Pain( I feel trapped)

[Preety_India]

This is it. 

This is my last love 

No more love in my life. 

I'm tired of falling in love 

 

I won't fall in love with a man again ever. 

This is last for me. 

My heart has grown tired of wanting and desiring. 

 

I end it here. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I feel trapped again. 

I can't explain my pain. 

I can't explain what's happening with me. 

I feel tired and grumpy. 

My emotional state is a mess. 

 

[Preety_India]

I feel there is no hope. 

My suicidal feelings are showing up again 

The urge to self harm is very strong. 

I tried to cope but today is a bad day again 

I feel like I lost all hope. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I don't even care about my family supporting me. 

They are all a bunch of evil cowards. 

They will never support me. 

 

They don't even call me. 

 

 

I don't like my mom. I feel helpless. 

 

I wish she would just die and I would get freedom from this miserable life. 

She has preyed on me emotionally for too long. 

I hope she suffers the worst death. 

 

 

It's because of her I don't feel like doing anything.. It's her because of whom I lost the will to live life. God will never forgive her. Her abuse and her torture. 

I feel helpless. 

 

 

 

Edited April 21, 2022 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I feel like some supernatural entity is helping me.. Maybe it will. 

 

 

 

Like kali? 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I feel like only a supernatural force can help me.. I feel completely helpless.