Question about Awakenings + Quality of life after

[Breakingthewall]

the more awake, the better life. awake=infinity. reality takes on an unlimited quality. you are reality and you flow effortlessly, there is no resistance. there is beauty, mystery, depth. Life before, the years from when childhood was abandoned until I broke the finite, was hard, limited, tense. a fight. open your heart to infinity and surrender is to enter paradise. a paradise that is like a mysterious, colorful, intelligent, deep jungle