Leo Gura

Obviously she is really attracted to you and you are not serious about her. This breaks her heart. What do you think will happen? Most decent girls will not be okay with "just something casual". You make her feel like a cheap slut.

@Lyubov Maybe she's just being dumb. That's also possible. Not everything is your fault.

There is awakening. Stop confusing people and yourself.

Yes, of course. In this case this girl is telling him: "I'm losing attraction for you". Raw attraction is what makes her wet. Love is a different matter. You can have one without the other and vice versa. It's like two balls that you're juggling and you gotta keep them in balance.

You can do crying but gotta maintain that masculine edge. You have to balance tenderness with dominance. For example, you cry together, but then you tie her hands up and fuck her brains out like a dirty slut so she feels your dominant masculine energy. This is why you have to be careful not to listen to women's advice on attraction. The advice they give you is their ideals and fantasies, not the cold hard reality which makes them wet. Regardless of their ideals, they want a man with a strong edge. That's what turns them on. But they will often gaslight you about this by telling you to be more sensitive. Being too nice to women tends to backfire. This is the reality. A few women can appreciate it, but many can't. Women are often conflicted about what they want. They say they want a nice, developed guy but in practice they get turned on by undeveloped jerk behavior because it will make her feel feminine. But in general, part of the challenge of being intimate, vulnerable, and authentic with someone is that they might reject you precisely for being you. Vulnerability and authenticity does not guarantee attraction. Which is precisely why guys love to manipulate and be inauthentic with women, because they are trying to be what they think the woman wants. So, many guys try to act more macho than they really are. This too can backfire. But it can also work. Which is why guys do it. The bottom line is: you gotta learn to carefully balance the intimate with the dominant/masculine. And you also gotta find a girl at your level who can appreciate this more mature form of masculinity.

Most people struggle a lot with dating and relationships so it turns into a survival contest and blaming the other side. Few people actually want to take ownership of mastering this domain of their life. Which leaves only one thing: blaming and fighting. Either you're going to handle it, or you're going to become bitter and jaded.

You can do that on any psychedelic by setting your intention and focusing your mind. It's never guaranteed to work, but you can direct your trips to some extend.

You linked a video from a company that teaches you all the details.

That's not about awakening at all. He's just showing you how to be vulnerable and more authentic in social situations. You're not going to master social skills unless you hit the bars and clubs like a beast. 1000s of nights out talking to girls. There is no book, video, seminar, or course that can give you such skills. Only by going out.

You're doing great. Gradually keep at it and keep taking your contemplations deeper. You will reach God/Love soon enough.

Hopefully, but who even knows.

Have some humor bro. This shit is too bleak not to laugh at it.

Most people who use DMT do not go to any singularity, they go to weird alien mindscapes. I don't know why you're hung up on one particular type of trip.

That's horrible. Don't ever use the phrase "just friends". Keep the sexual polarity / intent. If she doesn't want it, let her reject you on account of it. But don't make yourself her gay lapdog. It needs to be implicitly clear that you have sexual intent towards her, that you are not her gay friend. Don't compromise on that. And way too formal too. This is not a business transaction. "Hey gurl, let's hang out."

I love DPT. It's a beautiful and underrated psychedelic. It's a bit weird. Not sure how others react to it but for me is works well. You have to plug quite a lot of it though. You could vape it. Just watch out. It's powerful.

Well, we do still have free speech and freedom of religion, last time I checked.

I don't know how to explain it. I could be much more loving than I am. Then again, it doesn't really matter how loving I am because it's all Love even if I'm an asshole.

Because it takes too long to explain everything to you guys. And I am teaching you, not myself. DMT affects me in a very unique way which will not apply to most people. And DMT lasts way too short for serious work. 5-MeO-MALT is the best tool I found so far for our work. I have had 3hr long trips on 5-MeO-MALT.

You say that, but do you really understand that I am you?

I don't know what you mean by dissociation practices. 5-MeO is way clearer and more powerful than mushrooms. You don't need to go anywhere. Everything is nowhere. There is nowhere to go! Stop dreaming. By your silly logic all spiritual practices are pointless unless they take you to some other dream. Obviously this can't be the case. The point of the best spiritual practices is not to take you to a different dream, but to get you to awaken to the truth of this dream you're stuck in. Look, there's only You. When you die, that's the end of the world. There was no world before you were born, and there will not be any after you die. Because the world has never been anything more than YOUR dream. If you stop dreaming it, it disappears.

How can such a thing be quantified? Not even close to what I could.

One thing you should get in the habit of doing is seeding the next date towards the end of your first date, and gauging her receptiveness/enthusiasm. You gotta develop some subtle ways of checking in with her to see how much she's digging you.

I am you

None of my trips are relative though. They are all Absolute. There are no higher beings in my trips. I am the only being.

My realizations are so cool as it is that there's nothing ordinary about them. They are amazing beyond any description. The problem I have is that I'm so sensitive to psychedelics that I would need to take a very high dose leave my room behind, and that dose would put me into a suicidal dangerous high level of consciousness. So I cannot do such high doses where my whole visual field morphs into something else. Normies can do that because they aren't so sensitive nor conscious to begin with. So for me the visual aspects of psychedelics remain minimal whereas for normies it is higher. There is a difference between pure consciousness/understanding vs wacky morphing visuals. If your understanding is low you can handle much higher wacky morphing visuals by taking a large dose. But for me every dose has crazy high headspace.