Leo Gura

To be honest, Martin lacks a lot of mastery and embodiment work. Psychedelics can only get you so far. He still has a lot of attachments. There is a big gulf between woke people and deeply masterful woke people who have a deep embodiment & purification.

You need a vision and a purpose. See Life Purpose Course

Knocking the status quo simply out of a populist desire to do so, without proper nuance or understanding of why the status quo exists, is a dangerous thing. There is criticizing of the status quo from above and from below. Most of these conspiracy theories are going in the wrong direction and they will not produce an evolution to the next stage but rather a devolution. The status quo is better than ignorant populist conspiracy theories. Be very careful with the populist sentiments which are growing popular on YT and other social media platforms. It is turning into mindless mob mentality which breeds falsehood and devilry. It's not just enough to be suspicious of those in power, you must build on their achievements and offer something even more intelligent -- not just bash them. What's starting to happen now is the masses are acting out of fear, suspicion, and insecurity, which will lead to evil. This is antithetical to consciousness. It's all too easy to rail against those in power from behind your computer when actually you have no capacity to lead people and achieve positive results in the real world.

An endless passion for understanding.

No chat groups. This forum is the chat, which must remain moderated to avoid devilry.

Stop spreading conspiracy theories. It didn't get censored. It got taken down for copyright violation. If your edgy political documentary uses copyrighted video clips, yeah, it will get "censored". Welcome to DMCA copyright law. He can always remove the copyrighted material and re-upload the clip. Of all the crazy shit I've said, YT has never censored me. They don't care. But copyright violation is a very serious for them.

The paradox is that each trip is both significant and insignificant.

Good, but this is all just the tip of the iceberg. Keep tripping deeper.

Normies love to mythologize and idealize awakened gurus, treating them as saints. It's actually a clever defense mechanism of the ego-mind. The ego-mind reasons like this: "If awakening doesn't make a person perfect and good, then it's not real and not worth working towards." By putting the guru on a pedestal the normie/student doesn't have to take responsibility for the hard work that must go into perfecting one's life. The normie/student wants awakening to be an instant cure-all to all of life's problems. This is of course a fantasy.

Well, then, I suggest you keep pursuing that passion and see where it leads you. Do some small projects and see how you feel about the work. And contemplate more deeply what you want in the big picture with AI. Research what possibilities exist within AI that excite you. At this early stage you will be a generalist, and that's okay because you have no reason/purpose for specializing yet.

That's a big problem. Go study stage Blue in more detail. There are many healthy and important aspects to it. That's your problem right there.

Generally speaking I am more conscious and less seeking. But it's subtle.

Your mistake is conflating truth realization with changes or improvements in one's behavior. These are independent things. Even awakened people can have addictions, "bad" behavior, and other stuff. That's called being human. Realizing what is true will not automatically make you a saint. Survival is still a powerful force that remains post-awakening.

There's no other game in town. What's the point of being mediocre?

Sweet! Lots of good insights there. How do you integrate? You are already in the middle of it. Spend more time contemplating what this means for your life. Integration does not mean you will be in the LSD state all the time. Integration is a subtle process. Be happy with a little of wisdom retained from each trip. It's like a 1% to 5% boost to your growth. Over years those 1% boosts add up to something big. But no one trip is too significant.

No, I'm saying you should do the inner work to get as clear as you can. But also, don't wait for perfection. You don't want to get stuck in paralysis by analysis. Part of your clarification will be in taking action. Have you taken my LP Course? If not, that would really help you here.

He's just trolling. Banned. Be here to learn, not to spread your ignorance.

It's about actualizing your potential. A human being isn't born complete. A human being must work on herself to become great and God-like. This has nothing to do with not accepting yourself. Greatness requires effort. Even accepting yourself requires effort. You only have two options in life: to be mediocre and shitty, or great. If you don't make the effort to be great, you will be shitty by default. Devilry is the default position for humans. Unbecoming a devil takes a lifetime of work.

How about helping raise an adopted child to be a healthy and loved adult? That's not paramount? You want that child to become a mass shooter? Notice how utterly selfish your position is. The reason you feel it's important to have kids is because it's all wrapped up with your ego. Self-bias 101, survival 101. You are just acting out a survival script like an animal.

Then again, it's just a divorce. Happens to people all the time. There's no need to make a giant narrative out of it. People grow apart from each other frequently. It's okay. You move on and meet new people and keep growing. 50 years old is still very young. Ralston just got newly married and he's almost 70! Martin will find a new girl.

@Huz What is your point in entering AI? What do you want to accomplish in this field?

First of all, yeah, nonduality tends to upend one's plans and one's life. That's the point. But also.... You fundamentally misunderstand how nonduality connects with psychology. Psychological problems are not fake. They are real and people suffer enormously from them. 99% of people are not ready for awakening or nonduality. Most people need years of remedial psychological work in order to bring them up to a functional level where nonduality might become a possibility for them. People need to be gradually guided up to nonduality. You can serve this important function. Also, psychological problems and nonduality are not mutually exclusive. I know enlightened people who might still go and see a therapist. Enlightenment does not eliminate all of one's psychological problems. Much growth and work remains post-enlightenment. You are cheating yourself if you aren't empathetic towards people's psychological difficulties. Because that's Love. Also, empathy for people's "problems" is an important part of enlightenment as it opens you up to Love. There is nothing fake about helping people at whatever level they are at. There is a huge opportunity to combine nonduality & psychotherapy. Most therapists lack a deep existential foundation, which awakening would give you. You could become an extremely effective therapist, guiding people from the psychological into the mystical. Or you could focus your practice to cater to clients who are pursuing spirituality/nonduality. Making you an exceptional guru with a deep understanding of psychological issues that hold people back from awakening. For most people the biggest obstacle to awakening is sorting through all of their psychological baggage, fear, insecurity, anger, and trauma. And more broadly speaking, the field of psychotherapy needs to be extended and integrated with nonduality for truly effective treatment. You can be a leader in this emerging trend. Stop pitting life purpose against awakening. If anything, awakening should deepen your commitment to a life purpose. Just upgrade your LP. Make it big enough to align with awakening.

You're going to burn all of your money on a PC to play Cyberpunk??? This is your "crossroad"??? Lol Good luck with life.

There's literally no need to pass anything down because you already are the entire Universe. Your fantasy of "passing stuff down" is just that -- pure fantasy. You might as well have broken up with her because she couldn't shit out a unicorn. If you want a kid with her, go adopt one. My video on Reproduction addresses this very point.

Smoke some DMT.