Rilles

As I get closer to realizing my true nature my ego comes in with its favourite weapon...”Hey you remember that terrible weed experience you had?... doesnt it feel similar...? what if you crazy???” I know the ego is full of shit and is just using this to stop me from unraveling the truth as the ego will sing its last praises if I do. So my question is... how do I face this fear head on? Might as well get it out of the way before I go any futher with my inquiry.

This is amazing... thank you very very much

@Preetom @Zigzag Idiot these were really helpful! thank u??

For simplicities sake yes

When youre dead.

Thanks! ??❤️

Life is a concept.

Gotta sort out this huuuge trap

No, thats called Narcissism

Not focusing on Hellspeeds topics brings permanent Ananda

What should I read if I want the gist of Buddhism?

This is spiritualism. I think you mean spirituality.

Red is good, most of ancient history was Red so its good to understand. Alot of Red power struggle is rampant in the world today.

Hes cool! But his ideas are too Yellow for me, Im not quite at that level yet.

The neanderthals thought it was great

Unless youre handicapped I doubt its relevant

Beige

Identity itself is a concept...

The Sun dies (ego) and is Reborn again (Self)

This is not the type of confusion i thought you meant, this is you needing to be more decisive. Find a meditation thats natural for you, what happens naturally when you close your eyes? focus on that. ? You could also just Do Nothing, sit down and watch what happens, confusion? Be aware. Agitation? Be aware. Am I aware? Be aware.

@Annoynymous You start by acting out a past trauma/event as in a play, after a while the subconscious cant tell the difference and real emotions start to bubble up. I went to one where a girl was acting out childhood trauma, she started crying and trashing around as if she was reliving the event. Pretty amazing. If youre too masculine and out of touch with emotion this is a very good thing to try.

Osho

Go to a psychodrama! That will get your deep emotions flowing, its amazing!

Art, poetry, emotional videos or anything that gets emotions flowing, being childish and silly (usually is very feminine for me atleast), getting a small puppy