WaveInTheOcean

Because in truth -- from the highest perspective, Absolutely speaking -- it is not the kid that is getting raped, but God. Only God exist. Everything else is illusion. So "<all that can ever happen> in Reality" = The Godhead doing things to itself. Nothing is outside God. God = The Godhead = Everything = The Entire Universe = The Fabric & Structure of Existence Itself = Reality = Nothingness = Consciousness = The Self = Love = Absolute Infinity = Pure Selflessness = Me = You of course dont believe in anything i just said. directly experience the truth im pointing to. Words can only point.

"through my psychedelic trips and Leo's videos there exist the experience / notion of "only I exist" - I am the only consciousness that exist," yes you are the only consciousness that exist = God = me = you But... here is the important part: as long as you have the slighest unconscious/conscious emotional belief/doubt that this is not actually the case (and that you instead exist a separate self) it is dangerous to believe that you are the only who exist, because then you're suddenly -- perhaps unconsciously -- believing that you as a separate self is the only conscious being alive. and this is completely utter falsehood. So stop believing!! And instead: directly experience the truth for yourself! Only direct experience can change/eradicate your deep emotional, unconscious beliefs. take a psychedelic. (or meditate your balls off)

Intention, yes. "Why is consciousness being embodied in this organism right now?" The question is asked wrong. Consciousness is not embodied in any organisms. Organisms - and thus also you as a human being - are embodied inside Consciousness, are made out of Consciousness, are created by Consciousness and are known/experienced/seen/perceived by Consciousness. You are the dream, the substance of the dream, the creater of the dream and the "knower"/"experiencer" of the dream. You are The Godhead = Consciousness = The Self = Love = Absolute Infinity

ahhaha wauw, if you are that stuck in an atheistic mindset, then maybe salvia and dmt at the same time is exactly what it takes=D mhm. I also use GVG with 2-3 screens under a liquid pad. And it works. Still hard for me to get a break through, but I have had one. Currently, I'm out of DMT. What I do is I gently warm the liquid pad with a torch lighter (just for a few second at a good distance). Then I sprinkle the weighed DMT on top of it and it quickly melts into it, i.e. it is now in liquid form, only one step to become vapor. Then I use my TurboArc flame torch lighter and go for one big slow hit and hold it as long as I can. Worked once, full break through. Before I was allowed to go fully over to the DMT-land I had to initially during the first 30-60 seconds become myself as a little baby with my mom and dad around me. Probably some perinatal phase cleansing as Grof talks about. I remember that I just felt extreme love from my mom and dad which calmed me the fuck down and allowed me to let fully go. WHen I fully let go I don't remember much from there, except that I was in a state of consciousness that was utterly amazing and "unreal", yet more real than real too. It was a a place where there were some intelligent beings that were happy to see me, and they gave me a cosmic gift that I had to eat through my mouth. I remember laying with a open mouth with the tounge spitting out and then they placed what looked like a "cosmic blue sugar cube" onto my tongue and I swallowed it. Soon after that I came back to myself and began laughing uncontrollably for 1-2 minutes. I must have sounded like a complete maniac. I don't even remember what i was laughing about... it felt like I had been showed the "climax/punch line" of the joke of the entire cosmos/reality/existence and I don't remember what it was about, only that it was amazingly funny, like funny beyond funny. I have never laughed so much like a maniac like I did in these 2-5 minutes after the peak. I couldn't stop myself. It came from deep inside, this laughter using this method (GVG, liquid pad): how many screens do you use beneath the pad? Do you premelt the DMT into the liquid pad before starting to vape? How many hits do you take? 1 big and hold as long as possible?

Everything is fundamentally happening out of Love -- it is Love itself -- including physical pain. Of course, relatively speaking, physical pain is the opposite of bliss. Pain is an interpretation. Like everything else. If you are able to interpret everything happening to you as something you do to yourself, i.e. as Divine, then naturally you should be able to be in a state of bliss almost constantly, no matter the cirumstances, including what other people would call "physical pain".

beautiful <3

Love is neutral :-) It's intelligent. The Godhead, The Universe. Of course, it loves itself. Of course, it is not hate?

Oh yes❤️ Beautiful ?

I think it's worth mentioning that there no implications for anyone until 'they get there' themselves. Don't fool yourself into doing stupid things now?

He is awake, but he lacks integration/groundedness. His ego -- which broke down/is breaking down...is being restructured in insane ways no ppl here can imagine how feels. I hope he doesn't hurt himself. 40 days seem a bit too dangerous, hope he settles for 30.

so fucking beautiful and touching this clip. watch it from start to finish. <3

Haha, Leo, I love you Just listened to 20 minutes of his newest video "The Ultimate Structure Of Reality Explained" and he has never been more on point. So clear and straight to the point. I love it. I also wanted to make this "topic" just to mention that what Leo is saying in his video, is exactly the same message that Alan Watts is communicating in this talk: That it's all your doing. I can recommend just the first 44 minutes of this talk (listen to 1,5x speed, it's fine, if you're good in English), cos the first 44 minutes sums it all up pretty well: It's all your doing.

