Leo Gura

The end of JP? Lol I mean, I don't find that girl beautiful. She's been eating way too many Cheetos. She would be more beautiful if she ate healthy. But that's just like my opinion man. Beauty is subjective. Ironically it would be authoritarian if only fit girls were allowed on SI covers.

You should be aware that my teachings are always evolving. This is the nature of empirical investigation. How come you don't get depressed and cry contradiction when a new scientific discovery is made? Think about it. Understanding reality is a lot more difficult than anyone imagines. If you think you can do it flawlessly, you're in for a rude awakening. I have also warned you guys that I am not immune from self-deception and that I am always having higher awakenings. My videos document my process of figuring out the ultimate nature of reality. This is what the process looks like.

Look, dude, you need to take responsibility for how stuff makes you feel. There was nothing depressing about my video. If you don't like the teachings or they make you feel bad, then don't listen to them. It boils down to that. Notice that plenty of people enjoyed the video and didn't feel it contradicted Oneness. I am describing states of consciousness beyond anything a normal human can access or even imagine. I'm sorry if it doesn't make logical sense to you.

Yes, it's present with 5-MeO. 5-MeO-MALT and 5-MeO-MIPT are the most "sexy" for me. 5-MeO-MIPT makes you hyper conscious of tactile sensations and your whole body in an ecstatic way. 5-MeO-MALT is more heady than MIPT. But it's my fave.

@machiavelli Well, you are very attached to getting answers from me. Which is a mistake that I have been warning you against for a while now on this forum. But you are rentless with your conceptual questions. So this is the consequence. Spirituality cannot work that way.

My ultimate goal is to see how far I can go. I don't know where the line is until I cross it. This line is crossed carefully and for brief periods of time in a healthy way. Obviously I am not trying to damage my body. You can take some ketamine and be totally dysfunctional for 60 mins. Then you come back and resume survival. But now you understand what extremes of consciousness are possible and how radical they are, and why humans do not possess such consciousness by default: becuase you'd be dead long ago. The highest extremes of consciousness will be so out of alignment with basic survival that you will not be able to walk.

@machiavelli Why don't you awaken and see what's up?

You guys wouldn't be so confused if you were focused on doing practices. If you are just building conceptual models of spirituality then, yeah, you will get very confused. But also, confusion is a huge part of this work. You are in for years of confusion as you struggle to make sense of all the different stuff that spiritual teachers tell you. Some confusion is good for ya. And it's good that you don't just take everything I said blindly. I've actually thought about deliberately incorporating falsehoods in my teaching as poison pills, so you are forced to validate everything I say for yourselves. Maybe this latest video was just a poison pill? How would you know? It would be really good if in the front of the Bible it said, "Note: 10% of the stuff written here is deliberately false so that you think for yourself. Enjoy figuring out which 10% ;)"

Careful, that wasn't my claim. I was talking about the highest extremes of consciousness. The more conscious you get the more functional you get, but after a certain point you can get so conscious that you will not even be able to walk. It's like water. If you drink enough water it will kill you. That doesn't mean that every glass of water is slowly killing you. Also, functionality is a relative matter that involves an alignment between you and your environment. In certain environments being low conscious is actually more functional.

More feminine guys will be attracted to spiritual teachings, especially the lovey-dovey New Agey stuff. The most masculine guys are out there conquering the world and slaying pussy.

Psychedelics make me more in touch with my feminine side, but never affect my straightness, not even a little. They also put me in touch with my authentic masculinity.

Hard to say because I haven't done any statistical analysis on the matter. But I suspect that plenty of guys got more than 1% gay in them. This % will increase in guys who are attracted to spirituality.

@puporing Many of my trips are too hard to communicate.

For you specifically, I wouldn't worry about loving your abuser. That was advice intended for the highest levels of consciousness and development. You are dealing with a much lesser issue. You need to learn to enforce boundaries, to say No, and to be independent of others.

You don't need an infinity of Gods for that. You can access love for your abuser at a much lower level of consciousness. Obviously you understand that your abuser was acting out of ignorance and selfishness, the same dynamic that runs all finite beings, including yourself.

To be clear, all my solipsistic awakenings were always permeated by profound Platonic Love. The difficulty of integration usually comes the next day or next week once you're dealing with everyday life. Not in the moment of awakening itself.

Obviously straight/gay is not a binary, there is a spectrum. I am talking about the far extreme of straightness -- which is my bias.

No, generate your own insights. Your head is already filled with enough human shit.

No, you're pushing water uphill.

A biased, partial form of love, yes. Everything is a gradation of Love. This includes fear and bias. But if you weren't afraid of death you would have died long before you became an adult.

Crazy Love has to be there or it ain't right.

Wow! This is amazing! I am stealing this for my blog.

Yeah, of course I get that. But cops also kill white mass shooters every week too. Some of these differences are due to randomness and the fact that quality of cops varies greatly from place to place. It's not like every white mass shooter gets taken alive. A lot of it depends on their willingness to surrender and the precise situation at hand. Honestly, I have no problem with mass shooters getting shot on the spot if it is obvious they are doing the shooting. Like if the dude is wearing body armor and holding a rifle, just shoot him. But it probably wouldn't look humane to do that if he surrenders and lays down. Obviously shooting unarmed black people needs to stop. But I don't think that is done intentionally, that's more of a fear-based subconscious knee-jerk reaction a small minority of cops have.

If I have to explain it, then you ain't attracted to pussy. Attraction is an arbitrary bias. It has zero rational justification. If you were straight you would be madly attracted to pussy for no explicable reason. That's what being straight means. And if you were a goat you would be madly attracted to goats.

Yes! This is a key point. IT and knowing of IT are entangled. As God is knowing itself it is also creating itself because it has to create both the knowing and the thing being known. This is what entanglement really means. Yes Infinity can recognize higher dimensions of infinity/itself. Cause that's what Infinity entails.