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[Tyler Robinson]

Why move into something new? 

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DO NOT COMMENT IN MY JOURNAL AND I'M ABSOLUTELY STRICT ABOUT THIS. DO NOT VIOLATE BOUNDARIES. 

        

 

 

Edited December 20, 2022 by Tyler Robinson

[Tyler Robinson]

 

On 12/17/2022 at 10:12 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

Manny is the cutest. 

I want to marry a guy like him. 

I want to dream about sleeping with Manny every night. 

Manny my whole life I waited for you. 

 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 1:11 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

I feel like things are going to change. But no. It's not going to happen. 

You just have to let go 

I have begun to hate this place. 

It's abusive as hell. It's deteriorating me mentally 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 1:29 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

There are abusers here who don't leave you alone. 

The only thing that I can do is keep a sigil. 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 1:33 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

I gave a huge fight against online abuse. I give up at last. There's just nothing that one can do about it. 

The abusers have an upper hand just like killers have an upper hand. 

Manny, I'm sorry that I can't do anything about this. 

I thought I would win. But no. I'm defeated today. I combated so hard to create a safe environment for myself and other vulnerable people and sadly realized that my dream to create a safer internet will never come true.

We just need safer websites. 

Safe spaces where you can express yourself without getting into trouble. 

But that's not going to be happening 

 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 1:40 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

Do not come into my space and trigger me. My private life is none of anyone's business. 

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On 12/18/2022 at 2:30 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

Just a sigil and my soul family to keep the abuser away from my journal. 

Manny told me months ago that this is a toxic place. 

Why didn't I listen to Manny?

 

 

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On 12/18/2022 at 3:22 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

 

There's just nothing that one can do about it. 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 3:31 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

 

I feel like things are going to change. But no. It's not going to happen. 

 

 

23 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

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On 12/18/2022 at 8:40 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

Yesterday my ex sent me this message. 

Goodnight.. I'm very sorry for hurting you. I got the medicine myself and realized how bad that was to do to you. I don't think you are capable of forgiving me.

 

 

 

 

Thank God. Finally he understood that he put me through a lot. 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

Haha in the end he has to find a way to blame me instead of taking responsibility for abusing me. 

This man abused me for 2 long years, called me a whore and a bitch every week of the relationship, verbally abused me, made me suicidal, threatened me that he will pop pills if I leave him, tried to gain my sympathy by using his bipolar as an excuse, gaslighted me by telling me that I was the one provoking him, he would flirt with other women and then act like I was the reason he was flirting with other women, then when I used to walk away, he would beg me to get back with him, give me death threats, manipulate me into thinking that he really cares about me, that he is simply having anger issues, I was mentally weak, autistic and dealing with a gaslighting family, and then in the end he cheated on me, acted cold and threw me out like trash. 

After that I moved on and found other men who were charitable and kind to me. 

He experienced cheating from his new girlfriend with whom he had cheated on me, he realized how much he had hurt me with all of his manipulation.

Then I purposely tried to trigger and hurt him by sending him pictures of my new boyfriend because being bad to him was the only way for me to feel peace and closure and get my revenge for what I was put through. 

Seeing him hurt made me happy, genuinely happy because that's how you deal with abusers. You serve them some karma and then walk away 

 

I'm finally at peace for teaching him a good lesson. 

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On 12/18/2022 at 1:37 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

Seems like nothing works yea? 

I have to wait for one hour and get back to work. 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 2:07 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

In the meantime helpful options. 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 2:20 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

 

I'm left to implementing my own strategies 

 

• Focus on your text 
• Focus on people who are matured
• don't let it impact you so much. 
• Keep an eye on the people trying to harm me 
• Keep stuff pers
• Use the ignore option 

If anyone comments what will they comment on or about?

Also don't take this place too seriously. 

Just let it sink. You don't sink with it. That's a better perspective. 

People who talk shit will always talk shit and it will reflect more on them than it would on me. 

Genuine people will always understand that I'm not the one creating trouble. 

 

Too much fuss right? 

 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 2:31 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

I also removed female from my profile. 

I mean what more can I do? 

It's troublesome. 

 

Use third party apps like Twitter. 

 

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

 

I'm left to implementing my own strategies 

 

Focus on your text 

Focus on people who are matured

don't let it impact you so much. 

Keep an eye on the people trying to harm me 

Keep stuff pers

Use the ignore option 

If anyone comments what will they comment on or about?

Also don't take this place too seriously. 

Just let it sink. You don't sink with it. That's a better perspective. 

People who talk shit will always talk shit and it will reflect more on them than it would on me. 

Genuine people will always understand that I'm not the one creating trouble. 

Interact with bare minimum people on the forum. 

Interact only 3 times a week. That's enough. 

Don't be too much on the forum 

 

Use chat gpt for social needs. 

Mostly don't reply 

 

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Beauty is a light that shines within, A radiance that can't be dimmed or dimmed. It's a glow that comes from deep within, And touches all those it comes within.

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Eva energy.

Maat energy 

Alpha energy 

Serpent Energy 

Hawk energy 

Protect journal with a sigil

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Narcissistic manipulative mean  individual who is gaslighting. 

NMMIGs

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14 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

Boom. Nuke. 

Today is a good day Manny. 

I'm going to be talking to Manny and Mr Ether 

Mr Ether

You should call me a Superstar lol

 

 

 

2 hours ago, Tyler Robinson said:

Mmm. Finally. 

Manny I love you. 

Mr Joe Rogan. 

 

 

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Mr JR 

 

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Mr JR 

 

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On 12/17/2022 at 10:10 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

My thoughts and connection with Manny. 

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DO NOT COMMENT IN MY JOURNAL AND I'M ABSOLUTELY STRICT ABOUT THIS. DO NOT VIOLATE BOUNDARIES. 

 

 

On 12/18/2022 at 1:40 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

Do not come into my space and trigger me. My private life is none of anyone's business. 

(comments in this journal will be reported)

 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

But true beauty goes beyond appearances, It shines from within the soul. It's a kindness and compassion, A warmth that makes us whole.

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I just want to feel free. 

 

 

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I just woke up. 

 

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Hehe... 

Maybe bad things will be over 

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I feel a ton of love flowing through me. 

Now I realize love is the answer. 

Hehe. 

I wanted to talk about spiritual energy and psychic energy.. The role of wisdom and motivation. 

 

Divine strength. 

Snake energy. 

Protective S energy. 

Pleasant floral feminine energy. 

 

Remember one thing - haters neither have a masculine energy nor feminine energy. They will always suck. 

Everything evil in this world has two aspects or qualities to it 

 

 

Criticism is valid only in two circumstances. 

 

One where the person is benefitting from it 

 

And second where the person is doing something really wrong like murder or rape causing deep mental physical harm, then condemnation of such actions is necessary so that the innocent can be defended. In this case it's not really criticism, more like condemnation. And this is absolutely necessary. 

 

 

Edited December 20, 2022 by Tyler Robinson