April's 30th.

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I want to re create this Taeyeon's make up look ;

https://www.instagram.com/p/CBzZukvhphJ/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

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My stolen artwork. 

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I wanna live in Egypt. Somehow, I really wanna live in Egypt. 

18:22 Fri, June 16, 2023. 06162023🇪🇬

 

Edited June 16, 2023 by Sabth

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I wonder if my parents are getting older. Today in my dream it feels like it's getting mixed . With others parents as well. But the theme is parents. I see their kitchen are in bad condition. (In real life my parents kitchen are not, in bad condition.) It feels like a movie. Somehow. And there's others food too. Some people's name are in my dream idk why. It wasn't real. It wasn't real~~

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Finally, going to a beach^^ 12:46PM

It's going to be a two hour drive. 

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I'm back.

Now, everything seems harder. I tried skating on a big road this morning but to my surprise, it was harder. Than it used to be. Maybe there's changes in my body. Or my confidence. It became hard. And fearful.  I was full of fear..

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Just me, some years ago.

Edited June 19, 2023 by Sabth

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This song reminds me so much of 2018❤️

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Another old song of when I was fifteen..

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I may want to change my skate size because it's kinda big. And bulky. I gotta down size that. If it's still available in the market. Because that skate aren't typical. 

Edited June 18, 2023 by Sabth

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Someone gave us this from the beach.

Edited June 19, 2023 by Sabth

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Time Lapse - Taeyeon, Lyrics translation.

It's still the same, birthdays have passed several times

I've definitely become a bit more

Of an adult , I think

Even still, if your name come to my mind

Tears well up if I close my eyes for a moment

I can see you even if everything changes

You're still in the same place

With the same appearance , you keep making me cry

It's still the same , seasons have changed several times

The daily life without you now

I should be used to it by now

Even still, if your name come to my mind

Tears well up if I close my eyes for a moment

I can see you even if everything changes

You're still in the same place

With the same appearance , you keep making me cry

(Making me cry)

You keep making me cry

Of course , goodbyes are all like this

Memories that were happy because we were together

Erasing all of it , tears well up (when I try to forget)

Erasing all of it , tears well up

On top of the welling tears

You flow again , time stops

My heart that I tried so hard to keep hidden

Quietly raises it's head

I call you again with an anxious voice

(I call you again)

Of course , love is all like this

Always the beginning and the end is different , so different

Of course , goodbyes are all like this

Heart that loved even deeper finds me and makes me cry

(Love is all like this)

Goodbyes keep making me cry

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A few months ago I was 50 now I'm 53.x . Really don't know what to do. I just want an active life. However that may be. 

That's like a whole newborn baby's weight. 

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Today I made burger fried rice. June 20 , 4:58PM. 

Edited June 20, 2023 by Sabth

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I want freedom. And independence. To do whatever I want. To drive a car. If having a driver would means freedom then that's also good.. to have a driver.. 

 

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D-lite would be in Japan this 23rd & 30th July. For a waterbomb night. It seems like the only time I'll be meeting him. Do you wanna go? But a festival seems like it will be too extreme. I wonder what he'll bring to that festival. What song. It seems like. Idk. I want sushi now. 

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Edited June 21, 2023 by Sabth

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I'm trying to fill up my time with valuable things. 

5:14PM Fri June 23, 2023.