[Open relationship :)]

There are pros and cons to both relationship styles and everyone is different. I much prefer monogamy because I am possessive and jealous which is something author said she struggled with.

[Bufo Alvarius (5-MeO-DMT) ceremony right under my nose. Should I go?]

32 minutes ago, DrMobius said:

Just being ready to die? That would be too easy.

On 5-MeO you can have the certainty to be locked in this state for eternity! That's worse than death in many regards if you're not ok with it.

Surrendering to death is the first step, surrendering to eternal obliteration is the second. That's the kind of things one deals with on strong doses, and shamans do like them strong doses (especially smoked, the intensity is unfathomable).

Be very ready.

Hehe  forgive my ignorance. 

[Bufo Alvarius (5-MeO-DMT) ceremony right under my nose. Should I go?]

I personally have not taken 5-meo, but from the research I have done, you should be pretty much be ready to die (not literally), its the ultimate surrender. Previous psychedelic experience may or may not help, so I am not sure it matters. Just be ready for an intense life changing event and let go.

Be mindful that other traditional medicines such as psilocybin mushrooms, peyote, and ayahuasca can be also be healing and life changing. 

[Leo became Joseph Maynor]

Anybody who trips with a genuine curiosity to learn about the self can easily recognize the significance of self honesty, acceptance, and authenticity. 

[Anyone else addicted to music?]

I have listened to music my whole life. I am in love with listening and playing music, but addicted? That is such a strong word. It brings me joy, but not in a neurotic way. Maybe you're just addicted to expressing yourself! Express yourself in other ways.

[Help. Am I Bipolar? Or part of awakening.]

Bipolar is a serious condition. The only way to truly know whether you fit the diagnosis is to visit a professional. I also agree with others at looking at other possible variables that effect mood.

[did u guys see this shit]

I enjoyed the video. I do not find him to be crazy at all from an existential place and in fact, it was very humanizing. Usually Leo has a tough and serious demeanor, but in this video he was much more free.