SgtPepper

that sounds about right. Maybe it was 120ug or something, but one tab can definitely do what you described.

@Thought Art I agree with everything you said. and I am in the same place. I do think Leo puts sufficient warnings and directions though. Another thing that may not cross the minds of people on the forum is that Leo has and still does go through challenging experiences even with psychedelics, I have no doubt about it. He wasn't just born matured. In the end, I don't really know Leo's life, but I know mine and others, and the themes are is that Life is hard and challenging no matter what. Suffering is necessary to transcend to higher levels of consciousness.

Go outside and say hello to people. It'll wash away the strangeness you are feeling. You are pure love just like everyone else and all you need to do is realize that.

I don't think you're giving people enough credit to think for themselves. At this point, you're acting like @Leo Gura is a loaded gun.

There's all kinds of people out there. Not every women or men you meet is the kind a person would meet at a club. There are plenty of men and women who want to save themselves for someone special and have a low to no "body count". and there are plenty of men and women who just want to a free for all. Find the person who suits you. I'm sure we can all agree with that

It's perfectly okay to do that and many guys do this.

Because societies that practiced monogamy faired better than other societies.

CRT appears to me to be about understanding how race has impacted US society and laws and as a result people of different races within the country. I don't understand the hysteria. I don't think proponents of CRT are asking white people to be ashamed, but to gain self conscious of their bias and have compassion for the plight of other races (that seems to be the goal). Seems factual, reasonable, and conscious to me *shrug*.

So you didn't learn the lesson? - and it's all her fault too huh? don't wanna take any responsibility for entering a field with thorns? Lame.

lol. That's what happens when you fuck around. Story so old that it's in the Bible.

Think and Grow Rich

I agree with this. Have a quality spiritual experience that blow your mind and you will come back to this forum appreciative of its structure and normalcy.

you are thinking way too much about it and judging yourself which is why you feel terrible. If you'd just approach openly then you would transcend this fantasy you have about it, cause you'd have some real world experience and then you would know where to go from there. mind you, I have never done approaching, but I do know mental suffering lol.

HAHA thats my words. When I said that, I was referring to how to deal with horniness, friend . So practically speaking, I was saying enjoy the feeling of being horny, without needing to do anything about it. I agree with your original post though. I find pick-up distasteful. Everyone is different though and everyone's situation is different.

cottage cheese and pumpkin seeds are high in protein too.

I have the same experiences you've had especially after my first several LSD trips. I saw non-duality everywhere. My partner was my self, my parents were like me and even more so, were me. Everything become equalized and transparent, nothing had solidity. I was staring at a mirror all the time and it felt kind of empty - void. I really contemplated the meaning while living a 'typical' life; I was school trying to achieve good grades, maintain a relationship, and not appear weird to friends. and even then, I still didn't really know what IT is, which is why I was so confused about the meaning of meaninglessness or why everything is a mirror to me. What will happen if you keep going is you will transcend this and integrate it. you will let go of non-dual stance, the thoughts surrounding it and what will happen is you will just BE. and that Being will be who you are meant to be on earth. Not too long after of feeling the meaninglessness of life, I kept trekking on and I still didn't really know God, or rather, I could not differentiate God, I felt like what I was living was a disguise and Truth is purging of all my ego. Is God pure illusion? Is it a cruel joke? Are all creatures to suffer in illusion, until they realize it is? and then what, drop out? as in give up and die? Then I had a mushroom trip where I contemplated God and realized God is nothingness - the experience of no thoughts, and open awareness to what is. - Note this is different seeing non-duality via a neurotic point of view. I completely let go of trying to figure it out. I had a guitar in my hand and without any thoughts, I played what came to me, I completely let go, and there I found myself. Who I am in the light of God, who I am as a human; making sounds, vibrations, and ultimately I am fullness, I am love. I am nothing to my mind, but everything to God. I am experience; the suffering, the longing to know, the ache of being alive. What I didn't realize before was what IT was, what non-duality is, I saw it, but I didn't know what IT is made of and its made of love. So what I want is for you to keep on going until you realize that this meaninglessness you are feeling is actually the fullness of Consciousness, God and Love. To be full and whole is to be have a wholesome ego resting in the light of God. When I played that guitar, I had no idea who I was, but I was. That's the best way I can explain at the moment. but just keep going, please do not do something drastic until you are feeling whole.

That first track is sick! love the tone!

Embrace sexual energy with love and consciousness!

good for her! She is not an attention seeker lol. think deeper about the situation. You can form a relationship with the lady and wait like a gentleman; or you can find someone else.

Love the posts on here! @The Buddha great post dude! To OP, pray, be present, and you will know what you need. I don't think Christianity falls short, it is so rich like any religion, what you could say falls short are the people in it lol.

I agree. In my experience, people are too cynical and selfish to see the powerful vision of what a long enduring intimate relationship could bring. We're talking about true security and deep intimacy. Of course these qualities are worked on, you cannot just expect this without putting in the work with another person. But do people actually take an interest in that? No they just bitch about their partner. it's weak and lame as f***. It's like expecting to feel healthy while eating a bad diet. Some of the benefits are: Teach us how to love Teach us how to forgive How to embrace challenge that builds character Teach us about non-duality through duality. How to serve others Access to deeper forms of intimacy How to respect others Discipline & self-control Access to consistent feedback from our partners so we can become better individuals. Marriage is spiritually the formation of two egos into one, a collective ego. A collective ego can do more than by themselves. Being a monk is an equally respectable path though. You just marry God instead. however, if I'm being honest with myself though, I love having a feminine companion in my life and I don't think it stops us from having valid experiences of non-duality cause aren't we all God anyways?

Marriage is highly valuable. Not only does it fulfill human needs, but it is a challenging experience that is spiritually enlightening in itself. I also think it is the best situation for children to grow up in. My parents always had a good marriage so I see a lot of value. Hard to explain to others though cause I can see a lot of pessimism here about it lol.

Yes it is. Sin, meaning, missing the mark. Casual sex is a short term pleasure. It is not thought through or done with high consciousness. What does that kind of lifestyle build to? If I am to suppose and assume that our life needs to be meaningful which requires a vision, a long-term acquisition of skills and knowledge to build a good life, a good community? Where does casual sex fall into that? Further, treating sex as something casual actually diminishes the beauty of what sex is for yourself and others. It's like when people treat psychedelics like a party drug, they diminish the sacred activity behind it.

I'd avoid believing or assigning meaning into numbers like that. It is likely to lead to falsehood. and Yes you can communicate back to any being or spirit because you are it. Search for God, not numbers or meanings behind number (unless you are a mathematician)

I believe that they intertwine.