Selfish, but they don't have a problem with it. I.e. they dont go around 'worrying' that they are not selfless enough

I was 1 ½ year ago (winter 2019) very suicidal. Very close to ending my own life. I was a big victim, crying over my inability to sleep and how cruel the world was to me (mostly because of my inability to sleep well, which made me feel like a zombie all the time). I was at the last step before actually doing it / trying it. Planned it. Wrote a note. It was hell. Like a "bad trip" that'd never stop. What stopped me from commiting to the plan/actually killing myself, was my love for my family. After I "chickened out", I told myself that I was just not "strong enough" to "do it", and I just said to myself that I had to continue living, doing my best to become more happy again -- whatever it would take -- having faith in the universe that my sleep issues would slowly go away... they slowly, slowly did, but are even today creeping in the background. I then got a job that I'm now very happy for, and yeah, suddenly the world just started being friendly towards me, even though I was still struggling/still felt like I was in "a bad trip" until around early summer 2019. I have been suicidal at many points in my life actually. This winter 2019 was the most dramatic however. But even this winter, 6 months ago, I was also somewhat suicidal (also depressed). But it was milder than the 2019 one. And where am I now? I'm awake, and I'm sure I would not have been without my depression. However, I suppose you can become enlightened without depression. We are all unique. This Tolle-quote resonates SO fucking much with me: "The world is not there to make you happy, it is there to challenge you. The interesting thing is that when you stop expecting the world or situation to satisfy you, it usually flips and shows you it's friendly/benign face."

oops, mispost.

On point <3 It's the greatest gift exactly because of the infinite contrast between the "separate/finite/lacking/fearing self" and then the awakening *of that* which now makes *that*(=you) conscious of the opposite: "Oneness/Infinity/Wholeness/Love". Not only concious of that (Love) but you actually BECOME it. You become Whole/Complete/Infinite/Love. That's awakening. Remembering that you are that, and always have been, and forever will be ... I want to cry over how beautiful it is ... <3

<3 Yeah, well, thinking is not a problem in and of itself. Thinking is only "a problem" if you "identify" with the thoughts. Of course, in order to not identify with the thoughts, you have to first have reached a point where you are capable of not having any thoughts. Because until then you cannot not stop identifying with them, since you have nothing to contrast them with (peace, silence). How do you stop thinking? Welll, you stop feeding the mind. You don't try to *stop thinking* (that's pointless, like trying to still flowing water with a flat iron, another AW quote;)), instead you just *listen* to the mind, observing it, without giving "monkey-mind" any bananas. Bananas = identifying with the thoughts, believing in the stories they tell you. Just listen to the thoughts like it's a story. When you listen to a story being read up to you, you just enjoy it/observe it, you don't buy into the story like it was real.

I'm glad you like the music! <3 Thank you for the warning. But it's not that needed, because delusion is already what I fear most, so naturally I have always tried to be careful of that:-) Delusion have always been my number 1 fear since I was a teenager. I have always had a very deep passion for understanding the world/myself, just for understanding's sake, not for any real purpose. Of course, some people will read this, and say that my fear of delusion is in itself a delusion, and so we could continue to spin around. I'm not up for these language-games, they are pointless. I do me. You do you. Sort of I have never said I don't listen to other people's opinions. Of course: I actually want to listen to my own opinions. Other = me. Me = other. What I was/am saying is that I don't go around -- as per default -- fearing what other people/strangers/new friends/new dates think of me. I used to do that all my life, always trying to please people. Now I don't do that anymore, cos I see that all people are me, and there is no point in fearing yourself (when you fully know yourself at least) ! :-) <3

Hello brother. I'm happy on your behalf to hear that you too have awakened. Yes, I like your wording. We are still infants. However, I must say I already feel pretty much like a grown-up capable of enjoying and watering this beautiful garden of God (i.e. my garden), we normally call life. I have to say, my integration is going pretty smooth. Dno why. Always in the past, after trips, I have found integration very, very difficult. Especially after my Ayahuasca-trips. It took time. Now it just seems to happen without me doing anything. Of course me writing a lot on this forum is how I sort of integrate it a bit. But I don't even -- most of the time -- feel like it's me writing these messages. It just happens. I follow you 100%. My thirst for life is infinite/unlimited, right now, it seems. It's sort of scary to have so much "creative force" inside you, and so much freedom. The world is literally at my feet and it is OF COURSE beautiful beyond beautiful... but also a bit "wauww-let's-just-relax-for-a-bit-shall-we":-)

"The world is not there to make you happy, it is there to challenge you. The interesting thing is that when you stop expecting the world or situation to satisfy you, it usually flips and shows you it's friendly/benign face." Wauw. I love that quote. Thank you. So true in my experience.

