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I need to get rid of my nervous energy that I deal with sometimes, especially the last date... terrible frame.

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Found a cool new app called Vocal Image

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One of the better ambient tracks I’ve come across

 

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Very inspired by Owen Cook

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Social energetic mastery is something neglected by Qigong teachers 

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91 sleep score bbbbb

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You were burning like a city 

of electric light 

 

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It was a beautiful night, yeah the moon was climbing out of the mountains. 
And from the city in the ground came the sound of a million lights.
We were headed to the center of our brain when they came a'knocking.
They said we've seen you before, and we really like all of the stories.

Ooh this world of wonder, we'll leave the bones of man, we never wanted to leave you. Ooh this world of wonder, we'll leave the bones of man, we never wanted to leave.

When it touched my hand, I felt my mind open up like a valley.
Then from a crack in the ground came the sound of a million legs.
There was a silent flash before the earth started closing up on itself. 
I felt at peace and alive even though the ship was going down.

Ooh this world of wonder, we'll leave the bones of man, we never wanted to leave you. Ooh this world of wonder, we'll leave the bones of man, we never wanted to leave you.

 

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The whole album slaps

brings back old memories 

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I always wanted to be the kinda guy that wore earings but my grandma shamed me when I pierced my ears in highschool. I always thought stretchers were cool. My ears can still take earings so I am ordering a pair.

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You've been dead for years,
but you never knew.
And the rabid bits of time
have been eating you.

But no one knows where we go...
no one knows where we go,
when we're dead or when we're dreaming.

oooh-woo ooo... (x4)

And you've been dead for Years,
but you never knew...
and the rabid bits of Time
have been eating you...

No one knows where we go...
no one knows where we go,
when we're dead or when we're dreaming

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Edited May 14 by Thought Art

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I’ve been socializing a lot the last week or so. Slowly ramping up. My goal is to go out to a meetup everyone and build state. 
 

Socializing is very healing. 
 

I am doing it sober. I also head home at 9pm to also maintain my sleep score. 
 

Ive also gone on two dates recently. 
 

you gotta roll with the good and the bad. I guy got pissed because I asked is Columbia was beside Peru, lol anyway. Next. 
 

when you first go out your state can be a bit low, awkward and weird, logical. But, you build your state by just talking, breathing, relaxing and being in your body. 
 

If you find yourself in a busy crowded bar, if you sit and wait in a confident pose usually a guy or two will walk up and chat. You use that to build state and start linking through various conversations. All the small talk is similar what matters is body language, laughing and being a good vibe. 

Edited May 15 by Thought Art

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When it’s finally warm enough to hangout in the park god will give you mosquitos 

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I am allowing music to be a part of my hobbie, and spiritual practice. Holding onto this desire for it to be my career is actually hurting my actual pursuits and career. Letting go of it is really difficult. But, I can enjoy music and I do. It's more for healing and cleansing my heart and I can enjoy it as a hobby.

I am a Qigong teacher, and energy coach. This is what I've sold a course in doing, and I did a really good job. This is what I will dedicate my life to mastering.

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Hmm, I don’t think I want to be a Qigong teacher in this phase of my life. I am considering letting it go and just doing it as my spiritual practice for the next decade. Not sure on this. I’ve put a lot of time and effort into this. The traction is small, which doesn’t mean it isn’t working but sometimes I think it’s not. 
 

I want to be a musician. But, that’s feels impossible to make a living in. This has me going back in forth in a feeling of hopelessness, doom and gloom and frustration. I don’t know. 
 

A problem I am having is that I work all day and I’m getting back and eating and sleeping. My ability to work on my dreams seems impossible. This makes me wonder why I even am alive if I can’t make my dreams a reality. I either decide I’m gonna figure out a way or I kill myself. 
 

It’s my hearts largest desire. 

Edited November 10 by Thought Art

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“Don’t wish life was easier. Wish you were better” - ?