Leo Gura

Of course. Compassion goes to everyone involved. That doesn't excuse the cop from facing a jury trial by his peers. And I have compassion for the protestors. I understand why they are protesting and why they are upset. Of course systemic racism is tied in with all this. It's not an excuse, it's just the nature of the beast.

The two are related. When you deal with assholes and criminals all day long for years on end, yeah, you can become callous and abusive.

@OBEler You are bullshitting around. There is no such thing as "testing 5-MeO a little" or wanting some energy from it. You must go all-in. It's like you're trying to have sex, but just the tip. Stop playing games with this life-changing thing. Either do it, or don't. This half-assing of it is not the way. You want the glory but none of the sacrifice. You are not going to weasel your way through 5-MeO.

It was definitely excessive and it should go to trail. But also don't overlook how difficult policing is.

This trying to control the ego is itself ego. You don't have an ego, you ARE ego. The thing that thinks it's in control, the thing that's trying to control -- is the very kernel of ego -- the very thing which is unreal.

@TrynaBeTurquoise Keep it up and you will be kicked out of here.

Nice false equivalency. That won't fly here.

Yes, but only if you are open to it. The problem is that your mind is closed to God/Love/Truth. Life IS the process by which God makes everyone enlightened, selfless, and constantly radiating love forever. But the ego whines and bitches about it. Everyone can't be enlightened, selfless, and constantly radiating love unless they surrender their egos. Which no one wants to do. So you are blaming God for your own selfishness and fear. The only reason you don't constantly radiate love is because you're too scared and selfish to do it. And God cannot force you to be selfless, as that would be selfish of God. God is not holding you back. You are standing in your own way.

I would try dissolving the blotter in a few drops of vinegar and water, then plugging it. This should give better absorption. Plugged 4-AcO-DMT is extremely potent. Watch out. It will blindside you. Some chemicals become more potent by plugging them.

@Username You interest the blotter tab in your butt or you dissolve it in water and inject?

It's not just gigantic, it's Infinite.

There are healthy and unhealthy ways. Depends on how you do it. If you take 10g of mushrooms, yeah, it will be traumatizing. It's hard to know where the line is until you cross it. After 30 days of 5-MeO-DMT, I crossed that line and had to back off. But that took 30 days of epic tripping to cross it. And everyone's different, so no one can tell you where your line is. Facing fear is a requirement of Love.

Omniscience isn't what people imagine it is. Omniscience isn't about knowing your mom's thoughts, it's about realizing that your mom is your thought and her thoughts are just more of your own thoughts about your own thoughts.

You girls are predictable creatures It's nothing personal. It's just your survival agenda. All fear stems from it.

Meditation alone isn't gonna be enough. You'll want to dig into the fear to notice what at rock bottom this fear says about you, your life, and your identity. Clearly this fear is serving your survival agenda in a deep way. It probably has to do with fears around never finding a guy to settle down with, being left for another girl, dying alone, being unlovable, etc. All of that is grist for the mill of this work. Dig around and see what you're avoiding looking at. See what you're attached to. Fears hide truths we don't want to face.

All those fears you're going to have to work through and face. That's YEARS of tripping and integration work right there. Buckle in, it's gonna be one hell of a ride. Too much? You haven't even begun yet.

I was resisting the realization that my mother and brother's suffering is just my imagination. It isn't real. It's part of the dream that keeps me attached to the dream. There is no me from your POV. I am just an idea which keeps you attached to your dream. You invented me so that you could feel real.

Those emotional reactions and judgments are the clue which tells you that your mind is resisting some truth. If you properly integrate Blue you will no longer be emotionally triggered by it and you will stop judging it. You clearly have some Blue shadow that requires integration for you to reach the next level of your evolution. It's not a marketing strategy. The course was designed to deal with that precise issue.

Pakman and Seder are the most mature and wise. Many of the others are reactionaries with an axe to grind. Seder probably has the most wisdom and technical knowledge of how government works, which is highly important. He actually bothers to interview academics and researchers who are not simply political players. But even Seder lacks the deeper perceptive of Tier 2 which is necessary to understand why people are trapped in various political factions. Relativity is lost on all these people. There's no understanding that they are acting out agendas of the ego-mind.

You imagine other people, so of course you are still here imagining them gone. You take yourself for granted. When you die, the entire universe will die with you. Like a dream.

Keep your hair well-groomed. Look SHARP. This is also very much a cultural thing. It depends where you're trying to attract girls. Girls in the US have certain cultural expectations. If you go in the club smelling like curry, well, good luck.

You are getting trapped in ideology. And watch your tone.

Krystal and Saagar are starting to lose their minds to populism. They have become a broken record and they ware brainwashing their listeners with that ideology. So watch out who you follow on YT. People are brainwashing you with good intentions because they do not know how to look at reality in a deeper way. All these stage Green channels are not as wise as they think they are, and they are definitely brainwashing you along with themselves.

If you are not ready to trip, do not trip. That's my rule. It has to feel "right". It's a bit like launching a rocket. You make a plan to launch tomorrow, but that doesn't mean you will launch if something looks off on launch day. You abort and wait for another good day. And if you have to abort several days in a row, that tells you that you maybe shouldn't trip this month -- that you have more integration work to do.