then satisfies your ego that you are a better lover than her....you want her to praise you so you can feel better about yourself. You desperately want her to give you attention so you can feel like yessss you won.... In my mind that is selfish. It's sort of childish. Quit that approach. Do shadow work. Ask yourself why exactly you are doing all this. Will you do this even when she wants things differently.. What if she doesn't like your approach. Will you impose your feelings and desires on her. The most selfish thing is to want a person to be how you want them to be. It's like bringing an animal from the jungle and tell them to do tricks to impress you and if they don't, then they are bad in your eyes. Give her, her freedom. She is not bound by your desires. She can do whatever she wants even if it doesn't impress you. Let her be who she is, otherwise she will feel like she is living in a cage with you, how is that love?

@Deepak sadhwani You should never use similar looking crystals together just because they have the same color. Crystals can have same color but vastly different mineral composition and different property. No crystal is similar to another in their energy properties If you have a crystal and you want to use another crystal with it, the option is a rose quartz, rose quartz is harmless with other crystals.. Rose quartz can be safely used in combination with any crystal.

@Deepak sadhwani Nice collection That looks like a citrine to me. Which website did you get all these from? Citrine brings Positivity and good luck, reduces fear and depression and attracts success. It's a good stone.

@Deepak sadhwani It always helps to have as many crystals as possible. I have some different kinds of quartz and Jasper, carnelian, amethyst, turquoise. All are helpful in different ways.. They work on different Chakra and each one has a different property. Don't mix them together into a chain or necklace. I had a navratna Mala of 9 gemstones but it brought me bad luck. So I stopped wearing it I would suggest that you use each gemstone separately and not mix them together. Keep them separated from each other. Every gemstone has a separate property and healing energy. So use them separately for maximum benefit You can use them in jewelry like chains and rings or use a block of crystal near your table or any cool place in your home.. Sometimes meditate holding the crystal in your hands. Or use as a Mala for jap

Great Info. I will try chicken liver next time.

Nothing could have been weirder on this morning's cup of coffee. ..................................

@Deepak sadhwani I had so much going on in my life that I didn't get enough time to pay attention to this journal. Over time I will when I get other things sorted out.. I'm glad to hear that you have all those crystals. They are very powerful.. I have a few crystals. They are small though. Green Averturine is very good for compassion, attract love, opening heart Chakra. Lapis Lazuli with its brilliant color is great for self expression, honesty and clarity. White sapphire is wonderful for creativity and confidence.

Learn to integrate both the key goals and the superficial junk of your life into your core plan and have clarity on what you want. This basically translates as perfect Resonance.

Look at it almost like you are healing your skin. You're literally rolling in toxins. And what's the point of healing your skin in other parts and leaving the wounds open. It's the places where you see the wounds that precisely need your healing balm. But first remove that big pile of dirt over your skin. Only then you can see those wounds. Idiot.

Certain things I need to focus on I've realized that it's important for me to have a sense of control.. Toxicity removal Replacement with good Now only having good is not enough because that's like filling a basket with all the chocolates and goodies. You also need a sense of direction once the healing is set in motion and the toxicity removed. Also you will need to remove the right stones and add the right fertilizer. You can't simply be very random about this spiritual cleansing process.. You can't do all this in a chaotic haphazard way. How to avoid getting stuck only doing something beneficial?.... Use a goal setter. Have a proper vision. Now align your mini goals and actions both of removal and addition to the main vision.. This way you know exactly what you are doing and why you are doing it. At any point of time, no matter how tiresome it is, putting this effort is worth it, you have to be a sureshot, you have to know at every point or step, the logical flow of things and how you are fitting things into a pattern, such that, in the greater scheme of things, it'll always make good sense, this means that you have to be very self assured about whatever you are doing, assured of what and why you are doing what you are doing. Consider it like a recipe. You can add whatever you want but then you aren't very sure about how the recipe is going to turn out. Yet when you know exactly what you need to put and you add that, then you know how your recipe is going to taste. This basically means that you have a sense of direction or you're creating a sense of direction. Of course you need a goal list. But first have a core plan. And also have key goals or core goals. Now, all of these key goals and other goals from the goal list need to be attuned to this core plan, and then have a general vision/understanding of how everything else in your life is going to fit into this core plan. Purification of the mind Reassurance Be open with yourself. Patience Focus.. Not losing focus Keeping a track Have consistency with yourself Reshaping the mind A goal list of course Readjustment to current paradigm and renewal of self growth Cleansing the mind

