Leo Gura

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No idea You can try a tiny bit (5-10mg) and see how it feels for you. Generally speaking plugging does not cause any irritation of the bowels. But who knows with your condition. Vaping might be better for you.

What is non-experience??

That's the problem. You want God explained on your level and that will never work. You must surrender yourself and rise to God's level. Awakening is not relative. That's the whole point. This leads to all sorts of paradoxes when you try to think of it in a relative fashion. You can't think of God or awakening in the same way you think about other things. It is a different kind of beast. Your questions assume a difference between you, others, and the universe. All of this will collapse into Unity, your jaw will drop, a giant grin will grow on your face, and all relative questions will fly out the window. God!

Consciousness is simultaneously imagining nothing and everything. It's an endless cycle. Like a fountain of imagination. It has no end or beginning. So it cannot stop. "Stopping" is a dualistic notion.

If you become conscious enough you will realize God is a tautology and reality cannot be anything other than what it is. It is already optimized for Love so there's nothing you need to do but surrender to that, rather than trying to manipulate it to suit your ego.

Whatever is happening is being imagined. If imagination stops then it's like turning off the TV. Then consciousness is at rest as Nothingness.

Yes, but we have to grab a handle on reality somehow to speak about it. Of course I'm speaking of the past, and of causation, and of genetics as relative things.

There are many factors. Infinite factors. Who you are right now is dependent on an infinite chains of causes which stretch back to the beginning of the universe and beyond. Simple genetics certainly plays a role. To awaken you had to be born a human and not a kangaroo. That's genetics. And every human has unique genetics. Some humans can add up giant numbers in their mind instantly, faster than a calculator. Why? They have unique wiring for that.

Unconditional love is impossible for a finite being with any sense of self. But with that said, you can still love a lot more than you presently do. So don't throw in the towel just because human love can't be perfect.

I don't have much of it.

But seriously. Reality is only one thing. LOVE You will not find a higher realization.

Consider the possibility that perhaps the highest expression of Love never mentions it by name at all. Imagine a Love so selfless that it doesn't even name itself.

Both. I think he was born exceptionally advanced and talented. And then on top of that he practiced obsessively for over 10,000 hours. World-class masters usually are a combination of both. They have extraordinary natural talent, the perfect genetics for the task at hand, and then obsessive practice for decades. It takes all these things to line up to become world-class in a thing. Everything has to be aligned perfectly.

Keep trying

@The observer Stop assuming that everyone is wired the same. There is enormous range in how people's brains/minds are wired. Highly spiritual people have special wiring. This is absolutely the case. They are not like normies. A normie can meditate for 20 years and get nowhere. A spiritually talented person can meditate for one weekend and have an awakening. That's the harsh reality no spiritual teacher will tell you.

I don't know. I don't think he's missing it. I think he's playing coy. He is a sly fox. He's also not the most emotionally expressive person. He's somewhat autistic from what I heard. His style is more cold and Zen. So you don't get overt love feelings from him. But he is a very loving man in his own way. It's a masculine sort of love. Not sappy or sugary.

@Skin-encapsulatedego Ralston has super-human concentration abilities so I think he takes for granted that you do too. He sometimes talks about concentration so hard you can burn a hole through a log. That's what it takes to break through sober.

@r0ckyreed Research books on channeling. Tons have been written.

No. If anything, deepen your relationships and bond more. But also do consciousness work, and fold it into your relationship. Spirituality deepens relationships.

That should be good enough. Look, in the end, you're not gonna prepare yourself for 5-MeO-DMT. It will be A LOT for anyone.

Enjoy!

I have seriously considered it. But Iceland is a pain to fly to from the US.

Love it! Someone needs to create a Waldo meme where Waldo is sitting holding one of his books looking for himself in the book

That's not true.