Preety_India

I had a serious talk with my family today regarding the situation of abuse. And it seems they are ready to look into it and do something about it. It seems they are ready to cooperate me on this. They have said this many times before and actually never helped me out with my responsibilities with my mom.. Last time my mom hit me really hard on my shoulder that lead to a bruise. So I had a talk with my family members today regarding her behavior which they dismissed many times. Today the person agrees that she is mentally ill. Let's see

Didn't achieve much today..

May 19, 2020... Failure Didn't achieve much today..

Very eloquent here He talks about being banned here

Maybe this you looking for. Some videos in here

Luck is a real natural phenomenon and I do believe in bad luck. This could have spiritual implications stuff like past karma, people have suffered generational curses. I think certain events people or things can change your luck from good to bad or bad to good. I believe in good and evil spirits. So maybe the good spirits bring on that luck. Also I've noticed that celebrities do a ton of things to get good luck like numerology, going to certain temples, have a circle of therapists and advisors, buying things, doing rituals etc. Now there's a difference. In Eastern traditions we generally have temples and statues like you may have heard of the laughing Buddha or Feng Shui Cat, buying that is supposed to bring good luck. Some people in Asia maintain arowana fish for luck. These are considered positive practices where the person who does them is somehow in touch with a good spirit watching over him. These good spirits want him to be prosperous in life. Now there is a strange problem here. In most Asian countries including mine, prosperity itself is considered noble and good and associated with goodness and a mark of being a good person. This is kinda dubious because most people who get rich become rich by scrupulous ways and aren't the best people when it comes to morals. So it's not bit funny and ironic to assume that wealth and prosperity is a symbol of goodness or moral highness. So how can acquisition of wealth be considered a pursuit of morality? Now switch to the western side which is mostly influenced by the Abrahamic religions. In these cultures (I'm not sure about Jewish), the worship of wealth is considered bad since biblical times. Prosperity gospel has tried to change it a bit and now a lot of motivational speakers in the west talk about how you should attract wealth by having a pro wealth mentality. But traditionally in western culture, money is considered a source of evil. So there is a general contempt shown to anyone who is prosperous or hoarding a lot of wealth. This is has impacted how the west views their wealthy elite and celebrities. In Asian and Eastern cultures, we tend to respect and think of celebrities in high regard as the totems of leadership and values and success, so someone like Bill Gates or any of the capitalists enjoy a lot of popularity here, they get worshipped like Gods for their success, people buy their books and look up to them, however in the west, these highly successful capitalists get frowned on, get picked on on social media and get resented by the general public as exploiters and vultures of society. Capitalists can be ruthless in their ambition and actually damage society for their personal gain, think of all the capitalists who sell addictive products to make money. The western public exposes them for who they are. Yet here in the East we worship them. Now. This attitude in the western world has also influenced how they perceive the acquisition of wealth and success. Most people link it to a satanic practice. So if something supposedly brings good luck like a ritual or temple or visiting a place, it's not considered good, it's considered to be a mark of the beast, and phrases such as "sold the soul to the devil to get success" are often used and the term illuminati is used while referring to ultra rich celebrities, that they must have engaged in a pact with the devil in a satanic ritual and in return the devil decided to favor them with success and wealth. This is very different from how things are perceived in the East. In the East if something is considered positive, in the West it's considered creepy.. It's fascinating to observe how mystical views on wealth and success drift to extreme ends of the spectrum in the East and the West. This could also explain why in the West, they don't talk about luck very loosely because they don't want to look morally corrupt or suspicious in some way, using the term hard work looks more sublime and innocent and palatable to the western public and using the word luck could mean something sinister. Whereas in Asian countries, (it's funny), because if someone used the term luck, people would jump with joy and not have any skepticism towards it. These mystical or moral beliefs rooted in the moral tapestry of each society can have significant influence on how luck or hard work or wealth/success is viewed and talked about and cultural perceptions can hugely alter the tone of conversation. For example, a western man on a public stage will be less likely to talk about wealth since he is aware of how he will be perceived, this will make him reluctant since in every society we always try to align to social values because it makes us look good or acceptable and moral in the eyes of that society, so he will try his best to look good in the eyes of the audience and thus his tone of the discussion will be significantly different from an Asian giving a speech on wealth on the same stage. So yeah, cultural/moral /mystical perspectives do matter a lot when such things are discussed. It's like a fine line of sensibilities. Since I converted to Christianity from Hinduism, I constantly deal with the duality of perspective in the East and the West and the subtle cultural differences that create this matrix of diametrically opposite perspectives. From a personal perspective, I believe in both hard work and luck. But I don't consider wealth or a success as a sign of moral high ground or even spirituality. In fact whenever I think of wealth and success it seems like I'm walking away from spirituality. Since I converted to the western side of things, (not trying to be moralistic or condescending to the eastern side in any way), the western outlook on such matters looks more logical to me.

