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I hope and pray for his family and hope he gets through this hard time. Love the way he describes Infinity. Also love how he talks about Rigveda texts in Hinduism and Atmaan and Brahman in hinduism. He mentions the soma psychedelic plant during the Rigveda times.

Nostalgia Leo's interview with Martin 3 years ago. Leo asking him right away about 5-Meo for enlightenment. So cute. Enjoy video and donate to Martin Ball.

So sad. I remember Leo's interview with Martin. Both were having a great time. That guy is great. I just donated to his website through PayPal. http://www.martinball.net/ This is the link to find the donation button.

@andyjohnsonman That's awesome. Thanks for sharing.

Next reporting should be on day 105..that is on May 31st.

Today is May 26 A maximum gap of 5 days before reporting. (not to Mr Doge) May 16, 2020. Saturday. Day 90 of Implementation Days. Day 104 of the No social contact challenge. ---- May 26. 2020 Day 100 of Implementation Days. Day 114 of the No social contact challenge. I have reported after 10 days. Not 5 days. Bad bad. Next reporting should be on day 105..that is on May 31st.

Now I can divide Hinduism into 3 major parts Hindu Mythology Hindu Religion Hindu Spirituality and Philosophy (modern day Hindu thinkers) Since Buddhism is an extension of Hinduism fragmented from it, I will include some philosophies of Buddhism as well.

At least I understood some basic aspects of Hinduism which is a good start.

I hope Andrew didn't blurt out "earth is flat" during his job interview. Because he works with geological stuff.

5-Meo has nothing to do with it.

I need to talk to Hopkins today. Waiting for the coucal.

So trying to collect myself together. Things are back to me feeling good But i Still have a long way to go. Waiting for the coucal.

I think @Meta-Man can answer this really well. The mind creates an illusion of division for survival. It has to be this way. There is a you and there is a I. However when you reach higher levels of consciousness, you see the boundaries dissolving, see the enlightenment video of Leo, you begin to realize that we are always living in Maya or illusion and this prevents us from realizing how the our own actions and the actions of others are impacting the same consciousness that we all share. Think of it as a long stream of all objects, people, events, and imagine all these elements interacting with each other within the stream. These elements although part of the same consciousness, have out of their egos separated themselves from each other and thus living in an illusion and impacting each other meanwhile all their collective actions are actually impacting this collective consciousness.. So it's not totally meaningless when you are giving advice to the other. You're giving advice to someone who is also a part of you. You are giving it to yourself who is found in another.. That person's mistakes are your mistakes. Your advice is helping you to overcome your mistakes in the other self. These are parts of you, versions of you, you see them differentiated, just like many streams arise out of the same river. So even if one stream is different from another, they all meet in the same sea.. All these parts of yourself that look unique to you will come together to unite and form you again. And the whole will be formed again.

You (courtesy Meta-Man.. )

Last night was a terrible dream again I was about to be eaten by a Crocodile.. So I don't remember much but I remember waking up with chest pounding. This nightmare was ughh. The worst. Just too much. I could see my feet getting dragged by the crocodile, the worst kind of fear consuming me. Never felt this frightened. The crocodile was slowly swallowing my body and I was just watching. Until something happened and snap, I held onto something like a branch and dragged myself out of its mouth. This struggle. Finally I'm out. But wait. I start running and running and the crocodile chases but can't for long. Then I reach a place where I can see all trinkets and leaves and objects and I'm climbing on it. I sit on it. Then I see a small crocodile about the size of a thumb. Like half of a thumb. And I'm freaking out. It runs faster than I can think. I keep searching for something and it grabs my finger. And I keep struggling to separate it from my finger and throw it out but it's grip is too strong. Finally I'm able to get it off my finger and it's painful.. I immediately take a netted colander and just place over it like a trap and now I can see it trapped inside. It's trying to bit my finger through the net as I'm pressing the net with my fingers. So I take a heavy book and place it on the top of the colander trap. Now. Aaaah.. I breathe a sigh of relief. Finally I caught it. The only fear is if the mother crocodile finds out that the young one is trapped.. I'm hearing the sounds of the croc, it must be nearby. End of the dream. (Wakes up in fear, this was the worst, seriously I'm not so scared of crocodiles in real life, but the croc scared the shit out of me..ughh) Damn you, I'm not scared of you. Pffft.

I am going to use this journal as a way of recording my dreams and Nightmares. A detailed record of the dreams is a good way of analyzing my thoughts when I'm not aware of those thoughts.

Then I'm God.

So when I'm boiling water, am I boiling myself?

If going by your thinking, consciousness and reality become one and there is no reality. There's only one thing and that is consciousness. This consciousness is ever changing and evolving like a continuous stream. I'll call it superconsciousness. In this reality merges with consciousness. This is called Brahman in hinduism

Don't take your eyes for granted.

Don't be deceived by deception.

Then how do you explain cause and effect? Because for that you definitely need 2 separate entities.

This question actually confirms to me the duality of the universe.

Sometimes the simplest answer is the best one like the Occam's razor. The simplest answer can be that nature of reality is uncertain.. So we are uncertain if it's real or not.

I believe in the duality, in 2 fundamental symbiotic energies, similar to the school of thought of Empedocles of the law of opposites, similar to yin and yang, the self and the reflection, and Newton's third law of motion, every action has an equal and opposite reaction, cause and effect, this to me establishes the duality of the universe.