Almost all people are experiencing non-duality without knowing it. Only people who are awake are experiencing non-duality while being aware of it (i.e. *knowing it*.). Non-duality = Reality = God = Consciousness = Love = Absolute Infinity

"The universe gives back to you what you put in. Many spiritual teachers say this. How is it then that lottery wins happen to people who give nothing and are totally selfish? " First of all, money will not make you happy. Maybe temporarily, but not permanently. Secondly, imagine for a second, that 'some people' are by God/You chosen to be more lucky than 'you' -- i.e. wins the lottery even if they are "evil"/"bad" motherfuckers -- only for one purpose: to test you. A challenge. A test. Life is the ultimate test: How Loving can you be? If you go for the bait and project all kinds of labels onto these "lucky motherfuckers" and then project back onto yourself as "unlucky" etc.. then you are: failing the test. If you want to pass the test there is only one thing to do. Stop looking outward and look inward. It's INSIDE that the "Real Money/Real Treasure" is hidden.

God is the most selfish "being" you can imagine. He wants nothing but Love to himself. That's selfish man. ... but wait... there are no other han himself to love...... nothing is outside Him. So he got no other choice! You see, your dualistic belief of selfishness and selflessness being opposites... it's wrong. Selfishness and selflessness is one and the same thing. You can call it Selfishness, you can call it Selflessness. It's One. One. One. One. Oneness. Non-duality 101. OF COURSE: Relatively speaking, within the dream, selflessness and selfishness are indeed complete opposites for anyone not awake. And even for the dude's who awake, he can still pretend to talk about it as opposites, just to get people to follow the Loving/Conscious path. Because of course: God is completely Selfless, and the complete unenligthened ego is completely selfish. Of course. I'm not denying that. I was just -above- talking about the Absolute Perspective, where everything is seen to be Oneness.

Suicide is only something God would do if She is imagining Herself so deeply to be a <separate self> that has forgot its Divinity AND feels very, very much like a victim of "a cruel world". But nothing could be farther from the truth: <the separate self> IS in Reality pure imagination and IS in Reality God Herself and IS in Reality therefore the opposite of a victim: i.e. responsible and in power/control the whole time. Therefore the situation of a 'imaginary separate self' commiting suicide is the complete opposite of enlightenment. It's the easiest way to not reach it. Cos God will try again right after, perhaps with a character that is slightly more in touch with The Divine. :-) But you still have to go through it all again. If you want to awaken, do it now while you got the chance. :-) Of course, if you don't want to awaken, you *could* still commit suicide, if you really wanted to (not that I recommend it: I don't at all, I'm a big fan of life/the dream). This would be equal to typing "-suicide" in a video game. The characther/NPC would die, but a new one would spawn again soon after. :-) The only chance to awaken is Now. Awakening is the NPC/character realizing its Divinity/Godhead-nature. It's the most beautiful event possible inside God's dream. Go for it. But don't take my word for it -- that it's beautiful. Search for understanding, honesty and truth for their own's sake. The truth may be bad, it may be good. You have no clue. Let go of beliefs and find out yourself... for understanding's sake. Knowledge is power (real knowledge, not belief-knowledge... although belief-knowledge sort of can be powerful too (in relative sense) if it's "relatively true"). With knowledge/power you can be free. Free to do as you please. Free to control yourself (and "others") as you please. As you please will most likely be in a Loving way, since God = Love (but again: don't take my word for it!). Don't believe anything I say. EDIT: I'm here talking about the case of suicide for a person who's not awake, i.e. asleep in the dream, i.e. not aware of the dream's nature: dream (probably instead believing it to be "real" / "serious business"). I suppose some enlightened human beings will choose to commit suicide. Maybe. I am enlightened and got no plans for it, currently, but who knows in the future. But that will be out of Love, not out of "lack/regret/fear" as in the first mentioned, asleep case. Of course, ultimately speaking: a human being, who's asleep, commiting suicide is also a Loving act (big L, non-duality you know). But in a relative sense it's the opposite of love: it's fear, hate, regret, lack, believing to be a separate victim-self of a cruel world. Anyway, thanks for the good question <3

“Wisdom is knowing I am nothing, Love is knowing I am everything, and between the two my life moves.” ― Nisargadatta Maharaj You see, "everything" and "nothing" are just words. Reality is both everything and nothing You are both everything and nothing You = Reality = Nothing = Everything Now this makes zero sense for the rational mind. To understand Reality / Yourself / The Truth: you have to let go of the rational mind and go beyond. There, beyond -- when you have fully let go -- is where you can directly "get it" for yourself. It has nothing to do with "language-games", rational thinking or logic. Nothing at all.