Rilles

When did "you" begin? Can you point to a moment in time specifically? In your direct experience, not from hearsay.

House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski is truly an original book. Pure mastery! I highly recommend reading it if you like novels. This guy took the idea of boring pages and made them look like an ancient extraterrestrial manuscript, freaking genius! And it all makes sense within the story too!

“It took me four years to paint like Raphael, but a lifetime to paint like a child.” - Picasso.

https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/stages-of-a-relationship Check this out. Seems like you have to make a choice to either accept her as she is or leave her. Decision time! Great oppurtunity to practice non-judgementalism and radical open-mindedness.

How long have you been together? Relationships have phases, this is a trial phase probably, she probably put up a front to impress you when you first met and now she is herself for the first time and you dont like it.

Taking Green way too far.

Wow thats amazing! One year is really good. Haha rap battling... thats exactly right!!

What does your intution tell you?

Hes gone off the deep end. He used to be harmless now I think he is quite toxic.

Pickup is so cringe they made a movie about it being cringy 20 years ago.

Yeah but if youre in a serious relationship youre commited to one person, doesnt matter if you got game, its okay to feel devastated if ya girl cheats on you, I sense some spiritual bypassing in this thread.

That makes sense. I have 4 brothers and one of them is openly gay.

Probably.

Seems youre more of the open relationship kind of guy then, which is fine.

Stop spreading D.A.R.E propaganda. "The "audacity of dope"? In his memoir Dreams From My Father, Barack Obama admits having smoked marijuana during high school, but newly released excerpts from David Maraniss' upcoming biography Barack Obama: The Story paint a picture of a truly committed pothead.The "giggle-worthy" details — many attributed to Obama's high school buddies collectively known as "the Choom Gang," after the slang term for smoking marijuana — are "right out of a buddy stoner flick," says Adam Sorensen at TIME."

Care about what, her cheating? I mean, a relationship is a contract where you both agree to be faithful so... If you dont care then whats the point, you dont have to be neurotic about it though.

I think there are more than just one reason people cheat... variety could be one for example, or a messed up childhood. What if she says "Leo is cool but I want another guy now, with a muscular body and a mane of hair"

Thats actually a very good point.

Same, Im not fully "healed" but I think the less socially anxious I become the less I will need alcohol. Its really difficult though, every time I go out to dinner with my brothers (were really close) which we do many times a year, we drink alcohol and its going to be a rough time having to be sober around their drunk asses.

The interesting thing about alcohol that I noticed very recently is that it doesnt actually "feel" good, it just makes you more unconcious to your surroundings but there is no real pleasure to it. That unconcious feeling is great for social anxious people though since it numbs the intrusive thoughts we have in social situations. I hope to become a teetotaler by 30, Im 27 now.

If you want to change the definitions of words thats fine, I cant stop you.