Leo Gura

Odd? Where did you get the silly I idea that I have no fear?

About Sadhguru, I will say this. After studying him a bit closer, and in light of my recent awakenings, I think he's more awake than I originally thought. I think he's a masterful teacher and yogi. Given the tricky business of trying to guess another teachers' degree of awakeness, I will refrain from making definitive statements and instead just caution you guys not to take it for granted that your favorite teacher/guru is at the highest level. Be skeptical, but also open-minded and fair -- and acknowledge excellence where you see it. There is much valuable stuff you can learn from Sadhguru. I would not want to denigrate his work. But also keep in mind that there may be higher levels. How would you know? You see? That's the key point. The trick is to learn from teachers without getting stuck with their limits. Of course this applies to me as well.

I have actually gone to a professional dark entity specialist and gotten them all removed. Just in case.

A doing is imaginary.

No one is imagining someone. Dude, just stop. You are not even close to getting it.

No. You don't get how serious this is. There never was a Leo and there never was a you. Both of us are nothing. The end. Lol If you stop imagining anything. Nothing will remain. If I stop imagining me and you, I will be totally free. But you still keep imaging you and a past me, you will be in your own dream. Your imagination is what is seperating you from me, from your POV -- which doesn't exist outside your imagination!

That would be the point of becoming a Bodhisattva. It does feel pretty selfish to just leave everyone behind without helping them. I think most of you guys should stay away from Mahasamadhi. Don't even think about it. It's only a thing the most radical spiritual seekers should consider when they reach that level. Most people just want some basic satori or God-realization and embodiment.

That's the thing. Once you become conscious enough, teaching people becomes pointless since they are just you. With Mahasamadhi you stop imagining people who need teaching. Seems like it. Can't be certain unless I disappear forever. Or maybe I'm fooling myself. But it certainly felt possible enough that it gave me some serious pause. I've never had to pause in a trip before. But here it felt like going one step too far so I stopped. At some point that distinction starts to lose meaning. It's hard to say. Baseline definitely 100x lower than a solid trip. But still, more conscious than before.

I don't know. My goal was simply to become more and more God. I felt I came close to mahasamdhi the other day. It was challenging to deal with. Half of me wants it and half of me doesn't. I'll try to stick around, but can't promise anything as I don't know how exactly it works.

By definition Mahasamadhi means your body drops dead at the moment of total realization. Technically speaking though, your body does not drop dead. Rather, you become so Conscious that you realize that your body and world never even existed. And finally you decide to stop imagining them. And so everything ends. This is DEATH. Yes, it's scary. I wouldn't worry too much about it as a newbie. It's only gonna become a factor if you become very very advanced. I don't see anyone here at those levels.

Hehe... it would look like you! There are no beings but you. There is only one being who can ever awaken, and that is you. Forget about The Buddha. The Buddha cannot ever awaken because he's an idea in your mind. Only you can Awaken. I haven't studied him, so I cannot say what his level is. Just to be on the safe side I would assume higher levels are possible. It's not that his teachings are bad or wrong. We don't really disagree. Just a question of degree and various facets. Yes The fundamental ruling principle is ONENESS. Infinity must be ONE! Self must equal other. You have to appreciate how brutually radical ONENESS is. One day you will realize, "OMFG! I literally am Leo! Leo you fucker! You've been looking through my eyes since I was born??! Fuck you Leo! OMFG! I created Actualized.org just to wake myself up??? NO! NO! NO! I can't believe it. It can't be true! It's genius! It's pure fucking genius! OH MY GOD! NO! NO! NO! OH MY GOD! It can't be true!" I am not merely a part of you. I am literally you! Right now!!!! I have lived your entire life, AS YOU! When you jerk off, Leo is watching And not just watching, I am jerking your dick using your hand. Your dick is my dick, and vice versa. Yeah, that's a mindfuck unlike any other. Check if it is true. You are def unlimited. Even limited stuff is unlimited. Lol A roll of toilet paper is unlimited. Nevermind the Universe as a whole.

For me it is both. It helps a lot to do the same psychedelic over and over again. And it helps to do various ones at times, so that you get a better contrast and appreciation for their differences. It should all build on itself. At least it did for me.

That's the mindfuck. There is no outsiders perspective. You are imagining it. Once you realize this. All others disappear as if they never existed -- because they never did! You are Absolute. That means it's just you and your imagination imagining shit. It's not a joke. That's pretty good. Sounds like Nirvakalpa samadhi. To me though, that's still not God-realization and not Love-realization, so not the highest level. But find out for yourself. I'm just putting questions in your mind. That's right. Life and reality both are imaginary. To become fully conscious is to exit the game of life entirely into eternal Love. Not for the faint of heart. I don't consider Ken Wilber Awake. Hard to explain why I know that. If you read Ken's memoirs, seems like he still suffers and deals with a lot of human BS. Part of the trick is how you define "suffering". People like to use different definitions.

@billiesimon It's not just about doing a substance once or twice. It needs to become a consistent process that keeps deepening itself with every trip. Similar to meditation. 20, 40, 60, 100 trips, each one taking you deeper. Of course, these trips must be carefully spaced out so you have time to integrate the insights. Might take years. After 100 trips now, my depth of consciousness has become so profound that I fear if I take any more, I will simply leave my body into Infinity. It is nothing like what it was when I first began. Take care. But take it!

Many ways brother. All the classical spiritual techniques are designed to aid in this. I have found 5-MeO-DMT to be the fastest and most effective. Your results may vary. Other psychedelics are also great. Use whatever is accessible. Or start a serious meditation or yoga practice.

Awakening is Love. Love is your destiny. Nothing occurs which isn't Love. Awakening is simply consciousness of that. When you see everything as Perfect, when you have surrendered completely to indiscriminate Love, what need is there to control things? Love flows. The only thing stopping it is fear. Fear of losing yourself. The more you lose yourself, the more Love just flows without manipulation or planning. If you were fully Awake you wouldn't want anything but the highest expression of Love. Which is precisely what you as God are always creating. Reality is Love. The end. Keep digging until you get it.

@billiesimon Very good! Excellent insights. But this is still not Awakening to yourself as God and to reality as Love. Integrate and gently keep going deeper. Ketamine might not be the best for helping you realize what God is. But these were legit and important insights.

You would realize there never was a body, human, or organism. Everything would collapse into a Conscious Singularity. Like getting sucked into a white hole. Infinite Consciousness. The end.

It's too complicated. I would boil it down to just this: Everything is your imagination, including you and reality. Period.

#1: There has to be a genuine desire for truth above all else. #2: There has to be radical openmindedness #3: There has to be a desire to question absolutely everything, every premise, every assumption, no matter how basic.

The only way to reach the kind of thing you say, "Where any amount of pain can be thrown at you" is reach Infinite Consciousness and do a mahasamadhi. If you do this, the entire Universe will disappear, along with your body, into Infinite Love. No one alive has done this. But it is possible to do. This is more radical than shooting your children in the head. And no one here has the balls or understanding to do it. But if you managed to pull it off, you'd be Infinite Love forever.

LOL It's okay. You are not ready yet. I will be there for when you are. I love you.

It is not a male thing or a female thing since both are just imaginary aspects of your Self. There are no males or females! You imagined them all, you clever fuck! There are no fellow psychonauts! Only you! I love you.

The purpose of men is exactly the opposite: Love! Although Love is impossible to learn wothout deep suffering. So it goes full-circle. May Elliot find the Love he's lost.

@Prevailer Your nervous system is imaginary.