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Yes, of course, it kills you, what did you think

sitting through 2 hour class with Leo ”Alright Im done here!...” class sighs with relief and stands up halfway ”...but before I go i just wanna” class cries with despair

No! Watch your projections.

Touché. I prefer an old man to whisper sweet books into my ear. Im weird like that. My inner reader is not that exciting.

Wow! You actually read. I just go for audiobooks.

I was doing some Shadow Work today and I realized that even the love from my family is conditional. I love them alot but if I did something too crazy beyond their limits they would leave me for sure. The question came up... are Enlightened beings the only ones capable of really loving someone?

We should detonate a bomb that spreads clouds of 5-MeO all over the globe. Instant saving of the planet.

Youre a victim of your victim mentality.

You said you dont look up to teachers anymore. Even Ralston? Or some obscure Zen Master?

Thats not what omniscience means in the God-sense I think. I think what we mean here is that God knows everyone through infinite subjective experiences so nothing is hidden from him, he sees all, knows all, is all. (Its not a him ofcourse)

”Omniscient” means All-Knowing.

Haha... that ought to untie this Gordian Knot. Nice to see you again bro. Havent seen you around.

...Between these world views 1.You have one life right now and you will die soon, there will be nothing after you die, forever and you will never reincarnate, so carpe diem 2.You are infinite and will live forever over and over and death is an illusion that your ego made up to make you do stuff Both are just ideas to me but even so they still affect how I live my life... How do I go about integrating the two? Should I stay in the not knowing?

Totally! Such a good topic! Time, impermance and death.

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Thats very elaborate! Thanks Leo!

@Leo Gura 5-MeO? You didnt mention in the video.

Almost every comment you post nowadays is a mic drop.

If I only I could experience it too

Yeah thats what I realized, I didnt know it before, it was hiding behind many shields of fear, in the depths of my minds. Cant say that Im not the same though, my love is conditional too. Really!!?? Two Zen-masters?? Thats so hard to believe haha! Well... first I was a bit shocked but I realized quickly it has to be that way... still pretty fucked up though... even the sacred is profane.

That acceptance and love is limited. There are certain that are okay to do in a society/family/circle of friends and then there are things that would make you get cast out. So even something as pure as family-love is not that pure after all. If your favorite dog goes rabid you shoot him behind the barn to put it bluntly. But I guess Love with a capital L is not the same.

Theres a joy in finding out, if I knew now then life would lose alot of meaning. Off to the work! Thats a great contemplation! So that means I’ll be nothing forever not knowing I was nothing forever and then coming back as some being of infinite choice? Thats actually the best answer to this paradox, thanks! Now to realize I am that...

lol

To know Whooo you aaaareeee