Flowerfaeiry

Mmm I wouldn't worry about your root chakra at this point. You gotta get out of your head. Do you like spending time in nature?

There are many different types of psychedelics. Maybe you haven't found one that resonates with you. Or maybe you haven't had the right set/setting. Examine your "why" for this statement. Yes you can awaken psychedelic free, but why do you want this? Not saying one is more right than the other, just wondering your reasoning behind this desire.

So you're doing this to get ahead of people?

This is normal, although distressing. Try putting spiritual stuff neatly to the side for a bit and turn your focus on your physical reality. Do you need a new job? To nurture a current relationship? To tidy your space, tend to your body?

I cannot imagine Hitler sitting down to paint. I have this image of him in my head as being an evil tyrant all the time. He is a good painter though, that takes a lot of practice.

Is this a before and after? These two photos don't even look like the same person.

Also, do you drink?

I'm not saying the indoors is the cause. Rather that fresh air and the outdoors is the solution. Seems like you'd rather ruminate about the problem than actually try to solve it.

Welcome to health advice on the internet. I don't think it's bad. Don't eat a bunch of it (like pretty much everything) and you'll be fine.

How much time do you spend inside? Do you have access to frequent fresh air? You need to spend time outside breathing through your nose. Lift up your sinuses, massage them and clear them while outside. Go on a hike and breath through your nose. Bring some tissue and blow your nose. Really try and get it out. Breath in and out through your nose very intentionally and purposefully. Do this a lot. Like if you can, every day, but a few times a week or even once a week will work. Continue doing this for several months and I bet you'll see an improvement.

Oh ok. Where did I misunderstand your point?

Consider that an individual would feel anger at the foresightedness of the vegan message that "everyone" can be vegan. Unless they have some, as you say, "weird" makeup.

That's just an assumption you're making.

Unfortunately most of the meat we get has been killed unconsciously. I would love to be able to kill a wild animal and have that be part of my food source for a few months. It's not easy to take a life and it takes a very open heart to do so consciously. Biggest problem with veganism is many humans just can't thrive on plants alone. Not all the calories, supplements and food variety in the world can change the way a body uses nutrition from an animal. Except for the perspective it gave me, I regret the 5 years I wasted on veganism.

Lots of reasons, depending on the person. Sometimes it has to do with being genuine. Some people who are positive are doing it blindly and haven't actually worked through their stuff, putting on a fake happy type attitude because that's how they think they should act.

My whole childhood itself was very traumatic. The pain created from that has always been the driving force behind my spiritual seeking.

You're going to feel like shit for a few weeks, but it will get better. I promise you will feel better. For now, try and really feel into your pain. Take good care of yourself and don't run away from it as best you can. Be super kind to yourself. Definitely watch Leo's video on breakups and also his video on how to deal with strong negative emotions.

I know there's many different reasons this could have happened. But im attractive, and he told me he thinks I am. It all happened so suddenly and I'm really bummed about it. Maybe he's gay? Why do I keep getting matched with these feminine dudes? Maybe I haven't actualized my own femininity? I don't know. This sucks.

Actually yea that last part rings true for me. Thank you for the suggestions.

I absolutely have a strong tendency towards masculinity but I can also be very feminine. I'm not necessarily just one or the other, it changes. I only recently have been trying to cultivate my femininity consciously, as it's something I took for granted in the past and kinda just figured since I was a woman I naturally had it figured out. Was wrong about that. I like being feminine. Even with a woman there are many feminine aspects that come out. So it's confusing. My sexuality is confusing to me haha.

Okay, thank you. ❤ You're funny lol.

With a woman, yes, but with a guy I like to be more feminine. Yea, I asked him out, I took control of the relationship. Never really even gave him a chance to be masculine

It's true. At least that's my perception. The last relationship I was in was a lesbian relationship, and before that one, the guy i was with also had a hard time getting it up, more toward the end of the relationship though. He is pretty feminine and I took a masculine role. Not intentionally and I didn't realize I was doing it until I reflected on the situation after in ended.

Lol glad to provide a laugh hehe. Thanks for reminding me not to be so hard on myself. Thank you so much for this advice ❤ you're right.

I'm sitting here in tears thinking about how I got into this situation. I have this complex about myself that insists I am better than that type of drama. But I attracted this into my life because I still haven't worked through a lot of the pain I have from my childhood. I recently moved into a home with 3 roommates. I noticed right away after moving in that I had gotten myself into a situation that I was trying to move away from, drinking and partying. But at the point of my realization, I had already moved in and was settled. In a new city, all by myself. Okay, I should be alright, right? Well, I have a history of using drugs and alcohol and I feel a very strong pull to do those things when I am around them. I thought I could just, not do it, and live in the house regardless. But I was needy, I wanted friends, and my roommates were partying so why wouldn't I join? I tried to not get involved but I was just drawn to the things happening all around me. This girl punched me because she didn't like me being friendly to her. I take full responsibility for it. I walked up to her, she was drunk, high and angry. I smiled at her. She called me a bitch and punched me. I didn't react. It's my fault for trying to prove to her that I am a nice person... I deserve that. I moved out the next day. But now I'm living in a hotel, alone in a new state. I keep turning inwards and looking at how I got myself into this situation. And it's a little overwhelming to see all the ways in which I am at fault for all my drama. I just feel like I should be over this by now. I've been really putting work in for 3 years but have been into spirituality for 10+ years. To think that all those years were just me lying to myself about how "spiritual and good" I am just pains me. I'm a liar to myself first and then to those around me. As a tall, white, pretty girl I have this look that makes me seem like I have my life together. But I am suffering deeply, and the only reason I'm not a homeless drug addict is because I have a really good support system. I just feel like such a fake.