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What do you do when people ask you what you are up to because they sense your peace and happiness. But the question itself comes from thoughts and they assume your action comes from thoughts as well. How do you treat that without felling interrupt, because answer them from a place of no thoughts might disturb them. You see? When you live an enlightened life from no thoughts. Outer thoughts find that interesting and might penetrate that, and soon you are penetrated and adjusted by thoughts even if its not your own thoughts. World is running from thoughts, and thoughts tend to drag everything down to their level. Is it possible to live a life that you advocate without leading a life in solitude?

Great quote! Can you break it down? What does it mean?

Yes, but parents and siblings often live in an ego understanding of the world and hence have an ego relationship in relation to you. That is not a problem with stranger, you are free to spend time only with those you like to do so. No one look upon you as odd for not spending time with a random stranger who want to do so. But if I treat my family that way, it will creates problem, because I love them, just as I love everybody, but I have no interest in spending time with them, they have their life and I have mine. For example they wouldn't understand what spirituality is about, other then some stupid waste of time. I like that though, I like that they are true to themselves. But my family would find it odd if I don't like to spend time with them, but why? I love them, but that's not a reason to have a relationship where you have to see each other every now and then? To cut ties would look like I despise them, but I don't. They just don't get me, and my traits as an individual doesn't fit in, so why bother to hang out? Why is there a stigma linked to not see your family? Should you continue the relation just because they are family? Why not just spend time with those who makes you truly happy, and skip the others?

I just made up the fictitious dutch boy named Lucas, he is 27 years of age. Born and raised in Rotterdam, Netherlands. He currently work in the Rotterdam harbour moving and shipping containers. His work is highly meditative, he learned all the advance motor skills required for the machines he use since years back. His work is mostly in solitude and the subtle surrounding sounds and the concentration that is mostly on autopilot and resides as instincts in his backbone allow him to let go of everything and go deeper into the contemplative feeling he has during work. Almost as he watch his own body mind at work in one of those machines that move containers back and forth without being involved himself. He rest in that meditative feeling. Lucas, although he is only 27 years of age, is already fully enlightened. He can't really relate to ego anymore. And he can't relate to hierarchy's, degrees, titles, examinas, or even money. Three years ago he had his first fully samadhi experience, he literary became all the ships and containers, he became the sea and the whole harbour itself, the ground, the buildings and machines - all of it became apart of him. Without losing grip on the ordinary work tasks, it went on more clear then ever. As if there was a perfect optimised autopilot build in. To live from intuition, from love and truth is so obvious to him. You help and get helped, life is easy beyond imagination to Lucas. Why don't people realise this, he wonders. Why don't they just let go of their person and rest in the now. Lucas can perfectly see how people of the world guard themselves from the very life itself. To people life is equal to uncertainty and therefore something bad that they guard themselves from. They don't realise that that uncertainty, to dive deep into the now, into unpersonal consciousness, there is the only place where life really exists, where joy, love and beauty resides. Lucas is so happy, even though it's just another Monday at work in the Rotterdam harbour. As I write this he just had his lunch(two sandwiches), and is now drinking a cup of coffee looking out over the Atlantic Ocean without focusing the eyes on anything, just a meditative gaze. So, what happens to Lucas is the future? Well, you decide, it's up to actualised.org members to decide his destiny. Maybe he change work, or drop work all together, maybe he stay on this work for the rest of his life. Maybe he become a guru in Nepal and leave the Nederlands. Or maybe he settles down to have a family in Rotterdam. Let us see how the enlightened life of Lucas unfold with the help of the creativity fantasy of Actualized.org members.

So, North and South can exchange with its opposite, right? Or is there anything to it that is not arbitrary? Northpole could have been our Southpole if we had chosen so? And vice versa(Northpole>>Southpole)

What is HSP really? Are they(HSP) more sensitive to spiritual truths and high consciousness, or are they just sensitive in a weak, lack-of-character kind of way? Is it a good idea to invite members from a HSP-forum to tell us their beliefs about reality, God, truth, love beauty etcetera? Do you think HSP-people have access to some higher awareness than we normal people, because we are not sensitive enough? Because we lack that extra sensitiveness? .

Interesting, I guess microdosing is enough for you?

I believe you! That's my intuition as well. Thanks.

why not? Not to learn maybe, but because of the joy of sharing? Don't you like the forum?

"die einheit der wiedersprüche" Some wisdom there, love it, thank you! Both "two" and "one" simultaneously. I talk to you(separation) but still I'm you, you are me somehow. Duality within oneness. Rings very true, yet a little bit difficult wrap one's mind around it. But mind is not suppose to get absolutely truth anyway. off topic. Which city in Germany is the most nice for a weekend trip. No party life, but good food and restaurants, interesting culture, history and architecture, maybe a museum worth visiting as well. Nature and parks are nice as well.

I see what place you are at. You are pre-enlightened, been there, done that. It's a deluded state. I know it doesn't seem that way for you right now, but you will understand in retrospect post-enlightenment. Your statement has a ground in the illusion of duality, the illusion of two, inner being and outer world. Right now you got an idea that cruelty can exist in the outer world even if you don't have cruelty inside of you, in your heart so to speak. Thats would be discrepancy, and DISCREPANCY is IMPOSSIBLE WITHIN ONENESS. You live in a lie, in the illusion of duality, but don't worry, you will get there. When you have had a samadhi or an enlightened experience deep enough to realise that all is one, then it will become perfectly clear that your inner being IS the very outer world. If you have judgement within, then you gonna find it in the world as well. If you have no inner judgements or lies, there will literary not be ONE SINGLE judgement or lie in the entire world. LITERARY My god, this is so damn simply when you got in. It's oneness, nothing but radical oneness. WAKE UP!

