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This is my greatest hurt. This is my greatest healing.

 


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I feel like I am talking to a wall. But at least this wall cares about me. 

 


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Through whatever

Through whatever

Whether a color, a shape, a form, a thing, a shade, you'll have only two things Babloo, either the presence of love or the absence of it. 

 

(this is such a beautiful journal. Exactly how I wanted it. My emotions weaving the tapestry of this journal, ever so delicately) 

 

 


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Then  a priest came in my dream and said to me 

Babloo you have to love even those who hate you, those who cause you pain. This is your test. 

Your greatest healing lies in loving those that are difficult to love. 

 

 

(this is my most valuable journal, my feelings flowing exactly as I wanted ) 


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I think some people don't feel emotions the way I do.. 

Or they feel none at all. 

I agree and I won't judge. 

 

 


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For shallow people, everything appears shallow. 

 


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Love is something you find. Not something you seek. 

 


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Why didn't you kill me? Would have been easier than ruining me? 

 


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And then she felt destroyed. But in her pieces she found herself. 

 


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In love we must accept error with grace and move on. We must have acceptance. 

 

 

Those who truly love you won't wait for you to make a mistake. 

 


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True love lies in greatness. It drowns out all fear, all virtue, all sin. 

 


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True love doesn't generate mistrust. 

When you are loved, you don't need to ask questions. 

The only thing remains is silence and two pairs of eyes. 

 

 

 


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Those who truly love you will protect you from even when you are wrong. Even when you sin. 

Because love transcends every barrier to find you, to love you, to protect you. 

 

 

What it looks for is to be one with your spirit. 

 

All barriers melt. 

No assumptions 

 

 


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When love will find you, you'll be whole and you'll rejoice once again. 

True love heals. It cares 

 

It's stupid. It's mad. 

 

But then.. 

 

Love is blind and lovers can't see. 

 

 

 

That's how you would feel like a cute bird in the garden of paradise, loved and enchanted by splendor of madness 

 

 

 


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I don't know how sex will figure in the context of true love. But I guess at that point, it won't even matter. 

 


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At the end of the day, it's only me and my emotions. 

 

And there is nothing else left. 

 

 


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Sex with the true lover will be very beautiful. 

Right? 

This journal cures my ills. 

In losing myself completely, I found myself. 

 

 


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The words that hurt the most are 

Low integrity sex

 

 


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Love heals.. 

When someone loves me truly, I will not need to guess their next thought, they won't need to guess mine. 

Our thoughts would have synchronicity. 

 


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When a relationship breaks, it's not just 1 heart that breaks, it's two. 

And both break equally. 

 

None the less. 

 

 


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