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@Majed This ^ is exactly right. Your texts are mostly fine. You just didn't make a strong enough impression upon meeting in-person.

Same. And my personal opinion is that school is doodoo. My advice is to suck it up and graduate high school. Then never touch academia again and go all-out on your passions.

I agree with this but I also understand that it's a personal preference. I wouldn't universalize my personal biases.

Yes. "You" (the ego) really has no say over what comes up in the trip. But you have a lot of say over the preparation you do beforehand & the receptivity to what comes up. Trust that the shroom will show you exactly what you need, with terrifying precision. The only question is, can you be open to it & let it land? Factory reset is a beautiful way to put it. Personally I have damn near no beliefs at this point, so the last time I took a large dose of shrooms I seamlessly died + learned a variety of nonverbal lessons about "life," "energy," and "love" beyond standard human conception. I imagine that if I had a junky psyche I would've been shown human lessons with human interpretations.

yikes

Definitely open to it. The only thing stopping me is the annoying amount of pre-checks & frankly the low pay for the amount of hassle. I could be making more money by using that time in a more focused manner.

Any closedness of expression can be associated with belief

I can do undella town on the piano Right. Exactly. The gyarados is already within every magikarp. But only the those that believe strong enough will ever realize this. I prefer pokemon rejuvenation, but it's still incomplete. Despite having 100+ hours of content, there will come a point where you're just waiting for the next update. Here's the download page: https://www.rejuvenationgame.com/downloads Pokemon reborn is the grandfather of fangames. It's been in development for a decade. The final iteration just released literally today lol. It's finally a full game. Although it's not as good as rejuvenation for me, it's really up there as one of the best pokemon experiences possible. Download page: https://www.rebornevo.com/pr/download/

Oh and P.S. powders will not make you more aesthetic haha. The visual difference you'll attain through powders is perhaps 1% at best. Personally, I take protein powders (I have my own brand of choice hehe) moreso for macronutrient balance and frankly, taste.

I tried Vivolife when I saw our boy Michael recommending it. The salted caramel was so delicious. Unfortunately, it really screwed with my gut somehow. I came out with consistent cramps while using their products. After discontinuing use, I went back to feeling normal. So, it's a mixed bag for me. I trust Michael but the product is not for me. You'll have to be willing to personally experiment on yourself just as I did if you're serious about nutrition. Who knows, maybe it'll be the best product you've ever tried.

You really seem articulate in your posts

Nearly 2 years ago I made a journal entry expressing how I "hated" aspects of myself. Forum user Flume/Maria reached out to me in PM gently showing me how I was basically reinforcing a fictional self-hate narrative. I hope her words can give you some peace: "How would you respond to your little sister telling you [I just hate myself that I was behaving in a way I did.] Obviously you would comfort her and uplift her. Why would you deserve any less? (Maybe useful to question your judgments) Love would always support you. Love is always here. Step into love."

Wow if we met IRL I would deadass talk pokemon with you for hours lol. Sometimes I put on sinnoh/unova music in the background & just stare at objects around me. This instantly makes everything magical. My phone background is art of gyarados. It's probably my favorite pokemon of all time. I'm obsessed with the magikarp to gyarados evolution lore. It's so personally meaningful. About an year ago I got into pokemon reborn/pokemon rejuvenation. Haven't played them in a while, but they really blew me away. They provide everything a mainline pokemon game cannot. Highly recommend

A lil late to the party, but psychedelics have shifted baseline consciousness more than anything in my entire finite human life. Have been a hardcore meditator + breathwork advocate. Shit doesn't even come close to psychedelics, again, in terms of baseline. My experience seems not to be universal though. I may be going about it differently or have a different disposition.

@trenton You are awesome

Alright good luck brother!

Bro weren't you the solipsism guy? What happened to that?

What I am saying goes beyond any of the petty nonsense RSD teaches. As I've said, not a SINGLE PUA guru is interested in teaching you the stuff that will make you actually magnetic and maximally attractive. I respect the drive to "actually get laid." But this is step 1 and there are a 1000 more steps to go on your journey as a man. I'm just cautioning against being sold hook line and sinker on the promises of a guru who's still playing step 1. Get the value from him and move on. It's not worth $500 bro

JAL is not even close to what is truly attractive in a man. This is exceedingly obvious to me in the very same video you linked with the 75 numbers. The guy is lukewarm. He manipulates externality just well, I don't deny that. It's just that in terms of what is possible in terms of raw, real, masculine attractiveness, he's barely above average, frankly. Prioritize making women feel energetically hot for you, as a byproduct of the flow of your directed radiance. If you insist on "results," let that be your #1 results indicator. This means, even if you don't get any number, date or dirty stuff - if she looks at you and treats you like you are Sex Incarnate (through sub communications) simply by you sharing/radiating the good feeling that burns inside - that's when you know you're really on the right path. After all, we all want genuine magnetism. Right? This is entirely in the realm of ENERGY. Material results are rather meaningless by comparison. Amount of lays (or amount of material affirmations such as phone number collections) are laughably petty compared to the impact of properly embodied energy. Do not make the mistake of correlating these two. Lots of lays does NOT mean your energy is honed to perfection. Conversely, someone with a perfectly honed energy is generally not bothered with racking up lays. They know their worth. They are cutthroat with who has access to their life/time/body. Unfortunately, no PUA online (not even the ~conscious~ stage green ones) offer to train you in expressing your ENERGY for the sake of genuine expansiveness and connection. They all bait you with material promises which distract you from your true potential of attractiveness. And they will mention energy only insofar as it'll help you manipulate external circumstance. Although there is a partial truth to that approach, the emphasis is completely misplaced and that seriously damages our potential as men. My personal opinion is that no PUA course is worth the money. Consume the necessary free materials, and hone your edge IRL over the span of years. There is literally no gated knowledge than anybody can impart on you that'll unlock your true attractiveness. P.S. As far as I understand - genuine attractiveness & magnetism is so immediate, personal, and tangible that it exists with no regard to externality whatsoever. It beholds self-perfection for its own sake and thereby is complete whether an "other" is present or not. I aim to become more attractive (or more accurately, re-discover the latent magnetism I have buried) so as to realize my highest peace. It has nothing to do with girls.

Are you kidding? Mindfuck is the name of the game LOL. That's the whole point of psychedelics. "Psychedelics without the mindfuck" = just being sober

pokemon

You are so silly for placing your divine authority of love-giving "outside of yourself."

JAV >>>

Unironically, Kung Fu Panda >:^]

SamC you are a DEMON ?