Leo Gura

The only one that's real is the one about my foot-long cock

@Emerald With love, you're playing games. I understand why you do it, but it can't fly here.

I can report that sublingual 5-MeO-DMT does not work at all

I know how much you guys love to concoct fantasies about me.

It's not about pestering her to do more drugs. It's about helping her to keep an open mind about future experiences. A lot of people fall into the trap of dipping their toe in the ocean and thinking "That's it, I don't need to explore the ocean any more. I understand ocean now." Which is a shame. It's a self-deception. That Alan Watts quotes is so misused. Alan Watts was not Awake.

You're not going to acheive emotional mastery without some degree of awakening. Emotional mastery is probably the hardest thing to achieve.

That's just difference in color grading of video files, cameras, and lighting. My eyes have always been green. No change.

Texts have been written about how to develop siddhis. It usually involves training concentration and visualization abilities massively. Imagine focusing so hard on a mental image of a rock that you can manifest a rock. That's some serious fucking concentration skill. Not for the faint of heart to accomplish.

Yes, I know that feeling. I know this feeling too. Maybe after the virus passes.

The difference is, you are God. This part requires serious awakening to see. What is God? You are not conscious of that at all. Ask yourself this simple question: have you ever seen the back side of an object, ever? Well, there you go. The answer is so obvious it was right under your nose the whole time. Stop asusming stuff which isn't literally here.

I don't believe it. It simply is the case. Literally. You are here. Nothing more. The end. What you see is precisely what there is. Of course. It's not hard to understand. It's just so radical you don't want it to be true. You probably don't like the idea of being all alone, forever. Which is why you imagine me! Ta-da! Clever devil.

It's very simple. The only thing that exists in the universe is what's in your experience this second. The end. You have absolute access to the whole of Creation at all times. But the trick is, the whole of Creation is nothing other than what you see now. No object has a backside. If you can't see it, it does not exist. Very similar to how a video game is rendered. There is nothing more but the rendered POV. That means you image the moon, the stars, the Earth, trees, clouds, your parents, your first day at school, your car, your pet dog who died, that time you went to the dentist, your last meal, that time you had sex, etc. You are imagining all those things right now in order to create the illusion of reality. Because that's all you are: infinite consciousness.

More cuteness covering up truth. God knocked on your door and you shut it in his face. God keeps knocking, but you turn up the music.

Not from my level of consciousness. I am conscious that there is only me, and nothing else, with no future and no past. Teaching you is completely an illusion. But, hey, the game must go on.

Hehe, cute. How about you surrender to 100 trips of 5-MeO-DMT?

@charles1 Honestly, your greatest risk is not buying it You would lose YEARS of your life on inferior knowledge. But you are right, from your POV there's no way you can know if what I'm saying is true. Such is life. Maybe everything I say is wrong. So what are you gonna do about it?

Yes. It usually takes 100s of hours of such awareness for those qualities to start to appear. The monkey mind disturbs the awareness with agitation and craving. Like rain drops on a still pond. Pacifying the monkey mind usually takes 100s or even 1000s of hours of meditation or other kinds of inner work. Pacifying the monkey mind is actually harder than Awakening itself.

That's exactly right. Self and other are defined relative to each other. So a person who has never seen outside the self cannot really understand what other is. To erase other is also to erase one's self. Which puts you face to face with death. The mind cannot intellectually go there.

These are still stories and games. Your psychedelic journey has only begun. Don't quit so soon. You do not yet understand God or Awakening. So don't make any firm decisions about not doing stuff. You have only dipped your toe in the ocean. The terror of it will go away. It took me 1 year to overcome the terror of my first big 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough and to go back for seconds. It was all games and fear. These days when I trip there is no more terror. Only awe, magic, and Love. But it took close to 100 trips to reach this point. I promise you it's worth it. Just go slowly.

The very notion of a self or an other is imaginary. People assume that self and other are like fixed quantities in the universe. They are not. Self and other only exist if they are imagined to exist. Think of it this way. Before a painter paints a painting of other people, there is no self or other on the canvas. Other has to be painted to exist. Self has to be painted to exist. Otherwise it's just a single canvas. You are not the painted self, you are the whole canvas. There isn't. I'm just playing games with myself because there's nothing better to do. Life would be boring if I didn't buy into any illusions at all. It's like playing a flight simulator. You know crashing the virtual plane makes no difference at all. Yet you still try to fly carefully, avoiding virtual trees and stuff.

If that's true, 5-MeO-DMT will rock your world. You ain't ever gonna access what 5-MeO-DMT can show you via cannabis and tobacco. Not even close. But I'm not denying your cannabis/tobacco realizations. They are in the right direction.

@charles1 Lol, dude, you're WAY overthinking it. The books will blow your mind and change your life and you will never look back. Don't be so paralyzed by avoiding bias that you are unable to take a decisive step. Risking $35 is like the lowest risk in the world. Reading books is not an epistemological submission to anything. I've read many books which were flat out false. And many of the books in my booklis are flat out false on many metaphysical issues. But that doesn't matter. It's all part of the process. You can read a book on witchcraft, disagree with it, and still come out wiser and better for having read it. You don't need to verify a book's truth before reading it. That's backwards. First you read it, then you can assess how true you think it is. You cannot find truth unless you're willing to explore dead ends. Because you can't know ahead of time what is and what isn't a dead end. So a serious truth-seeker must have a high tolerance for risk. You gotta try stuff and fail more and faster than everyone else. Read 200 books, and if they all turn out to be false, great! Now you know which books to avoid as you move on to read the next 200. << That's how you master life. Not through perfectionism and fear of making a mistake. I've read so many bullshit books in retrospect. They were all part of my journey to truth. There was no way I could know they were bullshit until after having read them and many years had passed.

It's possible in theory, if the dose is overly high. But a 1g dose of mushrooms or 125ug of LSD is not going to give anyone a psychotic break unless maybe they were already psychotic to begin with. You have understand that the few people who have psychotic breaks and so forth are already damaged to begin with. The psychedelic isn't what causes it. A lot of damaged people do psychedelics because there's such a huge stigma around it that "normies" are too chicken to try it. A normal person is not going to ever have a psychotic break from 1 or 2 grams of mushrooms. You have higher odds of having a serious reaction to Aspirin or penicillin. The doctor gave me penicillin last year and I had a horrible allergic reaction to it. Yet penicillin is prescribed every day without anyone even thinking twice about it. I agree with that. That is a great shame. But that's easily avoided with low doses.

Why would a psychedelic do damage? What does "damage" even mean here? DMT is not gonna "damage" you at moderate doses. It will fuck with your mind, but that's not damage.

I don't know if that's necessary. Maybe some day. But 5-Meo-DMT is far superior to that for our work of Awakening. 30g of mushrooms will throw you into a twisted nest of crazy dream-like consciousness and you'll hardly remember a thing when you return. Mushrooms are very chaotic and twisted. Not good for reaching clarity. All I know is, healing = Truth & Love. I haven't just seen God. I am God. I can't really explain it to you, but my highest awakening has shown me that he is not awake. But you're welcome to question that. Maybe I'm wrong. If he has secret teachings then I can't speak to that. I can only speak to his public teachings. Why would you stop shy of something deeper if something deeper is possible? Why wouldn't you want the deepest consciousness?