Leo Gura

One thing you should get in the habit of doing is seeding the next date towards the end of your first date, and gauging her receptiveness/enthusiasm. You gotta develop some subtle ways of checking in with her to see how much she's digging you.

I am you

None of my trips are relative though. They are all Absolute. There are no higher beings in my trips. I am the only being.

My realizations are so cool as it is that there's nothing ordinary about them. They are amazing beyond any description. The problem I have is that I'm so sensitive to psychedelics that I would need to take a very high dose leave my room behind, and that dose would put me into a suicidal dangerous high level of consciousness. So I cannot do such high doses where my whole visual field morphs into something else. Normies can do that because they aren't so sensitive nor conscious to begin with. So for me the visual aspects of psychedelics remain minimal whereas for normies it is higher. There is a difference between pure consciousness/understanding vs wacky morphing visuals. If your understanding is low you can handle much higher wacky morphing visuals by taking a large dose. But for me every dose has crazy high headspace.

It will work with 4-HO-MET. Finding the best substance for you is half the battle with psychedelics. Explore which substances suit your brain and body best. Mushrooms and DMT may not be right for you. 4-AcO-DMT plugs like a beast. More powerful and cleaner than eating mushrooms (which contains toxins). I would never eat mushrooms whole. Why put those toxins in your body? Only fools do that.

@Vrubel Why didn't you just ask her on the next date? Why say goodbye if you liked her and she was into you? Sounds like it's too late to change that now, but I'm puzzled why you gave up so easily. Sometimes girls will give bullshit excuses and you just gotta act like it wasn't relevant. The general rule is you keep going for it until she rejects you. Or at least find out why it failed.

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@wildflower I have explained many times that the primary feature is that the consciousness knob gets cranked up, the visual field becomes more fluid. But it does not disappear and I don't enter into other kind of plane or dimension. If I took a ridiculously high dose then the visual field would become so fluid that it might start to hallucinate new planes and dimensions. But this is of little interest to me. I only trip for insight and consciousness, not to see wacky new dreams. It doesn't really matter to me what new visuals are dreamt. It's cool but ultimately irrelevant to our work. It is possible to take so much 5-MeO-DMT that the visual field sort of collapsed into an infinite singularity. It feels like being inside a black hole sorta.

No

You can certainly enter states in which the body isn't present. However, my bigger point is that you should not be waiting specifically for those states in order to realize God/Infinity. Learn to recognize God/Infinity as your entire visual field. So God is always with you, not some place you wait to escape to. In other words, realize that: Form is formlessness.

In that case it sounds like it was ON. Sometimes you will lose girls and have no idea why. Girls don't always make sense. Try to set up another date with her, even if she says "just friends", and see what you can make happen. And if all else fails, just ask her point blank why she is being so cold. At least that will give you insight into anything you did wrong so you can learn from your mistakes. Or maybe it will just reveal her to be crazy and not worth racking your mind over.

Own the Libs by dying

There is already a clear history of the Feds having back doors into so-called encrypted and secure systems, phones, apps, etc. It would not be surprising if every major piece of software, hardware, and app with billions of users had back doors designed for Feds. And if it hasn't happened yet, it probably will within the next 10 years.

Then stay asleep. I don't care what you do.

@wildflower I have shared many of my trips in my videos. I have a whole video that explains: What Awakening Feels Like

It will help you to make a sort of placeholder distinction between Truth/God vs survival. Perhaps you have realized and become God, but survival is still a beast that you must learn to tame. So as the Zen say, after enlightenment, the laundry. Which means you gotta forget about God-realization for a while and focus on getting your survival ducks in a row. Go build some skills, talk to some girls, have some parties, enjoy life at the material level and learn to navigate effectively in this dream. God-realization is not really supposed to help you in this. Here you gotta learn the earthly skills the same way all human chimps do it: through hard work and trial and error. If this is all a dream, build the dream you want as a human. This is where life purpose, career, art, relationships, biz, and all that come into play. Basic self-help stuff. God will not save you from needing that. So you either do it before you find God, or you do it after you find God. But still you do it.

@Joel3102 Yeah, well, I am not Andy Cutler's parrot. I have my own ways. Follow whichever you want.

