Leo Gura

@Emerald Very good! Finally! Now wait till you try 5-MeO-DMT. All that was child's play The true Awakening is yet ahead after you integrate and move past all the above. Take time to integrate all that, but don't stop there. Killer first trip. A lot for one trip. Too much really. Gotta baby step it not to freak yourself out. You rejected the enlightenment simply because you were too overwhelmed by it without enough gradual tripping and integration work. You needed a return to the safety of your old life. You'll come around. It takes a lot trips to iron out all the resistances, shadow material, and kinks before you can access full God-consciousness. It cannot be done in one or even 10 trips.

To be even more clear, there is much in Leo that is lacking and could use development. It's a never-ending self-improvement project.

The ability to heal is an independent variable. You can be awake with it or without it.

That's not something I've had success with yet. But also not much practice. My healing has been derailed by ever deeper awakenings which make healing oneself seem like a moot point. Healing is a lower power than Awakening. When you are fully conscious that you are God, nothing needs healing. There is no difference between being healthy or sick at that level of consciousness. The desire to heal is in some sense egotistical. It assumes that something is less than Perfect, which is a delusion. At the same time, I do want to heal. It's practically necessary to keep doing my work. Life sucks when you got a chronic illness.

Yes, 30mg snorted. It was intense. No, not yet. Yes, he says some of the same stuff. But it's a question degree and depth. He's certainly much more awake than most humans. But then there are levels which I don't believe even he has ever accessed given his limited neurochemistry. For example, he talks about past lives, opening chakras, his wife leaving her body, etc. This is all imaginary from my level of realization. I don't get the sense that he is conscious that such things are part of his imagination. No. It's hard for me to relate with that. It's certainly nowhere close to Awakening.

Yes, you're imagining that now. But you're probably not conscious of imagination is. It goes far beyond simply thoughts in your head. It also involves physical objects like cars and trees. Perspectives are one thing. But then there is the present moment which is what's Absolute Truth. It's tricky because there are so many levels to illusion. It's a work of absolute genius. I call God the Perfect Illusion. I realized for the first time that God is real, at which point my heart filled with energy that seemed to explode and shoot out my fingertips like Force lighting, and it terrified the hell out of me. I was filled with God's Absolute Love. I realized that Love is not just a human emotion but something much more fundamental and metaphysical. It took many more awakenings to get a fuller understanding of what God and Love actually are. That was merely by first introduction to those notions. It was so radical and otherworldly that my mind had no frame of reference to understand it. It took me about a year to integrate that one breakthrough.

Yup! Although seconds are also imaginary. You aren't really "creating" it. You've always been it, Eternally! This moment has existed forever. Yes, it's fucking insane. I have had moments of awakening so profound I literally had to go on the toilet and shit because I could not hold myself together. I've had moments where my entire body twisted and vibrated and seemed to flip inside out from the realization that I am God. If you saw a video of it, I would appear completely insane. But at the same time, I could not be more clear about what reality is. God is a flawless madman. Yup! You're it, you clever devil you Yes, that's somewhat the right idea. In fact, imagine there is only ever 1 frame in existence. Imagine that reality is 1 fluid frame. That's it. The end. This one fluid frame can change its shape without ever creating a second frame. Yes, that's sorta what I mean. If there is no time, that means everything is Eternal. It has existed forever. So this one fluid frame exists eternally, with no beginning or end. The beginnings and ends of the frame -- questions like where did it come from? What caused it to be this way? etc. -- are imagined. So if you ask, "Where did the current frame come from?" the mind will invent some causal explanation like, "Well, at one point I came out of my Mom's vagina and then I started using my eyes to see the world." << This is imagined and invented in the present to create an illusion of reality. It's just like how Hollywood invents backstory for its characters. The audience might wonder, "But where did Batman come from?" at which point some writer in Hollywood will just imagine a backstory to make Batman seen more real, like "Batman was born to some rich parents in Gotham city 40 years ago." And the audience is gullible enough to just buy it without ever realizing it's just pure fiction. Batman didn't come from rich parents. Batman was invented by some Hollywood business people to make them money! That's where Batman really came from. Could you imagine if you were watching a Batman movie and someone asked Batman about his origins and Batman replied, "Well, you see, the CEO of Warner Brothers wanted to buy a new yacht so he could bang his mistress without his wife finding out about it, so he greenlit this shitty movie. So here I am." You'd shit your pants. That's not what you wanted to here. It's too true!

@nowimhere Good work, but your dose is still too low for the kind of breakthroughs required. Gradually, gradually, see how high you can go without whiting out. White out is no good. You should have some decent headroom before white out. For me, 30mg is getting to max territory. 15mg is a normal breakthrough. 25mg is a heavy as fuck breakthrough. Plugging.

What does it matter what I say? What's true in your experience? << That's what matters I could tell you that I am a spotted giraffe. And what will this do for you?

