Leo Gura

Not right now.

@Raptorsin7 I have many books on my book list which teach that stuff. Read and implement.

You can be the toad milker

Hard to say because that could mean so many things. There's definitely been some permanent evolution, but still more to go. No I'm not really concerned with meeting people's definitions but just exploring my own consciousness deeper and deeper. I've sort of given up on the idea of attaining some permanent end-state. I'm always becoming conscious of more and more stuff, so I'm just following that wherever it leads me. So much it's hard to explain.

I don't have any formal practice right now. I just live life and try to be conscious. But this is not good advice to follow for newbies. Your practice will change depending on where you are in your path. So be careful comparing yourself to others. Find what you need right now.

They were real. Reality IS hallucination. Real and unreal cannot be distinguished.

Nonduality is not a belief. Bad trips on DMT are no different really than good trips. A bad trip is nothing more than the tripper getting scared of his own shadow. If you take too much DMT too fast you will scare yourself, of course.

Deal!

Until you die

You are getting in your own way. Your own ideals of being a good learner is precisely the thing which is tripping you up here. You are not allowing yourself to fully immerse in the flow of learning because you're too busy trying to live up to the image in your mind of being a good learner. This imagine creates all sorts of artificial requirements like memorization and other formalities which you then resist. Try learning in a less structured or rigid way. If you really enjoy learning, just do it. Learn in a joyful way without worrying about how that has to look. Perhaps memorization is not necessary at all. Perhaps finishing every book from cover to cover is not necessary either. Perhaps there are totally new ways to learn which you are not even allowing yourself to explore because you've got some rigid image in your mind of what learning has to look like. For example, maybe real learning might look like taking a vacation to another country and going to a bar for drinks with some new people you met, rather than sitting at home memorizing a book. Perhaps real learning is taking psychedelics in the middle of the jungle. As you go deeper into self-actualization work you have to find ways of doing it which feel organic and natural to you. It can't be like following some check list of mechanical rules. Telling yourself that "I must watch more self-help videos" will create resistance since its such a forced way of doing things. You must learn to listen more to your feelings rather than to your shoulds & rules. Your feeling tell you what you need to do when. But this requires getting attuned to hearing their subtle cues. For example in your case now your feelings are telling you that your method of learn is too artificial and forced, which is why you're frustrated. Imagine if I forced you to have sex every day and if you didn't have sex at the times I wanted you to, in the exact ways I wanted you to, I would give you a strong electric shock. This would quickly take all the joy out of sex. After a few months of this you'd start to hate the idea of sex.

You mean the NASA who faked the moon landing and started the round Earth conspiracy?

In a monastary most of your day is spent cleaning toilets and dishes. So be careful what you wish for

@Gili Trawangan Awesome! You got it But there's more

The democrats HAVE found ground and they have made a ton of serious policy proposals. Trump has no serious policy proposals other than anti-immigrant ones. Don't be making false equivalencies. The democrats have some of the best and most progressive candidates running in the history of the US. What more do you want? George Washington to crawl out of his grave and join the democratic debates? As soon as he learns about Trump he would crawl back into his grave and stay there. If people are stupid enough to vote for Trump a second time, nothing can save us. That ain't the democrats fault.

How do you know? What if it is? What if your body is imaginary? How would you tell the difference if all you've ever experienced your whole life has been imagination? What if the very thing you think is real has always just been something you've been imagining to be real? If you imagine a thing to be real, does that mean it is real? Or is it still imaginary? How would you distinguish between you imagining something to be real vs it actually being real?

It's not a challenge. I have always recommended moderate dosing of psychedelics. Many psyches will struggle to handle breakthrough doses. Don't be so nitpicky.

It's certainly possible that Warren steals his votes. I see a big problem with Warren and Bernie splitting the progressive votes, giving Biden the nomination. But also keep in mind that it's too early right now. Polls don't mean much yet. Bernie will win the election against Trump. But will he even get to face Trump? That's a big IF. Biden and Warren are both stronger than I hoped in the polls. When I endorsed Bernie I didn't even know Biden would run. I was hoping he wouldn't. Biden really has no business running in this election. He's clearly just doing it because he's got nothing better to do.

Step 1) Get the books. Step 2) Just do it. Step 3) Profit.

There's your problem

What are you smoking?

The desire to manipulate reality to suit yourself is the very definition of ego. But also, you are able to bend many rules as you become more conscious. You just have to appreciate that your personal human desires are not what governs the universe. There is a deep intelligence to how everything is arranged, so think twice before imposing your human ideas on how the universe should be. Maybe one day you'll discover that everything is perfect exactly how it is and that nothing needs to be manipulated. Imagine that! What a concept!

You're highly unlikely to start a million dollar startup if it's not something you love. You will quit long before reaching your first million.

I wouldn't call that racist. Politics is tricky and many politicians aren't able to keep their promises for reasons other than racism. Wearing costumes when abroad is fairly typical for leaders. Racism is a pretty serious charge that requires solid evidence.

I don't know of his "racist actions" besides the face paint. By all means share if you have some evidence. I'm much more open to hearing about actual systemic racist policy vs face paint. I prefer to criticize politicians on their terrible policies than personal gaffs. Trump is a bit of an exception because he is so clearly a morally bankrupt devil. But even Trump I have compassion for. He's doing the best he can.

I agree that racism is still a problem. But I don't think it's right to ruin Trudeau's career for make up he wore to a party 15 years ago. I feel the voters of Canada can sort that out. It's been made public so now people can render their verdict at the ballot box. Don't forget there are worse candidates in Canada than Trudeau who might win if he is tarred and feathered out of town. Canadian nationalism seems to be on the rise and a Trump-like Canadian president is not out of the realm of possibility, who would make Trudeau look like an angel.