Daily horoscope 19 May 2020 HEALTH You may get to travel new and unexplored places. This trip can be for pleasure or business, but it will be a successful one. EMOTIONS Negative thinking may disturb your mind but keep patience, the results will be positive. PERSONAL LIFE Today you may be upset due to rude behavior of the partner. Have patience and try to avoid making issue of small matters. Some confusion may occur at your home. If you are in trouble due to some personal issues, do not take any action emotionally. PROFESSION Business persons are advised not to go for risky investments, as they might incur heavy losses. You may have disputes with the partner on money related issues. Today, you may have extra workload - a complex task can be assigned to you in the office. TRAVEL Rash driving and risk should not be taken while on the road. If you are making plans to travel long distance, then it will be better to postpone it for two to three days. LUCK You are particularly sensitive and intuitive today and shall react strongly to what people say.

Some more concepts Embodying the tarot of a stork Focusing on tarot horoscope.. Astrology horoscope and tarot horoscope are different. Morning and night routine in Focus Shion Daily Gratitude journal Follow Implementation Days Daily morning affirmations Reading. Early Morning Meditation Insights Work on basic framework. Practice Visualizations daily Use pie chart diagrams and timers. Also use rudimentary tool kit And use tarot decks

Practiced 3 visualizations today The devil is still standing outside. Gave him a good slap. When you are clockwise, the devil is always counterclockwise. Morning insight. I think people can have both good and bad sides. People are complex. I don't think the bad side matters as long as the person is minding their own business and trying to bring about the best outcome. I guess what a person does with both his good sides and bad sides matters more than them having a good or a bad side. We are always quick to place people into the good person box or bad person box. However, there are good people also who have unwittingly done more harm to others and people who have been labeled bad or manipulative have actually not done anything to anyone. They might appear rude or jealous or bitchy but maybe that's how they wanna play and maybe they just like to be by themselves. Some people put both their good sides and bad sides to good use.

Embodying the personality of a stork. The stork is going to be an important tarot. Saw the devil in my dreams laughing standing outside. The wolf was always watching. The devil was squirming.

Nice to know that it is helping you. Your exhalation has reached me successfully.

Abstract and pastel work I'm a lonely traveler on a lonely road in search of love.

@Amit thanks for appreciation.

I have begun to get a grip on my painting skills. I had left painting many years ago because of family stress and dysfunction. I wasn't interested in doing anything back then except playing video games as distraction from the home environment. It seems I have found my wings again. Picking up from where I left

I call this "Flowers are Bleeding" In my mind the flowers are coughing and bleeding because of air pollution.

Hey, thanks for looking through my journal. You're very kind. I have begun to appreciate my skills. I love artistic work. Thank you

Be like a stork

tarot horoscope Animal guide Soulmate - wolf twin flame guardian - dragon Devourer - Hippopotamus Archetype - Swan Angel - Elephant Spirit animal - cat Amethyst Red coral Native American zodiac chart Other angels Hawk Eagle Heron Snake Vulture Lion Crocodile Frog Falcon Jackal Fox Protection So I took an astrology combined zodiac test on a website to see if my personality matched either the Sun or the Moon.. And I got a mixed result. It showed that My personality is a Star This is the site https://play.howstuffworks.com/quiz/are-you-sun-moon-based-personality

@Wisebaxter Exactly. He had an awakening of pure love. His face looked bright with love. It's almost like the angel of love had visited him

Yep. He was really having a life changing experience. I was so moved by watching it, I almost had tears and crying towards the end of it. It was pure authenticity.

Try mind cleaning. Empty the mind. Always have a positive view of everything. The obsessive thoughts are because you have negative attitude. So you are always thinking about it. You're into the habit of overthinking and anxious thinking. Remove the overthinking and over analyzing. Simply meditate and practice letting go Empty your mind completely. Also you could be having a control issue. Where you want everything your way or no way and this leads you to judge and makes you neurotic and restless.. Lowkey ocd Just let go and let things be as they are with minimum control Learn Balance. You can't control everything in this world. Also the more you control, the stronger is your karmic hold or attachment, this will make you neurotic. Observe your monkey mind and make it snap and put it in awareness mode. Don't let the mind act like a petulant child who wants everything. You will need to work on your stubborn child ego Also it's not okay for everything to be your way. It will be harmful for others.

@Anna1 hehe, ?❤️ I have already begun to use this. When I inhale, I say to myself I'm loved and loving feelings are entering me, and when I exhale I say in my heart /mind "I am thankful for the love I just received".... It seems it's working. I can even do this while chopping veggies. It's that simple, can be used anywhere anytime.

I can use this as a visualization technique as well Kinda found this by accident. I have already began to use this. When I inhale, I say to myself I'm loved and loving feelings are entering me, and when I exhale I say in my heart /mind "I am thankful for the love I just received".... It seems it's working. I can even do this while chopping veggies. It's that simple, can be used anywhere anytime..

This looks funny at first but has a good meaning if you want to practice this as a breathing visualization technique