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Nah, Im looking for getting back into my body. My awareness of my body is very spotty, Im numb all over. Thanks though.

Thats what I like to hear! Awesome! I will definitely check out the book! Thanks, man!

https://www.actualized.org/forum/forum/1-main-discussions/ Here. Woah. Strange loop.

Whats with the bliss?! If I focus on my thighs hardcore for 10 minutes I feel blissful!! So weird! Love it!

5x 15 minute body-scans everyday for 1 year.

The green parts is basically what I'm conscious of right now with no practice. Pretty numb... Will compare this picture in a year and see the difference.

My goal for 2021 is to learn body scanning and get back into my body. +Learning to breathe properly.

Great video! Micro-tonality is underrated.

Laid down for 5 minutes just to feel my body. Focused on my forearms. Holy shit! I cant believe I'm ignoring my body all day long. My arms feel so good! Ectasy! Who needs drugs! Gonna try this exercise for my entire body. Consciousness is amazing!

Heres a short crappy story I wrote about recontextualization this spring as an exercise, make sure you give atleast 5 seconds between each line to notice how your mind keeps getting the story recontextualized. there was a guy on a boat going down the Yellow River with no shoes on a white guy from Italy with his girlfriend who had thrown his shoes in the river because she was forced to at gunpoint by another man in the boat who was from Sicily who didnt like the mans shoes because they reminded him of his father whom the Italian man had strangled out of revenge and then the credits roll there is a boy who is watching all of this take place on a drive-in cinema in Rural America in the morning the boy is skipping school

Luanne drops some acid.

lol

Haha. I like that, "peek" experience.

Youre just jealous of his huge manly chest!

Scientism ignores chaos, randomness, non-linearity, paradox, counter-intuitiveness, unpredictability and then calls the universe mechanistic.

this again...

haha i used to watch her back in 2010, hippie girl

I feel like contemplation might be a more direct route to insight rather than listening to a 10 hour audiobook, maybe I should create a habit.

I gotta rethink my life purpose. I like music but I'm so addicted to learning about different topics, I dont know how to put all this knowledge into music. Perhaps I can make podcasts with music in the background, or documentaries. There seems to be some options available, gonna keep thinking about this. Just music doesnt cut it anymore, I feel like I have more potential.

wonderful! congrats!!!!

Glad you like 'em!

Great stuff, could post this in the Stage Green examples too. Stage Green/Yellow.

Maybe foot fungus.

Sartre had some healthy Orange values.

Well... It is controversial to say Youre God, its ripe for misinterpretation. "Jesus Christ knew he was God. So wake up and find out eventually who you really are. In our culture, of course, they’ll say you’re crazy and you’re blasphemous, and they’ll either put you in jail or in a nut house (which is pretty much the same thing). However if you wake up in India and tell your friends and relations, ‘My goodness, I’ve just discovered that I’m God,’ they’ll laugh and say, ‘Oh, congratulations, at last you found out." - Alan Watts