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I can say 100% that Self-Actualization has given me more valuable tools for dealing with life than what I got my entire life growing up. The more you learn this stuff the more you realize how most people (not all) are just robots following old patterns, including me.

Thanks! I’ll try that next time! I drink Jasmine Tea at home but I like to try different things.

Infinite love = acceptance of everything as far as I understand

Maybe he is going through something... Even if youre Enligthened you still have emotions.

HAha... I payed 30$ for my bottle... not cheap at all

The BIBLE of Astral Projection. If youre ever curious what it is and what happens then this is your go-to book. Some of his descriptions of the astral dimensions are deeply haunting, scary and beautifully moving to the point of tears. Highly recommended. If its so good why not 10/10? Well, its also very repetitive since its mostly him describing his experiences in a journal/diary like manner.

Try and youll see, EGO will manifest itself, thats the point of most ascetic practices, to see clearly, its hard to see your ego when youre comfy and distracted

”Enlightenment is the egos biggest disappointment.” Still wanna keep going?

Thank you! I realized I bought Suntheanine which is basically the synthetic version of L-Theanine. I was thinking the smell could be all the other ingridients inside combined because there are a few things stuffed in there. I feel better now, thanks for your reply!

My brian just exploded, this is so true, not a problem though

Doing nothing is the opposite of survival, if youre trying to meditate then thats another story.

I listened to like 5 podcasts about it last summer but everyone just skimmed the surface...

Underrated concept! Need a video on the Skandhas

A once visited a psychologist who reminded everytime I used ”you”. Try to own what you say and feel. Use ”I” as much as possible.

To objects, people, the whole shebang

?have fun

Another thing! Take it before 12 otherwise you might be sleepless, it lasts pretty long.

Tiny headaches come and go... make sure you drink a glass a water atleast once an hour. Start with 50mg, Moda is very subtle but strong so you dont really need to take an entire pill. There is tiny chance to get Steven Johnson Syndrome so be careful and do your research. Lastly... decide your task before you pop otherwise youll waste time time browsing YT in tunnel vision and wanting to clean the entire house.

Yeah I want to hear about this too, what are the Astral Dimensions, DMT Realm, Dreams +1

In what way are you like Pol Pot? Contemplate that.

Spirituality is supposed to be fun. Who is forcing you to cut off being with friends? Every single thing you do is spiritual, even the most low consciousness thing. Be careful to not fall into the New Age trap of saying ”this is spiritual, this is not”

100 mg Mod ”Third Try” at 7.20 am +1000 Words of creative writing effortlessly -sleepy/crash in the afternoon -weird CEVs when trying to sleep -sniffly? could be dust or pollen -Headache in the morning -slight anxiety but Im a pretty anxious guy Will lower dose

yep, youre Mario, nothing to do but keep running forward til you get the princess?? game of life

He wants you to do Inner Engineering so he can get some ₹ ka-ching