That's easy. What's changing is Consciousness. Consciousness is that which imagines the present into its current shape. Consciousness is like a gaseous cloud that has infinite shape-shifting ability. This shape-shifting "cloud" is the very substance of everything. Yet it has no inherent substance of its own. It is literally pure imagination made manifest as brick walls, cars, trees, bodies, etc. Imagine a cloud in the sky which can change its shape to become a brick wall, a car, a tree, a body, a memory of your parents, etc. That's what the room you're current sitting in is. It's just hard for you to notice it because the room feels very concrete and rock solid. The cloud is like frozen for you right now. So you can't see it's cloud-like fluid nature. Because it is a fluid acting as a solid. The solidity is just an act which can easily be dissolved with psychedelics or some other practices. Since there is always only the present moment, in this moment you can either be in a state of God consciousness or not. If you are in a state of God consciousness, that's it. It doesn't matter how long it lasts. It could last 1 minute or a lifetime. The difference isn't important from the absolute POV -- since in fact all states are Absolute. But if you fall out of God consciousness back into a state of sleep and delusion, it will matter to you in the relative human sense in that you will have a memory of how good God consciousness feels and you will want to return to it but may not be able to, thus creating suffering. That's a tricky question to answer. Yes, there is, but then also there are even fuller ones. I assume at some point one becomes so conscious Earthly material reality would just disappear forever (AKA physical death). I can only speak to God realization while still remaining within Earthly reality because that's where I wish to remain for now and I could not communicate with you otherwise. That's also a tricky question to answer. I don't have a full solution to that yet. Still working on it. But the assumption that psyches don't create permanent changes is false. Maybe you can't fully live from that peak, but they still create changes in you which will last for a lifetime. It's just a question of how much change are you looking for? If you want to be in peak God consciousness 24/7, I'm not sure yet if that's possible. Seems doubtful. Enlightened masters are not always peaking. But you should be able to inch closer and closer.

There is no lesser or greater.

Yes, a serious set of videos is coming. Hang in till then. It takes a time to explain it all.

When all is Consciousness, how else could it be? It's far more radical than that. Since all difference is absolutely relative, there is no difference whatsoever between start and end, therefore it never started. You are imagining right now that it started at some point, and thereby you create the illusion of it having started. This illusion of a start is indistinguishable from reality, so it seems as though it started. But it never did. Everything always starts and ends right now! Your parents start and end right now! They were never real! They didn't give birth to you. You are concocting that story on the fly RIGHT NOW for the first time! This is its start and its end. It's absolutely crucial to become conscious that there is no difference between start and end within consciousness. Oneness cannot have a beginning or an end. There was never just void. That void is something you imagine existed in the past to explain the present. But past is something you're imagining right now for the very first time! Even the idea that you've imagined the past before is wrong, because that assumes a past! You've never imagined the past before. You are imagining right now for the first time that you've imagined the past in the past many times before, thereby creating "memory". Memory is nothing but imagination in the present. Everything you think you remember is actually you imagining for the first time in the present without realizing that you're doing so. Ta-da! It sure is a mindfuck, eh? This is all shallow stuff. There is a much deeper level. Do not stop at no-self. You are still not conscious that you are God.

According to Leo, Leo is everyone. And all is Perfect.

Superficially, yes. But there is a deeper level. You are lacking God-consciousness.

This is false. Those people are imaginary. There is nothing whatsoever outside your present moment. You are just still in denial about that. If you look very precisely and carefully you will notice that all other people have been your imagination 100% of the time. Even to deny what I'm saying you must imagine a Leo! Notice that you are talking to yourself, not Leo. Awakening is a radical thing. Keep deconstructing your reality.

You're really hung up on that, eh? You have a long way to go till true Awakening. You're still stuck at the level of mind. The value is infinite.

Up to you. It's okay to struggle with it in the meantime. Might take years to reach 100% consciousness. Baby steps. You don't have to wait to write stuff. Just understand that your writing might be incomplete or wrong. I've realized there is no such thing as reincarnation, past lives, current lives, or karma. All are imaginary. There is only the Absolute Now. Whatever is happening in your experience right now is all that has ever existed and all that will ever exist. You are God. And there is nothing outside you. Everything else is imaginary backstory you invented. You even imagine Leo

Not even close, friend. Not even 1%. But you're asking good questions which lead in the right direction. Keep at it.

Yes and no. You are God and Love right now, and always, but you are not remotely conscious of that. It's the consciousness of it that matters. If you aren't conscious of it, you aren't Awake and it is not true for you. An idea that you are God & Love is not the same as awareness of yourself as God and Love. Just as an idea of being a millionaire is not the same as sleeping on a pile of cash. This requires a change in your state. All states are God, but not all states are aware that they are God. That's the key difference. You need to be in a state where you are aware of it, not merely thinking about it.

It's more than just a realization or an insight, it is a live change in one's state of consciousness. When it is your live state, the issue of letting go of it becomes inapplicable. You are it. Or you are not. Holding it intellectually can become a problem, yes. If that's what you mean.

When you realize that death = Love, that will be it. To realize this you must actually experience death. (Without physically harming the body.) Don't worry, it's impossible to miss it. But you can fool yourself into thinking you've gone all the way.

The notion of "permanence" requires deconstruction because it is dualistic. What is the difference between permanent and temporary if all is one? At the moment of full God-realization, there is no such difference. But of course you're not likely to stay in that God-consciousness for long. You will fall out of it over and over again. But even so, at least you'll have a memory of what Absolute Love is. Which is a great thing to have. It can serve as your compass in life.

Even someone with a heart awakening still has only a tiny sense of what Love truly means. There cannot be an understanding of Love without full God realization. Because God is Love. But you do not understand what God is, so you do not really understand what Love is. The only one who can understand what Love is, is God. So you must become God. Which simply means you must Awaken. Really, really, deeply Awaken. Profoundly Awaken. You must Awaken deeper than the Buddha. And how do you do that?

This is highly advanced work for serious people. If you can't stomach it, find some newbie self-help teachings. This works assumes you are mentally stable and grounded. My teachings are not suitable for people struggling to make it through their day. And watch your disrespectful and accusatory tone. If the idea of solipsism triggers you, you got a lot of work to do.