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When people saying something about you, how to make sure that is fact or judge?

I feel like this moment I am yellow, that moment I'm red, green, or orange. What I mean is life is complicated, plus the brain is complicated. then this complication interlocks with that complication will matrix bigger complications. Each situation triggers different level of fear or my positive stuff. I feel lonely, brave, love, evil, or happy, so many different emotions. how do I make sure which stage i am in? For sure, people will start from the beginning of the stage, but have you thought about, anyone in your life is just so different to others? Maybe human A always listen to the rules in his life, compare to human B is not listen to the rules, but jump to stage orange, to do his business without school? I feel like all these colors are just in each people's DNA already. people want to grow, fine, go up through the spiral path. but to those people who are locked in their culture and believe, isn't those people just jump to the stage when they born?

I have long time to not enter this forum to see what people reply to me, like you. Because I am afriad that my question is very kid. everytime I come back with brave and read the answers that I feel people are respect and truely to answer my question. so I feel release. Coz I want to say Thank you. ---------- Helping others with same problems that I also have, is the best way to help myself. This is what I find from you. you have lots ideas and many aspects to answer my problem. The difference is, you have many ideas that I never think about, like, 1, 4, 6. and other opinions are what I afriad to think of.

Introvert, Im not good at talk with stranger, schoomate group and party people. and there is quite ego topic that I don't feel that I want to talk about it. plus I think they are not offensive and just make friends. good or bad? I make an excuse that I don't want to talk about it becoz it's too ego, actually, that topic is for survival. so what is your way to face collective ego?

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and I wanna be that thousand people. I don't have a happy family. this is why I observe people's emotion for surviving. i have trained a nice ability with different views, different perspective, but I don't have power to get rid of my family's evil, in my mind. that is permanent. Sometimes I watch Leo's video only look for magic world, so that I could have a hope, I posted here to talk Leo's topic before, show some smart, get some warm and acceptable. and I see psychologist, she gave me some similar suggestions, "be coucious to observe my emotion." and I realised "evil and angel" is just a choice. I feel enjoy with hateful, but there is an answer that self-love is ultimate true that I blindly believe. I chose angle, I can see weakness. there is no space to show my pure emotions. I chose evil, this is a good tool to face this shitty world. I respect those people who jump to newer stage in spiral dynamics. this is your game. I don't have more energy to face my game. The world teaches me boring rules to live better. "follow" is the only rules with those different sayings. I desire to tell world, how beautiful to be a thousand Hamlets' readers to see the world. this is not an enlightenment, this is just a fightback to those shitty people, hopelessly. because I tried, and evil VS this tried, this shitty world always wins. It's sucks.

Here are some songs I feel peaceful. it will Take you to a new world. if you guys like to share the songs you like, I would love to enjoy too. Nothing Ranking here, just a list: 1. MorMor - Heaven's Only Wishful B&W background, slow, artist cries. 2. Poncho - Lady Friend Raining Street, Love, breakup, slow. 3. Nonik - Hotam [LSD Effects Mix] Strong, animation, LSD Trip, culture, India. 4. No Buses - Cut My Nails Japanese wired but serious moves together. Cute, Joyful. 5. No Buses - Pretty Old Man Serious to do brave things. 6. Tahiti 80 - Hurts Fall in Love is a scary trip. 7. Glue Trip Live At Peixe Boi Studio Great camera shot, Soul, Album, Trip. 8. Wet Bandits -Movies As Friends Cool Soul, Coffee, 9. Current Joys - A Different Age Best One here, I repeat to play this about 100+ times. 10. Feng Suave - Sink into the Floor How come I get this old melody today? 11. Chelou - Out Of Sight Third eyes, anmiation, race, high. 12. Astrix - Deep Jungle Walk Strong, High, animation, deep, crazy mind. 13. Ghostemane - Mercury Ghost, Devil, Hell, Playful, Badboy. animation. 14. Fkj - Vibin' Out with ((( 0 ))) Trend, Soul, Dance. peaceful. 15. Gorillaz - Humility Animation 2D & 3D. Beach, Relax. 16. Childish Gamino - Redbone Black, Awaken, Nice melody. 17. The Walters - I love You so Love story, Young Love, Shy, Sad, regret. 18. The Do I A Take Away Show Sing from the soul. 19. True Vulture - Death Grips and Galen Pehrson Collaboration - Art + Music - MOCAtv 5 Dimension song, 20. Happy song for lonely people Raining sound always makes me calm 21. you can't control my heart (ft. shiloh) Trip, Coffee, relax, 22. MGMT -When You Die LSD Trip, great moive shot, 23. Crumb - Locket Eyes, Trip. Pause, Present Moment. 24. GUM - The Blue Marble Nice plant, Grow and Die, Pyhco Visual. 25. Death of the Firstborn Egytians 26. Animal Collective - FloriDada 27. CYMATIC: Science Vs. Music - Nigel Stanford 28. Boniobo : Cirrus 29. Lusine - Just A cloud 30. Leah Dou - River Run 31. Caravan Palace - Wonderland 32. Unknown Mortal Orchestra - Hunnybee 33. Little Dragon - Lover Chanting 34. Hawal - I'm Still here 35. Kevin Morby - Harlen River 36. Glue Trip - Elbow Pain 37. KOKOROKO - ABUSEY JUNCTION 38. Elephant Gym - Finger Audiotree Live 39. Say Yes Dog - Voyage

if im lazy, how to let it go? be busy? The mind might say that I need to achieve some goals. but why not let the goal goes and keep lazy? if I keep lazy, nothing to achieve, plus goal is nothing, nothing to 'let it go', so what should I do? Then I let this question go, what is next question I should think? if I am into this loop and I let this loop go, I feel I am stupid becoz my mind has nothing now.

