Rilles

I make music, that's my purpose, it's going well, as an artist I've built up a pretty good following. Sometimes I'm just not interested in making music, I will be away from it for maybe a month, doing other things obsessively like listening to books or researching other topics. This used to freak me out and make me feel unproductive but now I feel like I can't avoid it so I'm fine with it, I just let myself naturally get curious about music again, whenever it happens. Anyone feel like this about their purpose? (not necessarily music)

rip❤️??

Michael Brooks just passed away. Great Left-Wing Youtube host. The dude was even into Integral Theory! rip❤️❤️

You mean the face I had before I was born?

Who told you what you should do? Where is the rulebook? Did Jesus hand it down to you? I want to see it!

But this is way worse than just boredom, I mean atleast Leo was in a big house. This is basically a padded cell.

Skip to 17:00 to see the experiment.

haha, that struck me too, some cozy lighting and a yoga mat! totally up for it! ?

Seen this one, its great. I used to be a skateboarder myself.

Very good point. Alot of the times when I've been procrastinating it is because I will be afraid to fail, like looking for jobs and not getting any replies or just getting denied. Sometimes it feels better not to know at all.

What is you dont want to do? Do you need to do it? Is it necessary? Any other way to do it?

No food in this video. I just love how quality his videos are, makes you feel like youre there. Papua New Guinea, Dani tribe.

Its so cool that tribes still exist in 2020 Radical openmindedness required.

Yess! love it! will be back here with some awesome videos

Corruption, constant wars, CIA operations to install dictators. Those are just a few factors though.

neither do they say "im sorry"

@tenta Thats Male perspective. Now imagine being dirt poor then getting raped by your family friend and not being able to abort.

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farewell! best of luck! all love

Yeah, me too ,Ive been producing for 10 years now, and it just gets deeper with age, like fine wine, cant live without it. I had an insight a few weeks ago that struck me, I realized why I make music... To create a sort of transcendent feeling within myself... Its just mindblowing... Thats what Ive been doing all this time... Thats why its so addictive... To know you can actually create deep emotion out of the blue feels amazing. To do that I guess I sometimes need to recharge, sometimes it takes a while.

What would you refer to as "wasting time"?

Like clouds in the sky. I guess.