Of-fucking-course. You are Tyler Durden

The truth is even more fucked up than that. She never actually experienced that zone. She imagined that zone while on stage Whatever you think you've experienced, you imagined it RIGHT NOW! There is nothing beyond your present imagination. This is what God-realization truly reveals to you. It's way more radical than many of these so-called "nondualists" understand. You did not reach any meditative states or Jnanas! You fucking imagine that you did! Lol All meditative states and attainments are imaginary. All other zones and realms are imaginary. All teachings and teachers are imaginary. There is nobody here but You dreaming this spiritual shit up. You even imagined Jac O'Keeffe telling you about something beyond your own Consciousness, which is a plain absurdity.

Lol Exactly!

Back door, buddy. Back door. None of your data is safe on any major public network or service provider. Nothing mainstream should be considered secure. In practice what keeps most people secure is simply the fact that they are nobodies who no one cares about. If you were a serious somebody with money, fame, and power, you would not be secure on any of these services.

I don't work on weekends. You guys are gonna burn yourselves the fuck out. By trying to accomplish more you'll end up accomplishing less.

Neither do hair test. No test shows that. Yes. You cannot dispute the fact that heavy metals are coming out your pee hole at an elevated rate. That's clear evidence of toxic load in your body. It does not tell you exactly how much is left in your body, but no test does. I don't trust that heavy metals will be detected in the hair. I don't see why it must come out in the hair. You could have heavy metals deep in your organs and it never comes out through your hair. Plus, your hair is covered in shampoo and who knows what other chemicals. Yes It's not complicated. DMSA forces metals out via your urine. This is 100% proven science. If heavy metals are coming out of you, that means they were inside you (unless you were eating fish or drinking dirty water). As for what your hair does, that's all guess-work.

As I have said, call it whatever you want, but in the end you better have ONE thing, otherwise you're in duality. All modes of existence are consciousness. Existence IS consciousness. And existence is Absolute. You can't have something other to existence. You need a much broader notion of Consciousness, one that includes all possible modes, zones, parts, etc. Whatever the fuck you think there is, call that Consciousness and be done with it. "But Leo, what if then there's some other thing beyond that?" NO! Get that there cannot be. You cannot have some part of reality which is cut off from the rest of reality or from yourself. All of it has to be ONE in the end. So you can ask this lady, How many realities are there? And if she says anything more than ONE, she's up to no good.

Women can be fickle creatures. They run on moods and sometimes when the mood is right but you don't close the deal, she will feel weird about it the next day and lose her mood and change her mind about you. In general you gotta strike when the iron is hot. One of the principles is: don't get a girl turned on unless your logistics are good enough to close the deal. Otherwise she is likely to feel slutty the next day and have a change of heart. It's not necessarily that you did anything wrong. Sometimes you just can't close for practical reasons and you lose her. That is common. Sounds like you took plenty of action, which is great. You just didn't consider the logistics well enough. That's probably your only place for improvement. Failure to account for logistics is a killer. Or, if you plan on dating her over multiple dates then don't escalate so hot and heavy. Be more subtle about it. So either go harder and close quickly or go slower and subtler. If you do it half-way it can feel awkward for her. One thing you should learn from this experience is asking about her work schedule and plans early on, so you can factor that into your plans. Don't go into a late night date clueless about her work situation tomorrow. You should also not set your dates too late into the night. These little details add up. And the only way to learn them is to fail a lot. Then again, if this girl truly liked you, she should have agreed to more future dates. Maybe you just sorta pressured her to go along with you in the moment but you didn't catch that she wasn't really that into you. If a girl is really into you, she should want more dates. There needs to be certain chemistry there. If the chemistry isn't clicking then that's the problem. And sometimes you just won't have the right chemistry with a girl. It's never guaranteed. In the end, she has to want you. There is no trick around that other than rape. If you sense that she doesn't want you, you have to be willing to let her go. And then frame it to yourself as, "Oh well, she lost a great guy. She couldn't appreciate what I was offering therefore she didn't really deserve what I was offering." This whole thing doesn't really work unless she respects you as a man and values what you're offering. Many girls are clueless and will just overlook a great man. Or maybe you're not such a great man, in which case raise your value. The bottom line is this: when she is with you, she has to say to herself, "OMG! This guy is awesome! I will never find one like him in 20 years." Build yourself into that kind of guy.