Can I post just becoz I am happy? that's it. ego happy. hahaha. I was talking to my mom and made my mom happy, and I talk to my partner, we argue something small, and then we peace. plus I argue with my client, they understand me. --- I am not sure how "surrender" really works on me. I don't work "let it go" well. But I told relevant feeling to each person, not hide it. just go through my ego system. I told then how they trigger my ego and how my feel. I have not fear to open my weakness to them, becoz I guess it should be ok. I think my path does not go that far, so I begin my ego path first. I wanna be in a simple life. I share my happiness here, I hope you guys all good.

Thank you

when you understand "everything is imagination", what do you think others lack of what to understand what you understand? There must be a higher level understanding to know "everything is imagination" instead of lower ego explaination of this. Ego explaination: if you say so, we could just do weed thing and imagin all the time. nobody back to everyday life then. I can see people who get this but make life better without fear and evil stuff. So what is the main different?

@LastThursday Teacher's knowledge is useful for personal and career developing. How to distinguish the difference between: your opinion is what you imagined, not mine. you have more experience so I listen to you.

@LastThursday Man, What's next when you understand this? When you understand reality come from imagination, are you shocked? I feel that who's reality is true is according to fist, i mean power. Bigger fist, then more "true". I　ＤＯＮ'Ｔ　ＫＮＯＷ．．．．．．．． and what is the benefit that we figure out this? Find the source then get the answer?

I really enjoy to read your spiritual reply. Thx I don't really familiar with spiritual system but I understand your words below: Random thought first > so purification of the emotional center > then we have creative imagination space> make better life finally. "imagination is everything" then means change the feedback of our mind and emotion from outside world will get everything we want. am I right?

The brain receives message from outside, child to adult. The reality is limited by what message has been got. ''Everything" then, means limited reality in each ego experience. So I use my way to understand your answer. I can say both YES and NO that I read your reply. Yes, I understand your saying. Becoz if the witnesses don't agree at all on reality, then "imagination is everything" means ["everything" is only his "everything"]. Therefore, it indicates that each Ego only alive on its reality, just like a jail or independent dream, "so hey, human, let's relax, there is no common answer, you cannot change me, and me either. becoz we experience different", so that "everything" doesn't mean magic stuff, that doesn't mean you have the power just think a bit and then change the outside world. No, I don't understand your saying. Big difference here: A people who find a new garden "Hey there is a new garden, let me guide you there" "wow so cool! how did you find this beautiful place?" Instead, Enlightenment people they understand a new level of this, so they share this message with their happiness. "Oh, you know what? imagination is everything! let me guide you there!!" "guide me where? are you insane?" Are they missing something to guide ego people to fully understand those two types of imagination? why people still stuck on daydreaming level?

Let me answer this first, God imagins all stuff to experience itself. I can understand this. but we cannot imagin all stuff to experience myself, becoz my mom gonna call me to do the job if she finds out im wasting time. so if ego and enlightenment are two different channels or world or question．why understand this is a growth and people make life better?

I cannot wait for Leo new video for answering this. So I decide to ask here. I think its both easy and hard. Easy is bocoz we know how ego triggers. Hard is becoz how myself deal with those different egos but keep my mind grows. What my understanding about living in 3rd world country is, "you have to respect my ego and also suffer what my ego suffers, then I give you the benefit." Huge collective ego structured by each single ego. Complicated fear and ego system cause people act like collective ego but they have or hide each single ego needs. Therefore I have to inevitable go through to suffer both YES and NO ideas in my mind. So my main question is the topic: How do I self-actualize if I'm living in an under-developed 3rd world country? Are you gonna be lonely to grow urself? If they think you do the things alone, how could you cooperate with 3rd country people if you need them to trust you？ Are you gonna absorbing their devil to fixing the problem one by one or any other better way? If you can clear to see what collective ego is, How to play this game better then? For achieving goals and money: Will higher spiral dynamics level trigger lower's fear and devil? Does "you don't care how people think of you" Trigger "you are not mind open"?

Smallest topic to only focus your friends problem, then if that is working, I think its a good start.

Indecisions, fears and paralysis are valuable that you can deliver your negative feeling to your music, it's your own story, your own inspiration. Becoz Many 20-something have similar problem so it's greatful if they could find you. Enjoy your music. Sick it, leave it. Love it, create for it.

What app do you guys read for getting fresh News? Not fame, Not selfie photo, Not political or ideology stuff. Right now my phone got full of ego message from others but I don't have other choices yet. or maybe I need to use different perspective to see the world instead of avoid those messages. What is the way that you keep your mind fresh?

Thx for helping, what is RT?

How to face ego problems from parents, lover and friends? How to be rich? The examples that you stated here is nice to know for me: How do I self-actualize if I'm living in an under-developed 3rd world country?

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Problem Solution Relationship Talking skill Social Skill Education Emotion The worldview Money stuff ..... They are getting old, and I found bigger world, fresh knowledge, and other happier families. I realized I use my parent way to deal with the problem when I am weak, and get not good result. Sometime I wish I would empty my mind and insert some new functional stuff. Sometimes I feel hateful but relax if everything is caused by my parent. I found my brain is strongly structured by my childhood and my parent. How to out of parent negative stuff in my brain?