Leo Gura

But what if it wasn't? What if life is a hallucination? How could you ever even tell the difference?

There is no way to get it short of enlightenment. This is the heart of enlightenment. Your mind cannot create a "sneak peak" of enlightenment. A genuine nondual experience is necessary. Also, thinking about nothingness will not get you to Nothingness. "Figuring it out" will not work. I tried that for several years and I wasn't even close. You are not going to think your way into enlightenment.

@ChadT I don't think there are many Actualized viewers in Vegas. I gotta go where the people are. They are too lazy to travel. It will be challenging enough to get people to actually show up in LA. It's one thing to show up online, it's another thing to show up in person. People always have last-minute excuses.

It's not from nothing. It IS nothing! Important difference which is lost on the scientists. The universe is as nothing today as it was 14 billion years ago. It's ALWAYS eternally nothing. It can never be anything but nothing. Nothing doesn't become something via time. Time itself is nothing.

@Truth Then you need a fishing pole PON! PON!

@Viking Do you have a problem watching a movie despite knowing it's fiction or CGI? So what's the problem? Enjoy illusion for what it is. Why do you need it to be real? Why must you insist that in order to watch a movie, it has to be footage of actual events that took place in the world? You see how silly that is? The whole point of life is that it is a CREATION! You are creating it from scratch! The possibilities of creation are infinite. So enjoy the creation unfold. God pulled all of creation out of his ass, and in fact, he's doing it every millisecond.

@Maycol There is no need to administer LSD rectally. Lol

Nothingness is not what you imagine it to be. It's the opposite. This word "nothingness" confuses most people.

@DrMobius Do you really need one? It's really not that complicated. I hesitate to post such videos because it will turn off casual observers. The mind loves to judge things it does not understand. I might create a whole course on psychedelics in the future.

@Maycol No , that's not an at-home thing. That requires you go to their lab. Not worth it in my opinion. The real 40 years of Zen is 5-MeO

1g should be fine. Mushrooms are awesome when you do them right. Even 1g will be the coolest experience of your life, if this is your first time doing psychedelics.

I will explain it all at some point. I've discovered some powerful protocols which speed up meditation by like a factor of x100. Most people have never really meditated properly one hour in their life, until the machine shows you what true meditation feels like.

I'm not going to get into that here because it's a very technical subject. The name of the machine is not the issue. The issue is the software and training protocols, which took me a month to research. Unfortunately EEG at-home training is just not accessible for but the most hardcore people. You're looking at at least a $2500 investment plus a month of hardcore research to training yourself how to use it. Wish it could be easier, but it isn't.

@egoless I think shrooms have the highest potentially for hairy trips. Although LSD can also get pretty hairy if you're not careful. For me, 5-MeO is always positive unless I don't do it on an empty stomach. Oddly, small doses tend to produce nausea for me more than larger doses. 22-25mg is the sweet spot. Lower doses can feel wonky without the full breakthrough. But everyone is different. People can definitely get into bad trips with 5-MeO if they don't know what they're getting into. One man's Infinity is another man's hell. I always treat each trip with mild trepidation and great care, like handling a loaded gun. I think as soon as you get cocky, it's like you're asking for a bad trip, and you will get one.

Accept yourself as you are. Surrender to the whatever the actuality is. Forget about evolving (for a while). This is simple advice, but hard to actually do because it will take your mind a lot of beating around the bush before it even starts to admit all the ways you don't accept yourself. "Evolution" is part of the ego's habitual agenda, believe it or not. The counter-intuitive move is to drop it. See my video: How To Love Yourself The deepest evolution comes from acceptance. But it has to be a radical, deep acceptance. A deep surrender. Which isn't something you just do by thinking about it for 5 minutes. You gotta really work at the acceptance.

Thanks for all the offers of help and support. I've got to work on myself a bit more and then we'll try to set up some tour dates hopefully later this year, towards the Fall.

@AlexB It's never as bad as it seems. Even if you slide all the way back, you're really not the same any more. You will move ahead much faster now. Your state will fluctuate a lot. Don't use state as a measure of growth. It's the wisdom and lessons learned that really matter, even if your state is sucky right now.

This is wrong. It's very obvious what God is when once you awaken. You are it. Any supernatural or mystical phenomena will be lesser than awakening. There is a lot supernatural phenomena possible within the field of spirituality, but awakening will beat them all. Don't get distracted with shiny objects.

Pata pata pata PON!

@RawJudah Plenty of householders awoken. Don't create limiting beliefs. Even a householder can plan a few 10-day retreats strategically throughout the year. The real question is, do you want to awaken? If you do, you'll find a way. And doesn't have to mean ditching your family.

That's just cause you guys are taking the wrong substances in the wrong ways. What trippers do not realize is how important the substance is. They trip on the wrong psychedelics in the wrong ways, gets some bad trips, and take that as a message to hang up the phone. When you're tripping the right way, you won't be told to hang up the phone for 100+ trips. There is too much wisdom there to hang up on. The hang up happens because the mind isn't ready to handle it, and went too deep too fast. When I hear someone saying they took 5 trips and got the message to hang up the phone, I laugh. That's like driving 5 miles outside your city and realizing, "Welp, I guess I've seen all the world has offer. Time to head back home." Tripping requires persistence and patience and exploration of many different substances to find the right ones.

I've held off on trying it. Taking my time to get to it. I want to focus on awakening first before I do more exploratory stuff. I will do N,N-DMT and other exotic psychedelics later.

@Prabhaker Osho was negligent. It's amazing how Sheela got out in 29 months on attempted assassination of government officials and bio-terrorism charges. She got off very light.

No, I've probably only scratched the surface of how deep the insanity goes. I don't really care to ever experience it again. Which is why I stay away from mushrooms. McKenna had some mushroom trips that were supposedly so terrifying he never took them again. I'd stick to AL-LAD or 1P-LSD. I think if you play around with mushrooms long enough, they will scare the shit out of you and probably sour your whole attitude towards psychedelics.

@Prabhaker When your followers are placing diseased beavers into a blender to pour into the local water supply to poison an entire city, I'd say something's a bit wrong