First of all, what is EGO? EGO is a though. You can't say it's nothing, but it is no real entity. Just a thought! But even a though can reduce you. You probably have a though right now of who you are. That is ego. Ask yourself, "Who am I?" Did any though come up? If it did, which it probably did, that's your ego. In rare cases, there comes no thought, complete blank when you face the question, that is what we strive after, that's what enlightenment is. Because what are you without a thought of yourself? Nothing! You see, a thought, that's all there is to ego. But even if you are free of thoughts of who you are, others can have thoughts of who you are, and they probably have if they know "you". And it's impossible not to pick up some content of that. Therefore your friends and family can force and project an ego upon you. Tell all you know that they must treat you as a complete stranger every time you meet each other if they want to stay in your life. Otherwise they must go. And I mean this in a radical way, not only absence of thoughts regarding personality, but no thoughts what so ever about your body mind. No idea of how old you are, no idea of your name or birthday. Your ego is your whole life, every aspect of your body mind, all of it, which are just thoughts. Thoughts you don't need to suffer from carrying around yourself or having projected upon you from others, from your friends and family that is. If they can't treat you like this, if they don't meet your needs, they don't deserve to be your friends. You have the right to be a stranger every single second of your life. To be unpersonal infinite consciousness. Complete free and creative, constantly residing in the NOW. Don't let those who "know" "you" reduce you! Even positive thoughts of you reduce you, since that is equally as much ego as negative ones. Demand no thoughts of you. Namaste. *two hands together*

It's not coherent, is it? Sometimes it really feels like I nailed it. But then someone break in down to me, and even if it's hurtful, I have to give them some credit because I can see how I somehow(sub consciously?) see things from one perspective, my perspective that is. However, I think of myself as a compassionate guy who rather see things from others perspectives rather then my own, that is my self image. But that image start to crack down as people point it out to me, that my threads are EGO, and I have to agree! Huge inner dissonance from that. Now, how to handle that??

You are wrong my friend. Seeking truth can't be an ego trip if you are sincere about it, truth means enlightenment as you know. If you want enlightenment to show off, or just to feel better you will never reach to it. Most of us here is sincere, we go with the truth even when it drag us through hell. This is the worlds greatest forum for truth and consciousness.

I hear you. I suppose you are talking about the climate? In that respect we indeed destroy the planet. But I was talking about @Spinoza formulation on collective consciousness which he attributed mind games, lies, judgements, lack of sincerity to. All of that is just his inner projections. Once he find truth inside he can't find none of that mentioned above in the world, simply because it doesn't exist except as an illusion of his inner projections, which will be gone once he find truth. (Inner and outer are one and the same) But you made a great point about the climate, we really have to improve as a human spices. (+1)

Thank you stranger for reading and responding! You got it! Namaste

The now is everything there is. Think about it like this.. when you think of your history, that history happened once in the NOW, you see? And future will also take place in the now. So how can it be other then the now? (rhetoric question)

hehe, I changed direction. Try to be more serious about my path now and cut all distraction. And I stay away from video games and no more wasting of money on my model railway. Also no more fap or sex until I become enlightened (month 8-9) The closest I come to sex now is when I do my micro plug every end of the month because of the G-spot. Namaste. *Two hands together* (I can't do the symbol so write it like that so you can imagine what I wanted to do, I like how Nahm use to end his message)

Got it! Tnx bro.

@Ether He will not report anything or post any video until his 30 day retreat is over, so none of us will know until then. But my guess is that he is at a very good place atm. He is at his home in Vegas(a beautiful and cleaned apartment) and only occasionally went to the grocery store when he need something. He cleaned his apartment even more then it use to be before his retreat in order to have it comfortable in an optimised way. So there is literary nothing to worry about, he is perfectly fine. He will be off this whole month, but he will post a first report on his blog(not the forum) the first of june, or maybe second of june. Namaste bro.

Thanks man, my schedule is a game changer for me. No more mediocre approach. I'm all in, that's just my character. You can't skip anything if you are serious about this. There is no shortcuts to this journey, if you really want the truth and love that you are, you have to do the meditation and self enquiry and using your ass once a month. You can't skip any part! Caveat though, I'm early in to this(third month) and I don't claim to be enlightened yet. That will happen in month 8-9 according to my schedule and calculations! Love to you as well man! *love* Namaste. (How do you do that symbol when two hands meet each other, the namaste-symbol that is)

Yes, because everything is ONE. Can't you see?? It's so simple. Your inner IS the outer. If you are free and pure inside the world is LITERARY good, sincere and selfishness! Wake up! It only seem impossible because you are deluded. But its so obvious once you start doing my schedule. Send me PM if you like to know how you use your ass the best way. It can easily go wrong with dosage and other thing. Your ass is your ticket to truth, along with meditation and self enquiry!

I'm on my third month, doing all of what I mentioned above with meditation and self enquiry as well. That schedule is great! This month ending will be my third experience with micro plug. Only had two experiences so far, the first one didn't do anything for me though, because I was very scared the first time, and my fear guarded me from experiencing anything unfortunately.

Exactly! Can you see that @Spinoza ? All you see in society is your own inner disturbances. @Spinoza If you do meditation 45min, 5 days a week(two days of) and self enquiry twice a week for 2.5 hours each time(pick whatever two days you prefer) and finally microdosing 5_meo-dmt up your ass every end of the month.. Then your inner being will be cleansed and pure, and all of that you mentioned about the world, selfishness, judgment, mind games and lack of sincerity will be totally gone. Can you see how you project it all?

It's your own projections. As soon as you find love inside you find that the world reflect that love. You will see that the world is a loving place where everybody want good for anyone else. The world is exactly the same as your inner world. If you yourself has no judgements, there will be no judgements to find in the outer world either.