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Thank you. You're right. I'm going to explore that as things are opening up more in my city.

Just -practice-. If you're not even doing that, no matter what type it is, you're not gonna go very far.

There is a lot of good advice here on the forum. I often go to post something here and then realize that I already have the answer, I just need to sort it out in my mind a bit better. No need to criticize yourself about that. Just keep asking more and better questions based of the answers you get and your own exploration. It's good that you're thinking and learning and asking questions. If you want to make a post you could make one that is about an insight you have or something you would like to teach us. Don't worry about what other people think about your posts, just put some good thought into it. Try to taper down the time you spend on the forum. For example if you spend 2 hours on it a day, start spending only 1.5 hours on it per day. Become really mindful of the time you spend on it. That will be a good place to start.

I've wondered about that...

In what way? Like going back to all your unhealthy habits? Not really, unless you only stopped the addictions for the retreat.

Eckhart Tolle says women are closer to source because they can bear children and as such are more in their bodies.

I've had "casual sex" but I feel like the term is a bit of a misnomer.

eggs

Yes, but it may not be so cut and dry. You seem to have somewhat of a good relationship with her otherwise. Maybe try talking to her about your concerns when you two are in a good place, not when she's giving you the cold shoulder. Keep it lighthearted and express to her in a positive manner what bothers you about some of the interactions you two have. It can be easy to spiral into negativity with stuff like this so keep it upbeat if possible. If you've actually been feeling like breaking it off is best, allow yourself to explore that possibility and go from there.

If you're a woman, you neeeed to read Women Who Run with the Wolves

You two have been friends for three years, it is a bit strange you don't feel comfortable talking to her about this. The situation you describe with wondering how she will behave toward you and that it's emotionally draining reminds me of how folks feel in an abusive relationship.

Try nicorette gum while you taper down on the smokes. All that in your lungs is not good.

The reason they act like that about the j&j is because it is strong and causes the most immediate side effects. Tiredness is most common but a lot of people experience low grade fever and chills 24hrs after the shot. Some people also get dizziness directly after the injection. Symptoms do only last max 24-48 hours if it happens. I work at a drugstore and hear the pharmacist say her shpeal all day long. Do some research about the different shots. The j&j is a different type of technology than the Moderna and Pfizer. Personally I think it would be nice to just get it over with in one shot. And for most people there won't be any serious side effects.

Lately I've been cultivating more love in my life. It's done at home and in nature through meditation, yoga and embodiment practices. When I go out, I feel into what I practiced at home in my body and it gives life a different quality. If I don't do my love cultivation I can tell. I treat people differently, am quicker to react, I feel more rushed and less satisfied. I also think that the word love is romanticized and often brings up thoughts and feelings that may not be based in much that is solid.

Hahahahahahaha omfg this made my jaw drop. If I guy did this to me I would go gaga.

@tatsumaru I used to do this ALL THE TIME. But then wasn't taking much good action in my own life. Hahaha. Make sure you use it as inspiration and don't just judge them forever.

@devoid I think it's ok to identify with the body. Of course it's not the only thing, but we all have amazing bodies that we are exploring in one way or another. You're on the right track asking questions and learning about who you are.

@rd5555 You have to keep exploring and following the little things that give you sparks here and there.

@rd5555 in any specific domain or just general discovering resourceful ways to think? It might be helpful to get more specific. Who do you want to help, what is your speciality, how do you want provide those insights?

What is your life purpose?

You will be excited about it as a whole. In the day to day there will be struggles, but there will be a continual excitement underneath.

My dad is a Trump supporter, over time I've seen him be more and more close-minded about it. It's rather sad.

@28 cm unbuffed hi! have you tried really physically tending to the wrist? Maybe doing some wrist stretches/exercises that you find online, or being extra gentle and kind to it until it heals fully.

Yes. I experienced telepathy through eyes once. My friend and I had a brief exchange in our heads. Since that happened I became more aware of non-verbal communication that happens through the eyes. All kinds of strange things are possible.

@Blackhawk Have you looked into somatic experiencing? Simply put, it is a method of processing trauma, difficult emotions and stress --through-- the body and movement, rather than trying to talk or reason your out of it. It is the work of Peter Levine. traumahealing.org is his website. You can also type somatic experience into Google and YouTube for more resources.