My 8th Psychedelic Trip Q&A Answered

[Keryo Koffa]

I wrote down several inquirely questions beforehand that I now answered through raised consciousness and ego-lessening:

What is the nature of my love?:

You love experience, closeness, everything your divides love, non-repetetive exploration, pure first person immersion, thoughtlessness, discovery, shared fun, interaction, fascination with the universe, everything that makes you feel loved from the sources inaccessible to you, straightforwardness, being yourself, fearlessness, being content and having no resistence towards your creativity and doing what you want, not feeling ashamed or worrying but pure doing and being and exploring until you're bored with that aspect and you're desires are fullfilled and you move on to the next, the journey is the destination, you hate needless obligatory repetition, you love being yourself, feeling yourself, expressing unfiltered emotions and thoughts and feeling alive.

Where pain comes from and what to do?:

Heartache comes from denying yourself happiness by externalizing your desires, you can live through them in your imagination, accept them as reality and move on. Body ache and head aches come from not living healthy, not sleeping enough, not eating healthily, not going outside, not running and exercising and stretching like yoga or your own style based on the body's current needs, not allowing yourself to sleep and nap due to schedule, not eating when you want to, not taking cold showers to feel alive and generally neglecting your physiological needs as much as ignoring your emotions and bottling them up instead of letting them out and feeling through them internally and changeing your lifestyle based on these desires.

Negotiating my terms of existence:

1. Manage physical survival though in thos day and age you'll survive anyhow

2. Find happiness by being yourself

3. Be respectful, people act based on their programing, fear and conditional love, don't try to change them directly, make them think of avoid them, be safe.

4. Make the world a better place

0. Take care of yourself, if you don't know how, ask psychedelics to tell you, else be as aware of your present experience and obsticles towards love and happiness as possible, let go of ideas, oughts, shoulds, ways of thinking, modes of thinking, just be and take care of that which distrubs you by contemplating its mechanics, its all types of attachment to kinds of survival and interpreting it on higher less straight forward levels.

Becoming objects:

Objects are based on intuition, the matter is exchangable, their purpose defines them, understand them from their perspective and every perspective that interacts with them, imagine qualia and survival instincts from their pov, homeostatic mechanics and the need thereof.

Alien consciousness:

Same as objects, but more self-referential, different evolution, different senses, different survival mechanics, emotions and needs, but everything needs love, which is felt to whatever helps one maintain one's form, appreciation is infinitely variable though. And its all just consciousness in the end, but could feel infinitely different.

Source of fear, fatigue, dispassion:

Obligation thinking, conditional mechanical mode of acting, surpression of authenticity, fear and shame, not taking care of one's needs like sleep and outdoor activities, everything humans have evolved to do, like and dislike, what has evolutionary reason to make us feel alive. All neuroticy is ultimately linked to attachment, rationlization, ignorance, obligation, conditional love mechanics and ego.

Explore perspectives:

Imagine something and imagine the world around it and how it interacts with it as the focal point.

How psychedelics work:

Fill you with unconditional love and unlock your subconscious, sharpen your senses, activate your imagination and creativity, activate and interconnect your brain.

Why is it hard to let go:

Conditioning, habit, brain pathways and activation patterns become homeostatic, you have to will it through conscious focus, desire and action.

Individuality beyond the physical realm?:

God as non-ego, unity of all, always changes just like the ego changes. Just as your consciousness has a barrier tied to the physical world, an ego could have a spiritual barrier outside of physical existence, but it might not be able to completely maintain it, still it's unique desires would be explored through that spiritual division, still seperate of complete unity, but aware of it, exploring it through the perspective of a duality with its unique experiences and sharing them through unconditional love with other spiritual egos. It would be beautiful to explore one's desires in a dream world without limits and speedrun whatever state of desire one seeks to fulfill, maintaining all knowledge collected until then.

Nature of loneliness:

Seperation into ego. Incompleteness. Desire interpreted onto reality to find what one's body seeks based ultimately on a higher abstraction of its survival instincts communicated from the body to the consciousness that learns to associate its identity to its body by believing in the sense immersion tied to self-control mechanism, tied to experience, self-reflection, self-identification.

[Yimpa]

 

LOVE WINS!!!

Edited December 15, 2023 by Yimpa