I think you're dealing with a turmoil period. Can be incredibly frustrating. You are showing existential crisis symptoms. You're possibly looking for a structure or framework or a launchpad in life. It will neither come easy nor will it come any sooner. You need to slowly build your base to grow from, your substratum. Take it easy. Don't be upset because of the frustration. This frustration is necessary for some time to learn certain skills and to learn acceptance of failures in life. People who bypass this stage think that life is always perfect and therefore they can never actually face life when things go wrong. This period of frustration and uncertainty is a necessary conditioning to be able accept life in its full form. So don't feel bad if you are going through this. One thing you really need to do is let go of perfection completely. There will be obsessive thoughts about perfection. Detach that thought. Don't wait for a perfect time or perfect day for things to be perfect. Accept the imperfection of a day.. Keep a dream board. Also keep strict focus all the time on things that are really essential for your growth. But allocate your time properly. Like for example don't use all your time to learn about life purpose or dating or spirituality. Dedicate certain amounts of time. Use your important time for job skills and health related stuff. Do not take everything at one time, as a perfectionist you might feel like time is too short, but take it easy, there's a ton of time. Focus on balance. Try to keep a proper balance between all aspects of your life. Don't exercise too much. Don't distract too much. Everything in balance. Also be very positive. Perfectionists might assume the future to be negative. Remove that negativity. Calm your mind with positive hope.. Think that everything is going to get fixed eventually. One of the problems that I can see in your post is that you are too attached to your life. If you are passionate person, this is expected. However being so attached can create a ton of frustration and can be a constant source of torment. So detach. Learn to let go. Learn to be free of everything. Have focus when you need it but during other times learn to be just be free of all thoughts. Otherwise they will consume you. So the key points are Focus Accept imperfections Dreamboard as a base or framework Allocate time properly Think using abundance. Think there is lot of time Keep Balance Be positive Learn to be free It's good to be ambitious. But I think you're taking a lot on your plate. I know it's difficult to draw a line. Let the obsession be in doses. So you are obsessed only when you need it to progress. It's like the saying "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy" Right now you're on mental steroids. You are super excited to achieve everything. But slow down. It can consume you. Tao is very good for balance. When you have to take a break, focus on the break, not on progress. Never think that you are missing out on something. You are never missing out on anything, it's only a mind trick. Learn to break your mental pattern. When you need the motivation, let the obsession come back. Keep a cycle. A cycle of progress and a cycle of slowing down. This way it becomes rhythmic and gets automatically balanced out. Waxing waning type.

Whats the point of losing virginity if you are too lazy to date anyway. Wouldn't it just be a one time experience? You don't need a prostitute for that anyway. You can try friends for benefits or casual sex relationships with anyone who is willing. There are many kinky websites for that stuff. With Prostitutes, there's risk of stds.

The anime story of Drury Lane. Multiple characters represent multiple things. This character set is going to be made up of infamous plants. Water Hemlock (Cicuta maculata) ... Deadly Nightshade (Atropa belladonna) ... White Snakeroot (Ageratina altissima) ... Castor Bean (Ricinus communis) ... Rosary Pea (Abrus precatorius) ... Oleander (Nerium oleander) ... Tobacco (Nicotiana tabacum)

My journal for my anime fantasy. An escape from reality.

One thing I really want to be able to do is ABC automatic body control through the use of meditation.

I need to make a goal list

Today May 7, 2020. Thursday. Implementation Days and No Social Contact Challenge.. May 7 Day 81 of the Implementation Days. Day 95 of the No social contact challenge.

I woke up with a nightmare. But forgot it completely. Today is Thursday May 7. Keeping a track on my nightmares. It's not as bad as it was on first day of the journal. Progress. Some progress but very slow.

Finally doing better...... Gahh I started this journal on March 27 Now after a month long struggle I'm beginning to get better. Whooooooooooooooooooooooosh... Feels like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders.

The Koyosta character set. The Koyosta forest Elves and nymphs Guardian Angel Queen Battleships Fortress Ponds and Rivers Festival Halls or Banquet Halls Witchy Manor Keyosha village Uranus is a pirate Empire that the battleships constantly have to deal with.

I have always held this belief since the age of 20, that society should have school called the School of Life, that teaches actualization, relationships to children and teens and teach them important life lessons about living and family and environment and ecosystem. A lot of parents are Incapable of teaching or they don't have time. It's important to teach children first about life and then Engineering and history or Chemistry.